The secretWeb

Monday, June 3, 1996 - 05:29:18 am:
Secret from no one at all...:
This is supposed to be a secret...

Monday, June 3, 1996 - 02:37:31 pm:
Secret from buttercup:
mmmmm, I think I'm in love with somebody, but I daren't say who...she's real swell and amazing and brilliant and beautiful...but I'm a girl! I'm not supposed to like other girls, am I?

Tuesday, June 4, 1996 - 12:19:34 am:
Secret from tank-girl:
i know who buttercup is and i know who she is in love with...
and i will stay quiet for only three easy payments of $29.95!! :)

Tuesday, June 4, 1996 - 01:29:36 pm:
Secret from admirer:
I like someone... and they don't know... what should i do?

Wednesday, June 5, 1996 - 01:08:49 pm:
Secret from pumpkinlover:
I miss my girl...she's sooooo special to me I don't even know if she realises it! ::-)

Tuesday, June 11, 1996 - 01:40:28 am:
Secret from Bad boy:
I am, so therefore I was!!!

Tuesday, June 11, 1996 - 02:52:06 pm:
Secret from Jamcake:
I lied to my history prof. I told him that I was ill on exam day
I was not ready, hadn't read the book, started popping Vicodin
tablets given to me by the same Physician that supplied me
with the needed doctors excuse. I brought the excuse in to my \
Prof and he said that he didn't need to see it, "I believe
you. Are you feeling better?" I feel like a moron. Over and out.
Jamcake

Tuesday, June 11, 1996 - 03:20:33 pm:
Secret from Jennifer Lynn of the GWN:
I am not as I appear today ;-),
Nor do I want to be,
I am not what is hidden away,
Nor am I truly free...

Wednesday, June 12, 1996 - 11:27:42 am:
Secret from Mr.ЧЊЂb-Х:
i'll tell my secret if you promise you won't think I'm cRaZy,
ok? ok. I have grasshoppers taped to my back. I guess you
already know why, huh? most people figure it out pretty
quick.

Wednesday, June 12, 1996 - 02:16:02 pm:
Secret from bowl:
Ok. I just told the only woman that I ever really loved that
I was tired of waiting for her. Because I am. She "loves" me
but needs to f*ck other men. I don't know why, and I just can't
let myself love somebody like that. No matter how much it hurts
to think about it. Am I getting too serious?

Thursday, June 13, 1996 - 02:45:56 pm:
Secret from ANONOMOOOOOSE:
I think you're gathering research material for a psychology thesis or a best selling book. My secret is too dark for either.

Thursday, June 13, 1996 - 10:02:23 pm:
Secret from pumpkin:
I really miss my pumpkinlover!!!!

Friday, June 14, 1996 - 05:02:46 pm:
Secret from the all-knowing Jenn (yes me... suprise):
This is not a wired way of gathering info for a thesis or book... however there has been some interest shown in it by some psychologists I know... for better experiments try -- this list

- jenn

Monday, June 17, 1996 - 10:58:27 am:
Secret from me:
My secret is that I'm paranoid...are you sure this is anonymous?
Anyway, I have a nagging feelin...wait a minute! You're reading
this and laughing! You lied. Everybody's reading this! I'm
outta here...

Monday, June 17, 1996 - 05:23:18 pm:
Secret from Woojboy:
I was forced to turn into a llama by my parents when I was 7,
(http://www-personal.umich.edu/~rhia/transform1.html)

Tuesday, June 25, 1996 - 01:49:52 pm:
Secret from Pinball:
I'm sorry for intruding, but if "Bowl" would like to discuss
his problems with me (I had a similar problem and I'm still
with my girl), he can reach me at Gillesd@corel.ca Thanx for
the discretion everyone out there.

Friday, June 28, 1996 - 04:22:06 pm:
Secret from Jen's Secret Admirer:
I love Jen.....don't tell her though....it's a secret!

Tuesday, July 2, 1996 - 09:54:52 pm:
Secret from The Tester:
Test after movin the site to the new Indigo2Extreme after the death of the old server

Wednesday, July 3, 1996 - 12:33:55 am:
Secret from barney:
I might tell you later

Monday, July 8, 1996 - 12:05:19 am:
Secret from MiD:
I must confess.. I write crummy text files. visit my collection at http://www.rmi.net/~kaliste/ and see how boring I must be. enjoy..?

Tuesday, July 9, 1996 - 02:13:28 pm:
Secret from Curious:
What happened to Buttercup? Personally, I see no reason she shouldn't go for girls... but I wish she'd tell us the REST of the story.

Wednesday, July 10, 1996 - 11:12:32 am:
Secret from Weird guy on MST3K, The Movie:
I'm not an alien.

Thursday, July 11, 1996 - 08:30:08 am:
Secret from Mr Ray Cathode:
I still wear a nappy under my trousers.

Tuesday, July 16, 1996 - 07:54:03 pm:
Secret from Hmm, I don't think i will put my name:
my dream is to be a crazy old lady who everyone in the neighborhood thinks is crazy. I will be called the crazy old lady down the street

Saturday, July 20, 1996 - 06:04:50 am:
Secret from Worried Cow:
EAT MORE CHICKEN!

Saturday, July 20, 1996 - 07:06:12 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hmmm... I honestly never knew that you had to wear other
clothes underneath trench coats.

Tuesday, July 23, 1996 - 08:27:27 pm:
Secret from odd:
none to tell

Thursday, July 25, 1996 - 03:23:51 pm:
Secret from thief:
I sometimes have this incredible urge to steal things. Isn't that awful? Most of the time I don't, but sometimes I can't help myself. The other day, a woman lost her purse at my work. I called her, but I stole all her money. I played it off like someone else stole it before I got there. I am sending her the money back on payday because I feel bad, but who knows if I'll do it again.

Thursday, July 25, 1996 - 03:28:29 pm:
Secret from lost love:
I don't love the woman I've lived with for 5 years. I'm just afraid of being alone. Sometimes she does really sweet things for me, but most of the time she's a bitch. I haven't cheated yet, but I really want to. The only thing really stopping me is the fact that I've grown fat from marriage and I'm insecure about being intimate with anyone else. We're comfortable together, but there's no passion and no communication. I swear, sometimes I think I live with a man. (I'm a lesbian by the way, but that's no secret.

Thursday, July 25, 1996 - 03:33:52 pm:
Secret from kinko:
I am a woman and I love older women and I want to tie them up and spank them with a cat o' nine tails.

Friday, July 26, 1996 - 12:46:09 am:
Secret from Lindy :
I eat dog food for breakfast, It's the only thing they let me have.

Wednesday, July 31, 1996 - 04:18:26 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Still a Virgin

Wednesday, July 31, 1996 - 09:33:47 pm:
Secret from "optional" works for me!:
I'm madly in love with a relative of mine.
She's my first cousin, so what should I do?

Sunday, August 4, 1996 - 02:59:28 pm:
Secret from jeff:

Monday, August 5, 1996 - 09:01:25 pm:
Secret from Iranon Labac:
This is not so much a secret as an unspoken marker of where my
thoughts have decided to hang in the spidery lashings of a
reality. Not so much a secret as a status quo which has been
made the billowing standard of all denizens of this dark realm.
I am lonely, and almost crying, except my tears have run too
far to be called back for the expression of such a silly
pain.

Tuesday, August 6, 1996 - 06:09:47 pm:
Secret from McCool:
Guide you from North of the Border and show you the virtues of going south

Wednesday, August 7, 1996 - 04:53:03 pm:
Secret from hawkwoman:
i would like for the ladies on lesbianchat to be more friendly to new people.we should all stick together. if you gave others a chance to fit in to you click you would come to the conclusion that i am a sweet and loving person. i have never had so much trouble making friends in my life. i will continue to try because it is important to me being a disabled person. i cant get out much and the friendships i make online are important to me. i was very much liked and respected on aol. i am not here to get a girlfriend, i am here to make friends that are the same as i. maybe people could be more considerate to others.i think the girls on lesbianchat could be more friendly. i am not lookin for a long distance relationship, just friendship. open your minds and hearts and welcome others everyday.

Friday, August 16, 1996 - 02:06:06 am:
Secret from A Passing Bored Guy:
I always think its silly that most single (and many married) people spend all their time thinking about love and the opposite sex. Unfortunately, I cant stop it either.

Wednesday, August 21, 1996 - 09:33:17 am:
Secret from Someone you know:
I'm considering a career change to Mafia Hit Man. Great pay, work 3 or 4 days a year, travel to distant places for each job and plenty of free time. Can anyone see why that wouldn't be the ideal job? Oh yeah, I'd have to methodically kill a few people too.

Saturday, August 24, 1996 - 06:47:05 am:
Secret from HitMan:
I've killed, and I will do it again and again..

Saturday, August 24, 1996 - 09:53:51 am:
Secret from ie4.*:

Saturday, August 24, 1996 - 07:20:23 pm:
Secret from LULU:
I EAT THERE FORE I AM..... BIG..... I SIT HOME ALL DAy watch tv and eat .i flunked the 11th grade but i am willing to do anything to get out of my parents house . i am 18 years old and am looking for a lover .anyboby that is breathing will do . come rescue me call 206 891 -9345

Saturday, August 24, 1996 - 07:58:01 pm:
Secret from butt head:
my real name is JACK!

Saturday, August 24, 1996 - 09:40:24 pm:
Secret from caged like an animali am l:
i am locked in my room day and nite. i am given cat food 3 times a day/ its not to bad really / i lost 60 lbs. i sure wish i could go outside and see the sun and moon just one last time before i die. i have nothing in this room /i am so so so lonly will someone please please come and help me please

Tuesday, August 27, 1996 - 12:33:24 am:
Secret from realsoon:
my serenity is too important

Thursday, August 29, 1996 - 04:08:03 pm:
Secret from TRY-ME:
My El Camino is really a TRUCK!!!

Tuesday, September 3, 1996 - 05:51:13 pm:
Secret from Lead-Foot:
I really wanted to Kiss Amy while we were on the plane. And after we landed.

Wednesday, September 4, 1996 - 10:36:59 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, September 4, 1996 - 06:34:20 pm:
Secret from Dexter:
i've got a real secret: is .........

Friday, September 6, 1996 - 05:02:44 pm:
Secret from pierre:

Sunday, September 8, 1996 - 09:31:15 pm:
Secret from Techie:
I would really like to watch two women going at it in the back of a '67 Mustang.
I guess that really isn't a secret because most guy's would

Wednesday, September 11, 1996 - 10:12:55 pm:
Secret from Favoably Impressed:
I love rubber stamps.

Saturday, September 14, 1996 - 06:33:53 am:
Secret from jennieann:
i'm in love with a man i haven't even met and when he said ...in an email "will you marry me?" i said YES!!!!

Saturday, September 14, 1996 - 06:42:47 am:
Secret from jennieann:
this guy is now going to come visit me and well he wants to go through with the marriage.......hell i'm only 19!!!!!!!!!.....guess i shouldn't have said yes huh?

Tuesday, September 17, 1996 - 12:49:26 am:
Secret from Spud:
Jeannieann. I know what you're going through, 'cause I know
who you are. I am another one of your friends, from Idaho.
E-mail me and let's talk about it. Marriage and potential problems I know EVERYTHING about. That is NO secret.

Friday, September 20, 1996 - 09:31:49 pm:
Secret from justme:
can't tell...

Wednesday, September 25, 1996 - 12:09:02 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, September 26, 1996 - 01:41:08 pm:
Secret from AA Prospect:
I was arrested for DUI for the very first time last night! I failed the "sidewalk tests" and was handcuffed, but I passed the breahalizer test at the station. I'll never drive drunk again! NEVER! (I was damn lucky!)

Thursday, October 9, 1997 - 11:42:05 pm:
Secret from no one in particular:
this is a secret

Friday, October 10, 1997 - 09:50:04 am:
Secret from goatboy:
I sleep in a drawer. And when my balls itch i scratch them

Sunday, October 12, 1997 - 05:22:04 pm:
Secret from Magic Fingers:
Psssstt....my fingers are magic! Im not saying why but i think Jenn knows! *Evilgrin* (You can ask her but she wont tell ya! BWAHAHAHHAHA!" Thank you Come again! *smile*

Monday, October 13, 1997 - 12:29:43 am:
Secret from wu tang master:
i love fucking on a table

Monday, October 13, 1997 - 04:12:20 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 14, 1997 - 02:38:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 14, 1997 - 11:03:24 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 18, 1997 - 09:11:01 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, October 20, 1997 - 01:59:04 pm:
Secret from blueburner:
I like this female and i think she is realy hot.
I want her real bad

Thursday, October 23, 1997 - 07:09:18 pm:
Secret from Dan:
I am in love with you!

Sunday, October 26, 1997 - 08:53:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm a lesbian, I slept with Elan... It was good!

Tuesday, October 28, 1997 - 11:40:02 am:
Secret from me:
I have only a few and I thought I would check out the other secrets first...

Monday, November 3, 1997 - 07:06:22 pm:
Secret from jack:
i masturbate

Friday, November 7, 1997 - 04:46:46 am:
Secret from Ms Kerry Clark:
I have no Secrets every one knows I am a Bisexual transexual who loves b/d s/m

Monday, November 10, 1997 - 06:51:29 pm:
Secret from fritzer:
i secretly wonder how much man i am and how much girl i am. i mean i'm not homosexual or anything, but i am so different from other guys.
most guys can only think about sex or how good a girl looks as far as appearences go.
i on the other hand really look past looks. i mean they are still important to me, i have to ber able to look at a girl to be interested, but they dont matter all that much.
i can think of numerous dates i could have had with great looking girls, but i seem almost more content with a normal girl.

i look at some of these great looking girls and wonder what is missing from them. certainly nothingphysical.
i really hate that i cant talk to my friends about girls like they can.

oh well, i guess we're all a little different

Tuesday, November 11, 1997 - 11:20:44 pm:
Secret from Am I "The One" ?:
I spend a lot of time wondering if I really exist.
Perhaps I'm just imagining all of you;
perhaps this is all pre-recorded and nothing
I do will make any difference. d.cary@ieee.org

Wednesday, November 12, 1997 - 10:16:13 am:
Secret from Clover:
my secret is that I am still looking for a sexy women for
fun and excitement. E-mail me if you want to know more at
Clover7@hotmail.com

Friday, November 14, 1997 - 08:43:00 am:
Secret from aliasrus:
wow I am the nth person! msie 2.0 is not the browser to cruise this site with

Friday, November 14, 1997 - 03:15:02 pm:
Secret from ola:
sex

Tuesday, November 18, 1997 - 08:03:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
My little secret is that I had brunch with Jenn this past Sunday, and I really enjoyed spending time with her. :)

Wednesday, November 19, 1997 - 08:50:32 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I know a chick named Jenn and she rocks!!!

Sunday, November 23, 1997 - 01:28:03 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 25, 1997 - 06:08:31 pm:
Secret from per:
i like to make love whit 2female

Friday, November 28, 1997 - 12:09:17 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I always wanted to make love to my roomie Kim but she hated dykes so i kept it hid. When she went out I went thruogh her lingerie and dirty undies and had a blast. I even found a vibrator she had hidden in her undies drawer. mmmmm what fun i had but never the real Kim

Saturday, November 29, 1997 - 11:43:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, November 29, 1997 - 11:49:09 pm:
Secret from SilentMobius:
Everything has changed,
the me from 3 years ago would never recognise the me of today.
Sometimes it scares me
but what can you say, when you`re happy.

Sunday, November 30, 1997 - 04:17:29 pm:
Secret from felix:
I had Sex with a member of my staff in a busy shop

Sunday, November 30, 1997 - 05:20:49 pm:
Secret from just curious :
This is for caged like an animal. If you are caged in youre attic and have nothing. how did you get to a computer.

Sunday, November 30, 1997 - 05:23:56 pm:
Secret from shhhhh:
I think i am fallin in love with an older women online

Tuesday, December 2, 1997 - 10:59:26 pm:
Secret from bk:
What is this??

Saturday, December 6, 1997 - 03:49:01 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, December 8, 1997 - 04:11:25 pm:
Secret from Uncle Simpson:
I like to put peanut butter on my nuts and call my dog to lick it off.

Monday, December 8, 1997 - 04:20:20 pm:
Secret from Bianca:
Dear Uncle Simpson - I do the same thing but I place it on my nipples and between my legs and since I am a girl...well, it's just nice when you have a large dog with a large tounge.
Does anyone else out there do this?

Monday, December 8, 1997 - 07:19:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, December 14, 1997 - 01:39:53 am:
Secret from Old Brown Eyes:
Bianca.
I know who you are. If you send me 100 US Dollars in small unmarked bills I will be quiet and will not reveal your secret.
You have till 20 Dec to pay up or else...............I will buy all the peanutbutter.
O.B.E

Thursday, December 18, 1997 - 01:05:02 pm:
Secret from Bianca:
Hey there Old Brown Eyes...
I'm not going to send you a hundred dollars but I will send you photos if you like. This requires you sending some erotic photos of you though.
And you know that I have some ideas about what you do too, so I think we're kind of even.

Sunday, December 28, 1997 - 07:07:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I count the pubic hairs in her dirty underwear

Sunday, January 4, 1998 - 03:01:08 pm:
Secret from FooFOO:
I stole my mommys car at least 3 times before i had my drivers licence ;)

Monday, January 5, 1998 - 02:08:52 pm:
Secret from Slate:
Yo, what happened to the peanut butter gang?

Friday, January 9, 1998 - 08:56:21 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I like Jon Neville! What a secret

Tuesday, January 13, 1998 - 06:45:23 pm:
Secret from The Whitehead:
Once I had a sexy dream and Dave Williams was screamed on the
top of my lungs ;-)

Tuesday, January 13, 1998 - 06:45:38 pm:
Secret from The Whitehead:
Once I had a sexy dream and Dave Williams was screamed on the
top of my lungs ;-)

Friday, January 16, 1998 - 06:07:20 am:
Secret from slave/m:
to be one

Tuesday, January 20, 1998 - 01:55:23 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love Jasmine Maclean

Tuesday, January 27, 1998 - 06:51:27 pm:
Secret from Gleb:
I love kathleen!?! or is it tricia?!! ahh neeed help!!

Wednesday, January 28, 1998 - 04:01:50 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I'm the original Jenn conspiracy. About 5 years ago I
the only way I could think to appropriately sign Usenet
posts was with "Aloha" or "ciao" -- since I'm of Italian
descent, not Hawaiian, I chose the latter.

Later, with the help of the denizens of alt.fan.jen-coolest
in 1994-95, the Jen/ns took over alt.religion.kibology, briefly,
in Kibo's absence, enslaving Jesse Garon (like that was
difficult) and others. That got boring .. thank god for
Mardi Jen/n 95!

Jen/ns will rule the world!!!!

Ciao,
Jenn

Wednesday, Febraury 11, 1998 - 09:34:15 am:
Secret from ROCK:
my secret i share with alot of people,i am a voyeur,i love to watch women doing anything interesting.I think that women are the most beautiful creatures on this earth.So if theres any female exhibitionists out there then please get in touch.

Wednesday, Febraury 11, 1998 - 01:58:30 pm:
Secret from OU812:
hi jenn , i would like to know some info about your home cam.I try to use it and cant,do you have to be home?.please e mail me with info thanx sweetie

Saturday, Febraury 14, 1998 - 10:26:05 pm:
Secret from Jenn (peace84@hotmail.com) only if U have a problem:
I love Nicker because he's so fine he BLOWS my mind!

Monday, Febraury 16, 1998 - 01:26:52 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Belive it or not Jesus Christ is coming back.
He knows you and still He loves you.
Please turn to Him before it is to late.

Wednesday, Febraury 25, 1998 - 11:08:28 pm:
Secret from DiGiTaL-SyCLonE:
I am the leader of ThE EliTiSTz

Thursday, Febraury 26, 1998 - 11:29:29 am:
Secret from grouchi:
i have always wanted to have a secret but io don't

Sunday, March 8, 1998 - 01:36:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like Women, and lots of 'em!

Monday, March 9, 1998 - 09:42:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Once I hated u.

Sunday, March 15, 1998 - 08:02:29 pm:
Secret from bodacia:
i love bryan, but he has a girlfriend and i have a boyfriend, but i like bryan more than darren!

Monday, March 16, 1998 - 12:28:27 am:
Secret from ddd:
very pesonal experience

Monday, March 16, 1998 - 10:30:30 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I masterbate

Tuesday, March 17, 1998 - 06:40:02 pm:
Secret from ello:
computer junkie

Tuesday, March 17, 1998 - 08:46:44 pm:
Secret from BJ:
OH, to be young again.

Wednesday, March 18, 1998 - 11:35:27 am:
Secret from the fox:
im having an affair with a married man

Wednesday, March 18, 1998 - 02:58:00 pm:
Secret from www.judy.com:

Thursday, March 19, 1998 - 07:17:05 am:
Secret from Faunia:
okay I got a third of the way through your files of notes and
read one from hawkgirl and would really like to meet her..
do you know where I can find this wonderful soon to be friend.
If you do please send her my email... faunia@hotmail.com thanks

Thursday, March 19, 1998 - 03:50:20 pm:
Secret from me:
really?

Thursday, March 19, 1998 - 11:06:01 pm:
Secret from 070089:
i am no longer a virgin,and i am really into sex

Friday, March 20, 1998 - 06:52:53 am:
Secret from LLcoolJ:
My nuts are so unusually large I sometimes have trouble walking

Sunday, March 22, 1998 - 02:48:11 am:
Secret from some guy...:
Now this is an interesting little list...I dig it.
My secret is that I'm still very much in love with a girl
I dated about 1 and a half ago. I feel Like such a LOSER,
she wasn't the best girl...she cheated on me (twice) I did
a whole heck of a lot for her, and I truly loved her, but
she just couldn't hang with me, I guess. Now she's living
with (and getting married) to some freak in L.A. (where I'm
also moving to).

I need to move on.

Blake

Sunday, March 22, 1998 - 11:16:47 pm:
Secret from SWET:

Wednesday, March 25, 1998 - 12:42:27 am:
Secret from east Tex:
'lost love' I can relate soooooo well....just ended my last misery a year and a half ago. Having a hard time getting past her and am still alone, but even my worst day today is better than my best day with her. When it's over, it's over.
Convienence is not enough reason to stay, talk about wasted days and wasted nights! Yes, I fell I'm overweight too, but other folks still think I look good. You must be aware that we are our own worst critics. Time to get yourself a new attitude and live life again instead of living in it while it goes by you. Don't be scared.....

Wednesday, March 25, 1998 - 12:55:25 am:
Secret from east Tex:
Everyone thinks I'm a very together person, intelligent, personable, very attractive, respected. I feel like two people, my public persona, my private persona. I wish I could stop thinking that something is missing in my life. What is it? I miss love and trust with one partner in life.
All the rest is just fill in...how sick is that...I'm worried that the longer I'm alone, the harder it will be to let someone in to this private domain of mine. Meeting women is hard in a small Texas town when you don't go to the bars and there's no other gay related activities in town. Life sucks sometimes.....and of course Jack and Jenn, I masterbate too. Doesn't everyone?

Thursday, March 26, 1998 - 05:05:53 pm:
Secret from Fryar:
my secret would have to be...................take a wild guees

Friday, March 27, 1998 - 05:53:12 pm:
Secret from karen:
i slept with my brother and 2 of his friends when I was 14

Thursday, April 2, 1998 - 07:52:21 pm:
Secret from jenn:
I spontaniously combusted 7 times. I also turned into a hotdog and ate myself. But im not an alien!!!!!

Thursday, April 2, 1998 - 08:00:28 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i masterbate constantly although i have a bf with a huge dick.....ive never had an orgasm with anyone but myself, so i fake a lot!!! ive always wanted to try that peanut butter thing.....maybe i will.....hsrando@aol.com

Friday, April 3, 1998 - 10:47:49 pm:
Secret from jimp:
i'm a lover and love women with tight hand grips

Monday, April 6, 1998 - 12:51:12 am:
Secret from Jack:
I have made every woman I ever slept with come by eating her pussy. I stay on it until she heaves into my face. That makes it assured that she'll orgasm when I use my cock. I love sex.

Wednesday, April 8, 1998 - 05:41:42 pm:
Secret from iris:
I feel like i have this mask on, to benefit others, to not bother tem with my life and worries. I always wished I was a skinny beautiful person, then i fell in love, and discovered there's more to it than that, i still wish i had a playmate body, though.... my boyfriend hasn't given me an orgasm during sex at all yet, but i feel we have an excellent sex-life even though....am i weird?...silly question, eh?

Thursday, April 9, 1998 - 10:18:26 pm:
Secret from fidel:
Once, I killed a man.

Friday, April 10, 1998 - 01:17:27 am:
Secret from isaiah:
i found love and happiness, and i misused it. i found lust and wanting, and i misunderstood it. i found secrets, and i told them. i found treasures, and i kept them to myself. you found me, and i exploited you. i found someone else, and you died.

Tuesday, April 14, 1998 - 08:57:57 pm:
Secret from olgadorf:
I don't know how I got here, and I don't know where I'm going!!! but other than that, my lifesin perfect order!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 1998 - 03:41:21 pm:
Secret from jenn:
I HAD AN ORGASM!!! like areal one w/ my boyfriend. it was a lot better than my hand.....

Friday, April 17, 1998 - 08:55:43 pm:
Secret from Aintlifeabitch:
I'm 47 but look 'college age'. All the women my age look like they could be my mom, (sorry girls, but it's true). It used to be a blast dating YOUNG girls(usual male fantasy) but now I want more in a relationship but can't find it in this age group, and it just looks stupid when I'm with someone close to my age. Damn!

Monday, April 20, 1998 - 06:11:44 pm:
Secret from Normal Guy:
I find my father sexually attractive.

Friday, April 24, 1998 - 11:49:46 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I think I like Dave?!

Thursday, April 30, 1998 - 10:53:44 am:
Secret from jaybird:
I am uncertain what to type. Thee are those moments when being out here is more of an adventure and less of a way to waste my so unvaluable time. Today I am on the trail of some digital dog who has a tale to wag.

Thursday, April 30, 1998 - 06:39:31 pm:
Secret from CHAMBER:
I dream about being cuffed to the bed by a fellow gay.

Monday, May 4, 1998 - 09:49:25 am:
Secret from dRAVENcOVE:

Monday, May 4, 1998 - 09:50:12 am:
Secret from DravenCove:
I forgot my own Birthday, Pretty bad , Eh?

Friday, May 8, 1998 - 07:28:12 am:
Secret from aka:
I'm pregnant

Thursday, May 14, 1998 - 11:48:22 am:
Secret from FehWalker:
Life is FEH and then you die.
http://www.feh.net/

Wednesday, May 20, 1998 - 07:13:07 pm:
Secret from :

fr0g is cool

Wednesday, May 20, 1998 - 07:19:18 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

fr0g is cool

Wednesday, May 20, 1998 - 07:20:19 pm:
Secret from Anonymous:
I love Fallon Baldwin from Hamden, CT. and have ever since i first met her but she moved :(

Thursday, May 21, 1998 - 03:40:59 pm:
Secret from kewlkat:
I really like this guy named dave for the longest time! I think the only way u can fullfill your dreams is by getting what you want. Even though I haven't "got him" yet I'll keep trying!! You should do the same!

Sunday, May 24, 1998 - 12:56:42 am:
Secret from woody:
I shot Jfk on 11-22-63 from the grassy knoll, behind the fence.
The guy in the wooden tower in the railway yard saw me. I think
he had an accident and died. So it goes.

Tuesday, May 26, 1998 - 08:42:35 pm:
Secret from spazz1999:
I fed the fish twice in one day

Wednesday, May 27, 1998 - 03:56:39 am:
Secret from comfortably numb:
I actually took 10 mintues to flip through the list and was pleased to see some truth. My question is, before I reveal my secret, "Jenn, do you read them and reply if we ask?" signed, serious mccabejt@sprynet.com

Wednesday, May 27, 1998 - 02:27:08 pm:
Secret from 69 man:
I love to 69 and fuck all nite long.

Wednesday, May 27, 1998 - 07:14:28 pm:
Secret from venusdemilo:
my secrect is im pregnant to a guy i met on the net and we live 460 miles apart and i have no way to contact him and he hasnt heard from me in weeks and he does not know he is going to be a daddy

Sunday, June 7, 1998 - 01:55:09 pm:
Secret from lamar:

Monday, June 8, 1998 - 10:34:15 am:
Secret from Dravencove@hotmail.com:
i fell in love with Jenn when I first saw her picture on Jenn.com.. I hope she will email me!

Monday, June 8, 1998 - 03:39:59 pm:
Secret from k:
im gay

Monday, June 8, 1998 - 10:17:58 pm:
Secret from k:
i'm stiil gay

Wednesday, June 10, 1998 - 06:03:33 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, June 10, 1998 - 06:18:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Well, golly, gee, I ain't got much in the way of a secret. I do have six husbands in six different Canadian cities, but, shucks ... don't every traveling lady?

Tuesday, June 16, 1998 - 04:23:16 pm:
Secret from Rancid Crabtree:
I am heterosexual

Tuesday, June 16, 1998 - 04:27:00 pm:
Secret from Rancid Crabtree:
I am heterosexual

Tuesday, June 16, 1998 - 06:41:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, June 17, 1998 - 06:36:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, June 18, 1998 - 11:24:36 pm:
Secret from h:
hgffrd

Friday, June 19, 1998 - 10:17:22 am:
Secret from frustrierter webdesigner:
mit dem sch... WinEnte stќrzt ma dauernd ab - wer kauft so an bledsinn :-(((

Friday, June 19, 1998 - 03:35:31 pm:
Secret from peeps:
I have never been to another county (besides Canada, which doesn't REALLY count)

Saturday, June 20, 1998 - 11:29:02 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
actually i have a question where can we watch you how do i see that

Sunday, June 21, 1998 - 01:13:40 pm:
Secret from Little-Italian:
SECRET MY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 1998 - 08:46:00 am:
Secret from Speedy:

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:36:31 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm human

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:41:54 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm human

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:42:42 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
My nuts hurt

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:45:42 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think I'm a lesbien but I'm a guy or am I.

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:47:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I don't like people people make me nervous

Wednesday, June 24, 1998 - 10:25:21 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, June 26, 1998 - 09:41:13 am:
Secret from Calp:
I've had a crush on abby litton for 4 years

Saturday, June 27, 1998 - 11:49:01 am:
Secret from Acting out life:
I had lunch this week with my former girlfriend Sara. I realized that I still have very deep feelings for her. I got the feeling she feels the
same way. I'm not sure that I've ever stopped loving her.
Problem is, I have a new girlfriend and live-in lover. I love her, too.
It's so confusing. I screwed Sara over big-time a long time time ago. I don't think
she could ever trust me again even if we were to get back together. The smart and logical thing is
to just live with life the way it is and go on as best I can. I made my bed, now I have
to lie in it.
If I could just rid of these feelings...
I miss you, Sara.

Monday, June 29, 1998 - 12:57:19 am:
Secret from mike:
that i has sex with a slut there i did it
!!

Monday, June 29, 1998 - 12:59:41 am:
Secret from mjaleo@hotmail.com:
jenn I am just like you. So its ok email if u can!

Tuesday, June 30, 1998 - 04:34:08 pm:
Secret from destiny:
my name is jenn too. Pearl6999@aol.com

Tuesday, June 30, 1998 - 04:59:26 pm:
Secret from KaoS:
WOW I HAVE NONE!

Thursday, July 2, 1998 - 12:20:25 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, July 8, 1998 - 01:29:03 pm:
Secret from Fundevil:
I have a crush on jenn

Saturday, July 11, 1998 - 12:35:19 am:
Secret from SEXYGUY:
I LIKE YOUR STYLE IT FUN

Saturday, July 18, 1998 - 02:26:58 pm:
Secret from Tappancs:
Love

As I slowly cast
My eyes on her
My pulse quickens.

She sits, looking ahead,
Unaware of an observer,
Until the stare is felt.

As she turns around
I try to look away,
But am held, hypnotically.

Her eyes meet mine
In an embarrassing blush,
But she smiles...

I feel relieved, yet tense;
Open, yet embarrassed;
At ease, yet uncomfortable;

Until her eyes drop,
A glimmer fading,
Which may not have been there at all.

Saturday, July 18, 1998 - 05:05:03 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
um, I dunno

Sunday, July 19, 1998 - 03:18:12 am:
Secret from eViL:
The other day i ate my girl out for the first time....annd she sucked my dick....and for some reason since then...i feal like i am totally in love.

Monday, July 20, 1998 - 04:55:50 pm:
Secret from Threnody:
J, You thought I was joking when I said "Yes"...
But I really did mean it...
I just can't tell you face-to-face...you said you didn't
really want to know....

Tuesday, July 21, 1998 - 11:51:31 pm:
Secret from Stevie C:
A house is only a house, but a home is where love lives. One of the greatest gifts one can receive is anothers' heart; but a greater gift is to give yours in return.

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 11:07:24 am:
Secret from captain dilweed:
I ran over a cat and noticed it wasnt dead so I ran over it again and then took it and threw it down a gutter.

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 11:13:20 am:
Secret from Jonas:
WE WERE GOOD AS MARRIED MY MIND...BUT MARRIED IN MY MINDS NO GOOD... PINK TRIANGLE ON HER SLEEVE LET ME KNOW THE TRUTH

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 11:15:29 am:
Secret from Jenn:
I censor free speech, I find enjoyment in spitting on peoples first admendment rights. Go ahead I dare you to censor this...

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 11:17:05 am:
Secret from jenn:
Okay captain TWD (aka captain dilweed, Jonas, Jenn)... I'll allow your last three secrets to stay, instead of having my bot remove them like your previous five...

For your information, my bot will almost always delete if someone posts more than two secrets at a time. If you want to have conversations with yourself about something, build your own web page instead of clogging mine up with abusive trash.

BTW, in case you haven't noticed yet, this is my personal website, not your email or usenet, etc... generally I'll allow anyone the opportunity to say what ever they wish, anonymously... Just read above, you'll get the point.

Thanks for playing, buh bye...

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 03:21:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, July 22, 1998 - 04:57:41 pm:
Secret from curious:
how many times can a women have an orgasm in 1 hour

Thursday, July 23, 1998 - 10:05:47 am:
Secret from Truckin'1978:
I knocked over my grandfathers urn.

Thursday, July 23, 1998 - 10:15:16 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, July 24, 1998 - 02:32:23 pm:
Secret from Narcoleptic Smurf:
Uh....ZZZZZZZZZZZ

Monday, July 27, 1998 - 11:05:30 am:
Secret from bill g.:
I looked at a naughty website once

Tuesday, July 28, 1998 - 10:02:18 am:
Secret from Taz:
Taz isn't my real name. hehehe

Thursday, July 30, 1998 - 01:28:17 pm:
Secret from You wanna know? 2 Bad!!:
Hanson is the best!!

Friday, July 31, 1998 - 01:37:13 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I used to pose as a nude model!! Also, I engaged in hot sex with married couples!!

Friday, July 31, 1998 - 01:42:11 am:
Secret from a friend:
Hey, buttercup I read you letter it's cool that you like girls I'm do to but hey I'm a man but I know like lots of lesbians and there really cool and there my best friends and if you need to talk you can write me at punx21@juno.com well I hope you write there are more of you out there and it's okay!

Friday, July 31, 1998 - 02:16:09 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, July 31, 1998 - 11:07:34 pm:
Secret from sr. wacksalot:
I masterbate at least three times a day

Monday, August 3, 1998 - 01:38:25 pm:
Secret from bilbo baggins:
P-p-people make f-ffun of me, because I-I-I ss-s-stutter

Monday, August 3, 1998 - 09:45:43 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, August 4, 1998 - 01:15:04 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, August 4, 1998 - 08:28:40 pm:
Secret from troy:
whats up bilbo?

Thursday, August 6, 1998 - 08:52:43 am:
Secret from killer croc:
I danced with the devil in the pale moonlight. I secretly hate Family Circus too.

Friday, August 7, 1998 - 01:45:31 pm:
Secret from Johnny Come-Lately:
My penis grows an inch a month if I do'nt take special medicine.

Sunday, August 9, 1998 - 05:46:04 pm:
Secret from An Okie....:
Im lost in SPACE! Jenn please help me!....

Sunday, August 9, 1998 - 07:26:28 pm:
Secret from milenko:
I have no secrets I was just checking this out

Monday, August 10, 1998 - 09:04:42 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
It would really turn me on to watch my husband have sex with another woman but i don't think i could handle the jealousy. Does that make sense???????

Monday, August 10, 1998 - 09:56:25 pm:
Secret from ITS ME JENN TROY:
JUST THOUGHT I WOULD TELL YOU ME AND MY GIRLS BROKE UP I REALLY THINK IT WOULD LAST BETWEEN ME AND ELIZABETH AND AS FOR THE LITTLE BOY IT WAS MINE SO SEE SOME THING CAME OUT OF THIS WHOLE THING NOW HE LIVES WITH ME BECOUSE LIZ HAD A MENTAL BRAKE DOWN SHE DIDNT TAKE ME AND HER MOTHER TO WILL BUT HER MOTHER IS DUE IN JANUARY AND I AM SO HAPPY BUT WE ARE TALKING AND TRYING TO WORK THINGS OUT HOPE SO!!! AS FOR THE DAD WELL HE'S IN JAIL YA HE TRIED TO KILL ME AFTER LIZ TOLD HIM THE BABY WASN'T HIS OH WELL THINKS FOR BEING HERE JENN LOVE AND FRIENDS TROY

Tuesday, August 11, 1998 - 12:45:46 am:
Secret from kooo:
plkojih iug;pfr6y;f;

Tuesday, August 11, 1998 - 02:27:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, August 13, 1998 - 11:17:47 pm:
Secret from Dgrashopa@AOL.com:
You sound interesting, E-Mail me.

Sunday, August 16, 1998 - 06:14:21 am:
Secret from haaa:
hjglkk

Sunday, August 16, 1998 - 01:14:13 pm:
Secret from WILDBOAR:
LOVE TO

Sunday, August 16, 1998 - 06:56:31 pm:
Secret from isaiah:
in the gentle embrace of the warmth of the sun, i find happiness in the eyes of my loved ones, and fear in the eyes of myself. in the cold tremble of warning, i can find little else save the tiny candle in my heart, the glimpse of those precious eyes.

Monday, August 17, 1998 - 06:26:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
l like women

Friday, August 21, 1998 - 04:53:04 pm:
Secret from Shankar Mushpir:
Is it wrong to have sexual urges towards goats?

Friday, August 21, 1998 - 07:29:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, August 25, 1998 - 10:59:07 am:
Secret from Mr Hat:
my hovercraft is full of eels o and my hungarian is coming
along nicely too!

Tuesday, August 25, 1998 - 09:00:54 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i'm going out with ca 14 year old

Thursday, August 27, 1998 - 12:17:23 am:
Secret from mmm:
jfghjfguyfkg

Thursday, August 27, 1998 - 10:13:08 am:
Secret from putz420:
Poop keeps the tent wher it is

Thursday, August 27, 1998 - 12:19:19 am:
Secret from Gala:
I should never have broken up with my ex, though at the
time I had no idea how to keep us going. I hate that one
can fall for more than one person. Each pairing is so
different in shared strength and intensity. I hate the
uncertainty of alternate possible worlds in which things
worked out differently. I miss him and cannot reconnect
with him while in this new relationship, but cannot go back.

Monday, August 31, 1998 - 08:52:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am Gay

Tuesday, September 1, 1998 - 02:19:03 am:
Secret from jb:
i like the web

Thursday, September 3, 1998 - 01:22:25 am:
Secret from Harry:

Thursday, September 3, 1998 - 07:45:50 pm:
Secret from ?:
?П?

Monday, September 7, 1998 - 10:18:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like Dark haired guys and blonde haired women

Wednesday, September 9, 1998 - 03:02:51 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
blah

Wednesday, September 9, 1998 - 03:14:03 pm:
Secret from Joy Almond:
Sometimes I feel like a nut, sometimes I don't.

Tuesday, September 15, 1998 - 03:04:38 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, September 17, 1998 - 10:36:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, September 21, 1998 - 05:09:16 pm:
Secret from habib:
i have had sex with lesbians.

Wednesday, September 23, 1998 - 08:42:08 pm:
Secret from Bill Clinton:
I screw around on my wife Hillary

Thursday, September 24, 1998 - 02:23:36 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
A Secret

Saturday, September 26, 1998 - 12:19:01 am:
Secret from Jennifer:
I was dating this guy for about two months and he was my first.About a week after we had sexual intercourse he broke up withme. I am still love him deeply. I tried calling him about a month ago then he told my sister to tell me to never call him again. I dont know what I did to him that was so wrong. But the weired thing is that he was a virgin too. I thought since he was a virgin then he surly wouldnt do a thing like that. Everyone tells me that he misses me, but i could only wish that was true.Please help me i will love him always.

Saturday, September 26, 1998 - 10:10:51 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, September 27, 1998 - 09:06:24 pm:
Secret from Chick:
I have taken my best friends man away from her, but she doesn't even know it!!!

Sunday, September 27, 1998 - 09:39:07 pm:
Secret from Babe:
I love Nick!!

Monday, September 28, 1998 - 05:39:44 pm:
Secret from SSjenn:
I am very pissed off at Bank of Montreal Mastercard. They have a first home program so if you use your mastercard you can accumulate money toward a mortgage but when you go to get your mortgage they jack up the interest rate so that you end up paying more over time. What a rip.

Monday, September 28, 1998 - 05:57:50 pm:
Secret from A physcopath who knows where you live, eat, sleep, and pray to God that no ones out to get you.:
I'm out to get you.

Monday, September 28, 1998 - 07:51:43 pm:
Secret from A Person Who Knows Where You Eat, Sleep, and Pray to God that no ones out to get you. :
My e-mails skek@clarityconnect.com. My homepage is at http://www.angelfire.com/hi/Physcopath/index.html. Did anyone of you guys know that? No, then I guess it was a secret.

Monday, September 28, 1998 - 08:03:12 pm:
Secret from Just in case he looks at this I'm not putting a name down.....:
I really like this guy named Tubbs. I mean, really like. He doesn't know though. I almost kinda wish he did but then again maybe I don't. He don't like me that way. He thinks of me as a friend. That's what I think anyways. I don't think he'll ever go on here anyways. If he does he'll just have to guess who I am. He'll probably think it's one of my friends and get a huge crush on them. That would certainly figure. Well, whatever turns out, atleast someone'll know how much I liked him at this point. It's 7:53 pm, eastern time and the date September 28th. If your reading this now, make sure if you like me, aske me to the homecoming. If you want to know how it's me mention secretWEB. Only ask this to who you like!!! If I say yes, you'll know it's me and I still like you. Oh yea, I live in NY. That should narrow down the Tubbs. And everybody else, if ur wondering, Tubbs is just a nickname. He's actually rather skinny and hott!

Monday, September 28, 1998 - 08:06:07 pm:
Secret from Just in case he looks at this I'm not putting a name down.....:
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm, if you want to contact me write something on this.

Wednesday, September 30, 1998 - 06:08:56 am:
Secret from I was here before:
Now I'm here again

Thursday, October 1, 1998 - 12:26:16 am:
Secret from john:
I can't tell anyone but i think i'm a turtle.

Thursday, October 1, 1998 - 02:44:25 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, October 1, 1998 - 09:49:10 am:
Secret from stupid:
I fart, therefore I smell.

Thursday, October 1, 1998 - 10:00:29 am:
Secret from Tubbs:
I'm into fat chicks, I mean REALLY FAT!! Don't tell anyone!

Saturday, October 3, 1998 - 01:38:47 pm:
Secret from Savellator:
I haven't slept in three days. I know it may sound stupid and not such a hot bit of secret information, but the thing is I haven't slpet in three days, I haven't told anyone, and nobody seems to mind or care. And what is more, I am not tired! I kept up my usual work routine, gone to the office every morning and back to my place in the evening, have done my laudry and watched some TV, actually started & finished a novel in the meanwhile and sat up late at night listening to old records on my wireless headphones, watering the plants in my garden at 4.00 AM just to DO SOMETHING with all this extra free time I have on my hands, on account of my not sleeping. What's more, I'm not even tired, and will probably go to a party tonight (it's Saturday, October the 3rd). Will I crash? What is wrong with me? Actually, is this wrong? I know it sounds silly, but I am worried... Never been much of a sleeper, but this bit has broken all my previous records, even o heinous drugs. Suggestions & recommandatios, anyone?

Saturday, October 3, 1998 - 11:55:09 pm:
Secret from mindcraxy:
to Savellator.
Sounds to me like maybe you may be manic depressive. It is a clinical mental disorder. I think that I may have it a little bit, but have only stayed up for about two days (with a couple hour-long naps). I'm on Prozac and Aderall (similar to Ritalin) but don't think that this med. is the cause. Also Obsessive Compulsive, main reason I have trouble sleeping. If u are unsure about what manic depressive is, do a search for it in AltaVista. Too complicated for me to describe here. Try to get some sleep, I guess.

Friday, October 9, 1998 - 08:53:04 pm:
Secret from Bowie Lover:
I believe I happen to be totally irreversibly in love with David Bowie. I suppose that is kinda odd considering the fact that I'm 15 and he's 52. It's not like I expect to meet him or anything. I think he's HOTT and I absolutely adore the movie Labyrinth. It's the kewlest movie in the world next to the movie Hackers. I love that movie too. Hey, if u like Bowie too e-mail me at skek@clarityconnect.com

Friday, October 9, 1998 - 08:59:43 pm:
Secret from The Tubbs that wrote on this is a lying little bastard.:
I want to know why you'd impersonate somebody who your obviously not. If you are Tubbs then whats your e-mail address. I'd like to know that. Oh yea, and the parady of Tubbs to fat doesn't make you very believable.

Saturday, October 10, 1998 - 01:09:22 am:
Secret from me:
i dont have any secrets my friends have big mouths!

Saturday, October 10, 1998 - 01:33:35 pm:
Secret from In LOVE:
Man, I am IN LOVE with my best friend, but i dont know what to do. I have told him that i like him, but nothing more. Last night, we had a convo about what we would do if we were alone together, and he really didnt say much, except that "I didnt know him as well as I thought I did" because i said he wouldnt do anything. He knows I would have sex with him, because he knows it would be special to me. When we got back to his house after the game last ngiht, I told him it was cold in his basement, so he threw me in his waterbed, where he had the heater running in it...then he hopped in and held me then we watched a movie together. Is this a sign he likes me, or am I dreaming??

email me: jenn200182@aol.com

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:07:19 am:
Secret from Kelley:
Dana has peanut butter on her back.

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:14:37 am:
Secret from Dana:
Kelley is using a crimper as a thigh master.

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:16:28 am:
Secret from Dana:
Kelley won't pass me the joint.

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:16:50 am:
Secret from Kelley:
Dana's had too much anyways

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:17:16 am:
Secret from Dana:
Kelley just passed out. I have to go.......and finish it before she wakes back up......

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 09:21:07 am:
Secret from A miniature Physcopath who knows where you eat, sleep, and pray to God no ones out to get you.:
I think I'm in love with Micheal. He's in my class and I'm not going to tell anybody who it is. ster. Oh yea, and my sisters out to get you.

Monday, October 12, 1998 - 06:33:29 pm:
Secret from Bummer:
Lately I have had the urge to eat out my
girltrinds pussy but cant seem to work it out.
Can any one give me some advicr on
howw to approche this??

Thursday, October 15, 1998 - 01:27:55 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i'm a 20 year old virgin

Friday, October 16, 1998 - 01:16:09 am:
Secret from crackbaby:
I can't live w/out the "CRACKMASTER" !!! And if you can keep a secret, I'll tell you where to find us. At the "Hotel California" partyline, (607)252-6000, be sure and say "FantasyX" sent you.

Friday, October 16, 1998 - 01:27:14 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
small things and small minds

Saturday, October 17, 1998 - 01:13:48 am:
Secret from ghu:
fu

Saturday, October 17, 1998 - 04:10:53 pm:
Secret from sergio:

Sunday, October 18, 1998 - 01:38:35 pm:
Secret from Flames:
This is sooooo funny!!!! *rotflmao*

Monday, October 19, 1998 - 08:39:46 am:
Secret from sadman:
I have had a girlfriend for three years and I don't know how
I feel about her. Just the other night I cheated on her with
three men. We had a sinful gang-bang. I really enjoyed it and
don't know what to do about my girlfriend. I think I am
gay, but I don't know how to tell her. I just hope that
Anthony can support me through this experience. Oh I love Anthony
he is so sweet!!!

Monday, October 19, 1998 - 05:24:42 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 20, 1998 - 02:37:38 pm:
Secret from L pryjma:
I slept with my bestfreiends boyfriend i am pregnant with twins
what shuld i do, she also pregnent, i tried to tell her but he just comes back for more!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 21, 1998 - 02:18:43 am:
Secret from Nosferatu:
I suck blood!!! The women really go for it!!! I need more though anybody who wants to give me some write me at pornstar1978@webtv.net!!

Wednesday, October 21, 1998 - 02:37:49 pm:
Secret from joe:
HELLO YOU GEEKS

Wednesday, October 21, 1998 - 02:37:59 pm:
Secret from JENNIFER MENTZER:
I HAVE A SECRET YOU SEE I HAVE SORT OF A BOYFRIEND BUT I LIKE WOMAN, LIKE HER NAME IS JENNIFER BALOGH, SHE IS SO SEXY!!!!

Thursday, October 22, 1998 - 12:01:54 am:
Secret from sheepish :

Thursday, October 22, 1998 - 02:29:33 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, October 22, 1998 - 04:50:08 pm:
Secret from Thundarr:
Ukla and Ariel have ridden away left me alone with no one
to say RIDE to..gosh it's hard being me somtimes...
RIDE THUNDARR RIDE!!

Friday, October 23, 1998 - 10:47:32 am:
Secret from Tubbs:
I like small shaven woodland creatures

Friday, October 23, 1998 - 02:10:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 24, 1998 - 03:49:03 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, October 25, 1998 - 04:19:31 pm:
Secret from vvv:
i am ...

Tuesday, October 27, 1998 - 03:36:57 pm:
Secret from vacabobby:

Wednesday, October 28, 1998 - 01:59:42 pm:
Secret from stunner:
hello i am stunner and i am gay but i cant tell anyone

Wednesday, October 28, 1998 - 04:09:51 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, October 29, 1998 - 11:22:54 am:
Secret from JOhn Wayne:
Ithink Jennifer is aslut

Friday, October 30, 1998 - 10:32:35 am:
Secret from Tubbs:
I got this huge rash on my penis from screwing a monkey... Do you think it will go away?? My friend said Icy Hot would be good for it, maybe I'll try that. Anyone have any suggestions??

Monday, November 2, 1998 - 09:59:28 am:
Secret from Lorie Peacock:
I slept with my best friends boyfriend and am now gonna have his child, but the sad thing is that I really didn't want this to happen because I really like girls especailly my best friend named Shawna I love her always and forever!!

Monday, November 2, 1998 - 09:38:35 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hello what's up?

Tuesday, November 3, 1998 - 11:41:47 am:
Secret from Tubbs:
There's this pyscho girl stalking me. She won't leave me alone, and she bugs the shit out of me. Should I have her taken out or just hate fuck her and give her my disease??

Wednesday, November 4, 1998 - 12:09:19 am:
Secret from slyjobe:
my hands are so big i can't masterbate

Wednesday, November 4, 1998 - 02:08:32 pm:
Secret from Oooops:
I typed the wrong URL and ended up here! Cool (sh!t happens!)

-Ooops (hoodscoop@hoodscoop.com)

Friday, November 6, 1998 - 01:31:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, November 6, 1998 - 01:33:11 pm:
Secret from me :
i can't tell it is a secret dah!! :)

Friday, November 6, 1998 - 01:40:46 pm:
Secret from DAN:
I LOVE MEN!!

Monday, November 9, 1998 - 10:17:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 10, 1998 - 03:28:40 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 11, 1998 - 12:33:25 am:
Secret from a girl.:
my dad committed suicide last year, and ive been using it as an excuse for why my life is so fuct up ever since. sometimes i feel like i could move on with my life and grow up and get over it, but then i just think about how easy it is to blame all my troubles on that one tragic event which i endured, and just ignore all my responsabilities. is that wrong? i mean, sure, it did mess me up for awhile, and sometimes i still think im constantly being more and more affected by it......... i dunno... this is RETARDED.... i shouldnt use this as an excuse for procrastinating my life away, should i? i feel like i have my whole life in front of me (im 16) yet i feel like its too late in my life to already start working at what i really want to accomplish.... arghh.. this is incoherent isnt it? o well.... the bottom line is that i blame my insecurities on and hide behind my fathers premature death, even tho i think i could move on if i really wanted to..... umm yah... leave me a message if u have ne ideas ppls.

Friday, November 13, 1998 - 01:28:48 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
how i lost my virginity: i was visiting a friend who had some
other people over for the week...one of the guys i knew and who
sort of turned me on seemed to like me; at first we fooled around
a little, nothing major - although i hadn't fooled around with
many guys before. one night after we had all gone to our respective
rooms to sleep, i got up and went to his room and woke him up.
we went into the room i was sleeping in and had some pretty rough
and wild sex.

i never told him it was my first time, and i'm sure he never
suspected it. we tried to get ourselves alone as much as we could
(there were a few people visiting my friend that week) and we
managed to sleep together the day and night after the first.
then we both went our separate ways.

i found out later that we left a condom in that room... my
friend's roommate's room. the roomate (who was out of town
during that time, and who was about 10 years older than all
the rest of us) found it when she came home... she was
(understandably) pissed that some total strangers were
having sex in her bed.

sort of makes a good story even if it weren't my first time, i
think. one of those rushed passionate weekends with a foreign
stranger (yeah, he was from south america, went back too).

well, that was a while ago, and it's not a huge secret, but
i find this site interesting and felt like contributing
something small this first time around. there are other things
that might be interesting to spill out onto this page, but i'll
take my time with those. i like to read this page and i might
feel a little *too* weird seeing my own secrets popping out
at me...

Saturday, November 14, 1998 - 03:41:14 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I fancy Nichola Baker

Shades

Saturday, November 14, 1998 - 09:06:37 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, November 14, 1998 - 09:22:19 pm:
Secret from Me And You...Talk:
To 'Secret from a girl'. What a bummer. It must be some difficult times for you..and I'm sorry things sometimes happen the way they do, but what's a person to do but go on, and on, and on. You are not alone and don't think no one cares. Grab ahold of a friend and do some serious talking.
Post another message if you want to e-mail me.

Sunday, November 15, 1998 - 04:17:13 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, November 15, 1998 - 02:11:51 pm:
Secret from a girl:
hi person who left me a message..... i would like to email... ummmmm.... im not leaving my address here tho just in case someone i know happens to read this secret web...... so could u leave ur address pleaze? thanks a bunch :o)

Sunday, November 15, 1998 - 03:16:18 pm:
Secret from Elizabeth Anne Young-Mi Parker-Leeson:
My boyfriend sean and I had our first kiss.

Sunday, November 15, 1998 - 04:57:03 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think jenn is real sexy

Thursday, November 19, 1998 - 09:30:07 am:
Secret from Tubbs:
Me and my buddy 'man sandwiched' a girl this weekend, she was incredibly fat and nasty, just how I like em'. Don't tell anyone!

Friday, November 20, 1998 - 11:50:45 am:
Secret from a girl:
ok.... something else happened. this guy that im in love with now has a girlfriend. and im not talking... some puppy love little crush thing. im talking head over feet madly in love. he told me hed do anything for me.... under the most serious of circumstances. im going to kill myself. i cant handle life anymore.

Saturday, November 21, 1998 - 08:37:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, November 21, 1998 - 09:39:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am gay.

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 10:44:29 am:
Secret from Ton:
I love cats anyway!

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 10:54:56 am:
Secret from Tonya:
I love everyone who reads this! so e-mail me at loder_t@usa.net
Bye Bye!

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 10:58:30 am:
Secret from Stephanie:
I have only one secret I made love to my 50 year-old dog! And
I liked it! I would do it again any time! Don't tell anyone! Please!

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 10:59:11 am:
Secret from Melissa:
I love everyone!!! E_mail me at Mel_015@yahoo.com

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 11:05:06 am:
Secret from Melissa B:
I love old ladies!

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 11:08:48 am:
Secret from Stephanie:
I hate you all your weridos freaks and get a life all of you losers! So if you got a problem with it
e-mail me at cat_15@usa.net! Thanks for reading!

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 11:14:33 am:
Secret from Tonya L:
I love fucking 50 y4ear old men in the middle of the road. so if u r above 50 e-mail me at loder_l@usa.net

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 11:18:51 am:
Secret from SWtephanie:
I love Old women and the way they feel me up. E-mail me at cat_15@usa.net

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 11:22:20 am:
Secret from Mel B:
HI!!! I love guys who are romantic!! if there is any out there e-mail me at Mel_015@yahoo.com

Monday, November 23, 1998 - 09:11:37 pm:
Secret from Lorie Boner:
I love girls all shapes and sizes

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 08:08:29 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 10:52:18 am:
Secret from Melissa:
Tonya Loder loves older women and the way they kiss her

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 10:58:04 am:
Secret from ????????:
Melissa loves men and the way they hold her close on cold days, (I experienced that) so e-mail her at MEL_015@yahoo.com as soon as possible.

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 11:59:21 am:
Secret from jennifer:
hi mel what's up? nothing much just here beening bored

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 12:00:05 am:
Secret from jennifer:
hi mel what's up? nothing much just here beening bored

Tuesday, November 24, 1998 - 12:02:01 am:
Secret from mel:
hi what's up nothing much here just been bored here in geog class what are you doing the weekend?

Wednesday, November 25, 1998 - 02:24:41 pm:
Secret from Richard Davidson (253-1806):
I.m gay and pround, and I like cats!

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 10:44:53 am:
Secret from WhereamI?? Idonteveno:
How the hell did I get here?? First i am looking @ new cars, then I look for my friend, then i chat with somebody (a real weirdo, i dont think i will do that again), then I look up asian.com and I get a porno page. Whats up with this internet surfing, dont we have anything better to do?? Is anybody out there, I mean with a brain!! maybe i am the one who is not so intelligent, im the schmuck writing this to all of you.. but its a secret...Shhhhhhhh! Anyway, anybody with a decent head on there shoulders should not be here wasting there time doing this sh*t. Well I am writing here, does that make me dumB (with a capital B)?? Hello to all my new friends out in cyberspace, post a message if you have anything interesting to say. Even if it is dumB! For all of you that know me now, say, I DONT EVEN NO! This is one of those incoherent messages to be posted here because i tend to go off on tangents. So what was i originally saying, I dont even no. Hello to the paranoid one, i understand. me too. is anybody really out there going to read this. what if you know me? do you live next door? For anybody that cares, I am searching for the Drastik Fish.

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 11:02:30 am:
Secret from Pac is alive!:
What is the Drastik fish? If you live in DP and know about the Drastik fish, tell me the story. Oh my secret is that 2Pac, rather Makavelli is still alive. Look at his fake autopsy picture at www.rotten.com and click on Tupac autopsy. He is just F**king with us! My nigga is still alive! For all that dont believe me, like Pac said F**k all y'all.

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 11:07:14 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
If Pac is still alive, is Biggie alive too? Maybe they are both together, friends again laying back with Elvis and Jerry Garcia smoking a fatty...oh cheech and chong are probably there too and they are all there just laughing at us, making them richer than ever with a drink in one hand and a blunt in the other. all i have to say is chillin'!

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 11:08:25 am:
Secret from I dont even know:
Happy Turkey Day

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 11:24:42 am:
Secret from Smurferlover:
I love the Smurfs! I think i have a crush on Smurfette... I hear that she is hanging out with carlton from Southpark, the best cartoon ever 2nd only to Ren & Stimpy

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 11:25:49 am:
Secret from kjhkjh:

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 06:49:06 pm:
Secret from Richard Davidson :
I Am Richard Davidson and that WAS my phone number and I almost wrote smething REALLY fucking unpleasant i only gave that UNLISTED number to no more than five people i THOUGHT were my freinds i dont know WHO you are or where you get off writing nasty minded little things about people on the net but; FUCK!!! you really need a FUCKING life ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 07:42:23 pm:
Secret from still me arse hole !!:
my e-add is woof2woof@yahoo.com if you've got the nads to call me something to my face ,so to speek> do it where your likely to get a response!!

Thursday, November 26, 1998 - 09:54:40 pm:
Secret from chris:
I think of sex all the time. I'm a sadist, a voyeur.
I count her pubic hair.I spank myself with lashes.
I'a man, but I fuck man and boy.

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 06:44:52 am:
Secret from Melissa:
just saying hi to all of those who are reading this.

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 08:39:14 am:
Secret from lkdsgjaldk:
poitypsieuryseoi

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 11:01:45 am:
Secret from Tonya:
Melissa Bellows loves Michael Laing And all of the public can read this now I got you
Back melissa for all of the things you said about me Ha Ha Ha love ya Babe!

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 03:36:35 pm:
Secret from bringbrang:
One time I ate a whole jar of folger's coffee. Man was I
buzzed. I could have sat on the toilet for days!

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 03:41:48 pm:
Secret from bringbrang:
A Twinky will fit in so many orifices....... Mmmm. Twinky.

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 03:43:13 pm:
Secret from bringbrang:
I like women, I really do..........

.......they just take too long to download.

Friday, November 27, 1998 - 10:19:41 pm:
Secret from Prince Charles :
I tell awful stories to Mummy

Sunday, November 29, 1998 - 06:58:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hello

Sunday, November 29, 1998 - 07:52:28 pm:
Secret from Keivns:
This is my web site www.kevinsspace.com

Monday, November 30, 1998 - 06:50:05 pm:
Secret from Sir Beef the Great:
i am impitent

Tuesday, December 1, 1998 - 02:14:02 pm:
Secret from sean robinson 233-4263:
i am a ragin pedophile

Tuesday, December 1, 1998 - 02:25:11 pm:
Secret from virgin nympho:
Naked Mole Rats are eating my cornflakes. Oh what a world, what a world. What a sultry, sultry world. I have schizophrenia and a really bad crouch rash.

The words that have helped me most in my short time of existance:Appy to infected areas

Wednesday, December 2, 1998 - 10:58:47 am:
Secret from Awaken:
Any good looking ladies in the Northern Va area looking to party? Email me at awaken@email.com

Wednesday, December 2, 1998 - 11:22:00 am:
Secret from me:
hi!

Wednesday, December 2, 1998 - 04:16:32 pm:
Secret from Elizabeth Anne Young-Mi Parker-Leeson:

Thursday, December 3, 1998 - 06:46:13 am:
Secret from liz:
I am In love

Thursday, December 3, 1998 - 12:58:02 am:
Secret from pig:
i have a bf but i like someone else more what should i do ???

Sunday, December 6, 1998 - 05:48:59 am:
Secret from Shades:
I love you!

Sunday, December 6, 1998 - 05:54:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Jenn's got big tits and sexy legs!!!

Sunday, December 6, 1998 - 09:40:16 pm:
Secret from john:
iam gay

Tuesday, December 8, 1998 - 12:05:34 am:
Secret from Thorckmorton:
Serutan spelled backwards is Natures

Thursday, December 10, 1998 - 04:45:48 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I don't have any secrets

Sunday, December 13, 1998 - 09:07:33 pm:
Secret from smoke:
lonly

Tuesday, December 15, 1998 - 11:30:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, December 17, 1998 - 09:26:21 am:
Secret from yfguj:

Thursday, December 17, 1998 - 09:29:59 am:
Secret from Melissa:
I am looking for a good hearted guy willing to go for a long distance relationship. iF THERE ANY E-MAIL ME AT mel_015@yahoo.com

Thursday, December 17, 1998 - 09:46:36 am:
Secret from Andrew:
I just replied to Melissa's Comment above!

Saturday, December 19, 1998 - 02:02:35 am:
Secret from its me:
i don't know you but this sites pretty kewl

Sunday, December 20, 1998 - 03:05:19 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, December 21, 1998 - 02:30:59 pm:
Secret from Preoccupied:
I'm 27, married, male, and I think I am a sex addict. I am frequently late to work because I masturbate after my wife leaves for work. I go back and forth on this issue; I try to deny it, but isn't denial an addict's favorite tool?

Monday, December 21, 1998 - 08:33:46 pm:
Secret from n:
n

Monday, December 21, 1998 - 08:36:38 pm:
Secret from jenn:

i pleasure myself to pictures of farm animals

Tuesday, December 22, 1998 - 07:05:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, December 23, 1998 - 06:17:11 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like picking my toenails

Friday, December 25, 1998 - 11:09:03 am:
Secret from Physce:
I have a stomache fetish.

Friday, December 25, 1998 - 11:16:27 am:
Secret from Physce:
I was just kidding about the tummy fetish, sorry to dissapoint all you sick fucks. The kid Tubbs on here's got a problem. Hopefully it's not the guy In know. If it is I allready knew he was a sick fuck. Oh yes, for the secrets I really really like a guy, and I don't know what to do about it. I don't expect anyone on this thing to help me or to answer. I just felt like telling someone. Let's call it a sort of gloating.

Friday, December 25, 1998 - 11:20:19 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, December 27, 1998 - 07:28:41 am:
Secret from Elf2000 v. 4.5:
I really like a dude named Trev. He's kewl. Yea. Uhu. Really. He is.

Sunday, December 27, 1998 - 07:33:04 am:
Secret from Kelley Hacket, PA, Pitss. 17/f:
shesapigeononawire flying high and soaring free. and her name is e%L&F% she loves trev, the before elf is what happens when u let an idiot she kujea tge xcinperuter, its taken over, the idiot is herte

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 10:11:46 am:
Secret from Secret:
I like this guy and I think he likes me what do I do to find out if he likes me?

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 10:11:47 am:
Secret from Secret:
I like this guy and I think he likes me what do I do to find out if he likes me?

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 03:54:18 pm:
Secret from Doppleganger:

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 04:01:15 pm:
Secret from Doppleganger:
my secret is that I didn't know that if you hit enter immediately
after typing in your alias the form would automatically post before you
had a chance to enter your secret. So there.

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 05:35:39 pm:
Secret from x:
x

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 05:43:07 pm:
Secret from yeah:
I like using html tages when i'm not supposed to.

Tuesday, December 29, 1998 - 05:45:14 pm:
Secret from [b][i][bullsh*t]yeah[/all tages]:

[meaninglesscrap]
I like using html tages when i'm not supposed to.
[/meaninglesscrap]

Saturday, January 2, 1999 - 06:01:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I hate kissing. Hugs are nicer.

Sunday, January 3, 1999 - 07:32:08 am:
Secret from Bj:
I want to see your pussy

Sunday, January 3, 1999 - 08:59:33 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, January 3, 1999 - 09:06:56 am:
Secret from viewer reply:
LOOK IN THE MIRROR

Sunday, January 3, 1999 - 07:07:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, January 7, 1999 - 08:40:50 pm:
Secret from sean:
http://users.efortress.com/aquirk/freeporn.html

Thursday, January 7, 1999 - 09:22:35 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i want to fuck D.Z.

Friday, January 8, 1999 - 05:56:00 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, January 10, 1999 - 08:15:52 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 11, 1999 - 06:00:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, January 12, 1999 - 01:27:19 pm:
Secret from Brittany:
Visit my homepage! http://www.angelfire.com/ak/spatulaofdeath

Wednesday, January 13, 1999 - 10:50:03 am:
Secret from pink panther:
i know the exact time place and date that the next president of the united states will be
of the united states will meet his demise and i've also helped draw a detailed description
of the white house and weak points in which a security briech could be obtain
this is your warning yield to it or ignore its your concience. q8o)

Thursday, January 14, 1999 - 05:13:29 am:
Secret from Huon Hung Loah:
My life is an open book.

Saturday, January 16, 1999 - 05:17:30 pm:
Secret from i1n3k:
Myt life's a bith. The girl I'm in love with likes someone lese, and I'm too damn horny fro my own good. Kaethe! I love you! Fuck me!

Saturday, January 16, 1999 - 08:01:41 pm:
Secret from naked:
I hate america. we have so many problems and the govenment is screwd and will never be fixed. When i'm 18 i'm moving once I have enough money.
i don't really like my dad because he is aciting like a ass hole to my mom. My parents are getting a divorce but i don't care. i think i'm fat even though
i weigh 90 pounds. i think thats all

Saturday, January 16, 1999 - 09:49:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
All I want, more than anything in the world, is for my parents and sister to die in a plane crash, so I can inherit the house and car and collect their million dollar life insurance.

Sunday, January 17, 1999 - 01:00:07 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 18, 1999 - 01:47:28 am:
Secret from itsybitsyspider:
Diabetes really really really sucks!!! - Anyone without should feel extremely lucky!!!

Monday, January 18, 1999 - 04:10:04 pm:
Secret from a child:
the guy i secretly love is secretly in love with my best friend. but she has a boyfriend. should i seduce him and make three of us feel better, or respect his feelings?

Tuesday, January 19, 1999 - 04:28:52 am:
Secret from atti:
damn jenn, you attract a hella lot of freaks....

Sunday, January 24, 1999 - 05:59:24 pm:
Secret from thank god i don't have a j-name:
hi...i'm going to tell my secret...it's incredibly dumb though. if you read this, please tell me if it happens to you to. i'm a very heterosexual girl. whenever i meet a guy with a name that begins with j (john, justin, joe) i am immediatly attracted to them... it's like an erogenous zone... just because of the j. (note: does not happen with girl names) anyone else have names that just turns them on???

Monday, January 25, 1999 - 07:36:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 25, 1999 - 09:20:43 pm:
Secret from ativan:

Tuesday, January 26, 1999 - 02:29:36 am:
Secret from WE:
ERYH445Y

Tuesday, January 26, 1999 - 01:24:47 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, January 26, 1999 - 04:14:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hjkgh

Tuesday, January 26, 1999 - 07:51:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, January 27, 1999 - 06:44:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my secret is that jerk off and catch the seman in my mouth

Wednesday, January 27, 1999 - 08:04:42 pm:
Secret from ~~~*~~~Jenn~~~*~~~:
What Does NTH mean? How old are you? why in the hell do you use other languages and numbers?
GO TO HELL

Thursday, January 28, 1999 - 09:04:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, January 30, 1999 - 04:14:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
The things you do in the privacy of your own home would probably disgust most of your friends.

Monday, Febraury 1, 1999 - 01:22:14 pm:
Secret from the green avenger:
I once sat in the chair of the queen while humming yankee doodle. I didn't get caught, because i ran when the guards came to take me away.

Monday, Febraury 1, 1999 - 02:23:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, Febraury 2, 1999 - 12:39:28 am:
Secret from Girl:
i am in love with my exboyfriend and i wont rest until i break him up with his new girlie.

Wednesday, Febraury 3, 1999 - 12:55:33 am:
Secret from TH:
I'm a 42 year old male, married, children, great occupation, make a good salary, do fairly well with the stock market, play lots of golf, you get the picture. My problem is this.... I LOVE WOMEN! I can't quit looking at woman from ages 18 to 50. I've never ever fooled around on my wife, but I can't keep my eyes off other women. I always thought I'd out grow this, but it's getting worst as I grow older. Jenn your picture was really nice too! hehehehe. I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, Febraury 4, 1999 - 01:34:09 am:
Secret from happy:
I like to stick things in my butt to see what they feel like, for example last summer I stuck a lemon popsicle up my butt, it wouldnt be so bad but I like to do it in public...

Thursday, Febraury 4, 1999 - 01:37:40 am:
Secret from still happy:
I think my mom is pretty hot and one time we had a bath together...

Thursday, Febraury 4, 1999 - 01:40:22 am:
Secret from happy again:
once I ate a whole jar of pickles and the skin fell off my hands and knees... really

Thursday, Febraury 4, 1999 - 11:29:12 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 5, 1999 - 01:43:48 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 5, 1999 - 11:43:38 pm:
Secret from a wimp:
i'm scared

Monday, Febraury 8, 1999 - 02:34:17 pm:
Secret from crazie:
i have a very BIG secret

Wednesday, Febraury 10, 1999 - 12:17:22 am:
Secret from BLACK OCTOBER:
HAVE YOU KILLED SOMEONE LATELY. STEP INTO MY WORLD, A LATE EVENING WITH MY SOUL, I MADE UP MY MIND TO CORRUPT IT. WITH THIS IN MIND I WENT TO DO THE DEED WITH GUN IN HAND. SORRY CAN'T FINISH, I GUESS SOME OF US WILL MEET IN HELL.

Wednesday, Febraury 10, 1999 - 07:20:03 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i compulsively pull out my pubic hair, and it doesn't hurt

Thursday, Febraury 11, 1999 - 06:26:52 am:
Secret from jeff:
wouldn't mind fucking you!!!!!!!!

Saturday, Febraury 13, 1999 - 02:39:55 pm:
Secret from NATAS:
TAKE MY NAME TO THE MIRROR AND SMILE AT YOUR GOD, FOR I AM THE ONE YOU SEEK. WITH CANDLES LIT TAKE MY HAND AND FOLLOW ME TO THE PIT.

Monday, Febraury 15, 1999 - 11:35:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, Febraury 16, 1999 - 03:19:51 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, Febraury 18, 1999 - 01:10:52 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I LOVE TO FUCK. ITS MY HOBBY. I LIKE TIGHT WOMEN. WHEN I SEE THEM ON THE STREETS, THEY MAKE ME GO HARD AS HELL. ANY GIRLS WHO THINK THEY R TIGHT, SWEET, AND SEXY, MAIL ME AT SHYHOY5251@HOTMAIL.COM.

Thursday, Febraury 18, 1999 - 01:12:20 pm:
Secret from SHYBOY5251:
I LOVE TO FUCK. ITS MY HOBBY. I LIKE TIGHT WOMEN. WHEN I SEE THEM ON THE STREETS, THEY MAKE ME GO HARD AS HELL. ANY GIRLS WHO THINK THEY R TIGHT, SWEET, AND SEXY, MAIL ME AT SHYHOY5251@HOTMAIL.COM.

Thursday, Febraury 18, 1999 - 01:15:23 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I AM GAY AND I LIKE SMALL BOYZ AGE 2YRS. IF U THINK U CAN GIVE ME YOUR BABY, I'LL BE GLADE

Saturday, Febraury 20, 1999 - 03:13:17 pm:
Secret from jenne:
i always hated the song *american pie*.

Saturday, Febraury 20, 1999 - 08:34:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, Febraury 20, 1999 - 09:06:03 pm:
Secret from HELLO:
hi

Saturday, Febraury 20, 1999 - 09:34:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, Febraury 20, 1999 - 11:21:10 pm:
Secret from loser:
I masturbated in a dressing room at work prior to store opening once.

Tuesday, Febraury 23, 1999 - 12:02:58 am:
Secret from po:
i have a 40 inch penis. I love to lick twat.

Tuesday, Febraury 23, 1999 - 11:36:15 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, Febraury 24, 1999 - 09:42:01 pm:
Secret from jeee:
I am not a number....I am a man!

Friday, Febraury 26, 1999 - 04:08:46 pm:
Secret from A special somebody...:
Rachel Stoddert is a B*TCH! I HATE HER SO MUCH!

Monday, March 1, 1999 - 12:51:45 am:
Secret from tony:
ya

Monday, March 1, 1999 - 12:51:58 am:
Secret from tony:
ya

Tuesday, March 2, 1999 - 12:34:32 am:
Secret from Wonder:
I wonder if Jenn is still out there. I read the whole thing and towards the end she just stopped.. Please tell me you're still there Jenn.. I don't know what to do without you..
mczar@n2.com

Friday, March 5, 1999 - 08:03:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, March 5, 1999 - 08:47:42 pm:
Secret from 37*24*40:
I am a closet exhibitionist. Sometimes I want to turn on all my lights, open all my curtains, and walk around the house naked

Friday, March 5, 1999 - 09:57:16 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, March 8, 1999 - 12:06:44 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Chad is hot!

Monday, March 8, 1999 - 12:26:56 am:
Secret from !!!:
-K- THERE IS THIS GUY! AND HE'S MY EX TWICE AND I THINK WE ARE GETTIN KINDA CLOSE AGAIN! YA KNOW HANDS IN PLACES THAT NOT ALL PEOPLE DO! AND HE SAYS HE DOESN'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP! WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Monday, March 8, 1999 - 03:26:50 pm:
Secret from answerchick:
If you like fondling him, enjoy. If not, tell him to piss off. If you need something serious, go find someone else. He's just in it for fun.

Monday, March 8, 1999 - 04:33:39 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love Philip With all my heart and all my soul and nobody can stop me!

Tuesday, March 9, 1999 - 11:01:51 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, March 9, 1999 - 11:12:29 am:
Secret from tipsy taxi:
I hate my friends

Wednesday, March 10, 1999 - 12:40:57 am:
Secret from Melanie:
*!I love Joe!*

Wednesday, March 10, 1999 - 02:23:59 pm:
Secret from Chris Bethard:
I'am gay

Wednesday, March 10, 1999 - 02:28:51 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, March 11, 1999 - 11:26:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, March 15, 1999 - 03:00:53 am:
Secret from joself:
i want to be loved, to be held

Monday, March 15, 1999 - 07:42:09 pm:
Secret from lonely lonely lonely child:
I'm married, but in love with someone I met in a chat room! He's so sweet, and we chat almost every day!!! He lives 2400 miles away from me, and I want him sooo bad!!! I can't help but dream about what it would be like to sleep with him! I know he thinks about it too, cuz he tells me so. We met in Geocities chat, if he reads this, he will know it's me.....
By the way, "Thank god i don't havea j-name" I know exactly what you mean, I have always been attracted to guys whose names begin with "J" ......justin, jason, john, james....
The guy I am in love with has one of those names, (coincidence, I didn't know his real name when we started chatting)....so, "J"..if you read this, and you love me too, tell me!!

Tuesday, March 16, 1999 - 03:01:52 pm:
Secret from Joe Shmoe:
~*My boy friend is secretly a girl*~

Tuesday, March 16, 1999 - 08:01:56 pm:
Secret from baby blues:

Tuesday, March 16, 1999 - 08:02:55 pm:
Secret from baby blues:
i know who joe schmoe is, and i know who her b/f is, and kat stop kidding everyone you whore!

Friday, March 19, 1999 - 09:14:04 am:
Secret from Baba:
I am God

Saturday, March 20, 1999 - 11:56:48 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
this is the stupidest thing
p.s. jenn loves matt

Sunday, March 21, 1999 - 06:41:05 pm:
Secret from loser! :
Hi! I'm really only 15 not 16!

Monday, March 22, 1999 - 02:48:09 am:
Secret from Canadian Girl:
My boyfriend had to move 12 hours away from me to take a job. I couldn't go because I start school soon and I just got a new job. I miss him so much. We've been together for about a year, and the longest we've ever been apart was a few days, now it will be months. It's really expensive to fly there, so I won't be able to visit all the time. We've talked about marriage a few times and are 100% committed to each other. I would have his children. Neither of us want kids, but if he did, I'd have them in a minute. I wanted this to be structured, but as you can see, my thoughts are just going all over the place here. I am so afraid of him changing. He's living in a small town, away from everything. I don't want to lose him. If there was a job available for me where he is, I would drop everything here and go be with him. It's a big sacrifice to make but I would do anything for my love. He means more to me than words could ever describe.

I love you, Sweetpea. I love you so much.

Tuesday, March 23, 1999 - 07:23:08 pm:
Secret from bivvy:
i love mckinna!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 1999 - 02:50:52 am:
Secret from Jenn, too:
I can't believe the sick people on this page - isn't this supposed to be for fun? (Good natured fun, duh.) I have a problem, I love this one guy (at least whenever I think of him, I can see myself with him for the rest of my life), while this other guy - a friend - just keeps popping into my head, no matter what I do or how hard I try to "shut down" my thoughts. It's one of those life - affecting decisions! Wish me luck and I hope I chose wisely!!

Wednesday, March 24, 1999 - 06:43:17 pm:
Secret from Little girl blue:
I've been with my boyfriend for three years now. We just got engaged. I look forward to our future together, and love him very much. There's only one problem... my family does not approve of him.
They don't even know that we are still together. We had been going out for a year and a half and we broke up ... for about a week. When I told my mom she told me she was sorry I was unhappy,
but she couldn't help but admit she was happy we weren't together anymore. The reason my family does not approve is because we come from different religious backgrounds. I am not a religous person
myself...and hate the fact that this is the only reason they do not approve. They don't even know him...nor will they allow the chance of getting to know him. It rips me apart day after day... and
I feel like I'm leading a secret life. I do intend on leaving my family for him.

Thursday, March 25, 1999 - 07:58:35 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I have a crush on Krista Free

Tuesday, April 6, 1999 - 01:01:25 pm:
Secret from shyboy5251:
i have a 19 inch dick...girls e-mail me! you better be able to swallow!!! shyboy@aol.com

Tuesday, April 6, 1999 - 01:46:35 pm:
Secret from Haze:
your gay

Tuesday, April 6, 1999 - 04:08:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
YOU SUCK!@#

Tuesday, April 6, 1999 - 04:11:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
ALL YOUR HEART-CRUSHING GIRLS ESPECIALLY!@# YEAH, ALL OF YOU!@#

Wednesday, April 7, 1999 - 01:51:20 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, April 8, 1999 - 10:03:54 am:
Secret from Sexually confused:
I get turned on by seeing girls together or with other men. I love the female body.
When I have sex with my man, sometimes I have to
picture a woman naked. The wierd thing is. That I won't let him wach pornos around me.
I get jelous when I see him look at other women. Am I gay?

Thursday, April 8, 1999 - 10:34:25 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I was born a male, but I am now living the life of a female.
I am only 16, and I am looking for a man. I hope none of you
are scared of me. HA HA HA HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, April 10, 1999 - 11:53:07 pm:
Secret from shane :
the only reason i am on your sight is because i am trying to find a sight that sells music and your dumb sight came up

Friday, April 16, 1999 - 02:08:33 am:
Secret from BIGFISH:

Friday, April 16, 1999 - 09:31:06 am:
Secret from Penis:
I have a 55 inch penis. So all of you people who wrote that you have a big one,
well mine is bigger. So ha ha. Anyone who is good at swallowing, email me at pooh091281@aol.com
Thanks have a nice day.

Friday, April 16, 1999 - 12:01:41 am:
Secret from Pooh091281:
Hi my name is Jen I am looking for a nice old man that can make all my dreams come true if you are that person please send me a message at the above address.

Friday, April 16, 1999 - 12:01:45 am:
Secret from Pooh091281:
Hi my name is Jen I am looking for a nice old man that can make all my dreams come true if you are that person please send me a message at the above address.

Tuesday, April 20, 1999 - 11:49:11 am:
Secret from searching:
My fiance and I are looking for a couple to "be" with and get to know in Virginia. If you are open to this post your e mail adress in response.

Thursday, April 22, 1999 - 01:37:17 am:
Secret from Eric:
My /ex Sarah hur lived in ely , nv for a bit. while I worked at ESP we were tight I didnt like staring down the barrel of my own 9mm I used those condoms with you. I acted the way I did( avoiding you cause I just wanted a little space, sorry!!!
I emptied the gun before you came It wouldnt have gone off! For what its worth,if I could do it all over again I would have thrown the gun away instead of you. Im sorry for that!!!!

Thursday, April 22, 1999 - 11:39:33 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love Jermey~

Saturday, April 24, 1999 - 12:38:58 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, April 24, 1999 - 12:43:55 am:
Secret from somerandomguy:

Saturday, April 24, 1999 - 12:44:59 am:
Secret from somerandomguy@yahoo.com:
i chopped off my yanna wanna the other day and put it into a shoe box for safe keeping. now i have trouble tinkle winkling. what should i do?

Saturday, April 24, 1999 - 06:22:06 pm:
Secret from dweeezle:
i feel unloved

Sunday, April 25, 1999 - 06:08:09 pm:
Secret from paranoid:
one time i wnet outside when it was raining with out an umbrella...

Sunday, April 25, 1999 - 06:11:41 pm:
Secret from 28 yr old:
i like barney...alot

Sunday, April 25, 1999 - 07:50:04 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, April 29, 1999 - 07:18:52 pm:
Secret from Punkygrrl:
I love JAG and I only wish he loved me.

Thursday, April 29, 1999 - 10:54:37 pm:
Secret from just plain "D":
i am a weird strange unusual person that likes to freak people out

Friday, April 30, 1999 - 07:40:38 am:
Secret from HotSauce:
My secret is that I have a secret crush on my friends friend Jim.

Monday, May 3, 1999 - 05:19:18 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, May 3, 1999 - 05:25:55 pm:
Secret from Lita Kino:
I'm realy a guy.....traped in a womans body.....one time i tryed to free myself by
raping my cat...... it was good but it did'ent work so i look at my dog and did the
same things......its was better....better then any man i ever had.... not to mention
my little alien, who likes it up the bum......

Lita K....

Wednesday, May 5, 1999 - 02:28:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am so in love with Nicole.

Thursday, May 6, 1999 - 05:01:01 pm:
Secret from Mike Hunt:
i want to hump my mom. ever since i came out of the womb, ive wanted her so bad. My dick YEARNS for her juicy wet cunt.

Thursday, May 6, 1999 - 11:31:15 pm:
Secret from Surferguy:
I think the Jenny that runs this site is a very attractive woman

Friday, May 7, 1999 - 03:15:45 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i stole the cool stereo out of my best friends car and sold it so that i could pay the payment on my car

Friday, May 7, 1999 - 03:32:20 am:
Secret from C.R.E.A.M:
they have yet to invent words for my feelings for you, without you near me what am i supposed to do? i need to feel you by my side, supporting me through this hellish ride, nothing can stop the two of us, our chance meeting started as lust, and turned into something too big to handle, i miss looking into your eyes, and eagerly awaiting your every surprise. I love you baby, and dont you forget that i have its best interests in mind.if all works out-to term-much love.

Tuesday, May 11, 1999 - 10:58:02 am:
Secret from jenn:
one time jeff told me that he liked to have sex with his dog

Tuesday, May 11, 1999 - 11:31:04 am:
Secret from shpydah:
i am a paradox. a man caught between the inexorable forces of good and evil, struggling to maintain a sense of personal morality in an ever-increasingly immoral world. "the devil made me do it" isn't good enough, ownership of one's evil is the only absolution. on the other hand an altruistic nature indentures one to those around him indefinitely. a desire to accept wrongdoing and insensitivity as a way of life via the temptation of self-satisfaction or an existence of servitude in which other's loads are eased. there must be a middle road but i can't see it, so what is the way?

Now i know how Luke felt.

Wednesday, May 12, 1999 - 11:37:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, May 14, 1999 - 01:08:43 pm:
Secret from sdkfj:
I smell my dirty socks...

Friday, May 14, 1999 - 01:58:21 pm:
Secret from Timbo:
I have an erection

Friday, May 14, 1999 - 08:58:48 pm:
Secret from joe:

Saturday, May 15, 1999 - 10:32:33 pm:
Secret from Materbater:
i masterbate all the time and i love it

Monday, May 17, 1999 - 08:37:05 am:
Secret from a:
a

Wednesday, May 19, 1999 - 01:05:20 pm:
Secret from Tabitha:
I like boys.

Wednesday, May 19, 1999 - 01:08:22 pm:
Secret from lily:
i'm cool

Thursday, May 20, 1999 - 05:36:20 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, May 21, 1999 - 05:50:58 pm:
Secret from gorden freeman:
i dream about the tacobell dog all night and then when i wake up i have convultions

Sunday, May 23, 1999 - 06:38:11 pm:
Secret from Agent 007:
I really like a girl named Lora Fields

Tuesday, May 25, 1999 - 07:08:02 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, May 27, 1999 - 11:53:50 pm:
Secret from Cookieman:
I at one time ate a pickle when it was 5 years old!!

Thursday, June 3, 1999 - 08:16:39 pm:
Secret from Tony:
I'm so in love with Cori, if only she knew and loved me back

Friday, June 4, 1999 - 12:43:50 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hello. My secret is that I have so in love with a girl that just graduated from my school. I would love to have sex with her so bad but I dont think it would happen. I am only 15 yrs old and i want her in bed desperatly

Tuesday, June 8, 1999 - 07:55:10 am:
Secret from Jenn:
I love Josh

Tuesday, June 8, 1999 - 05:09:54 pm:
Secret from yeah:
I lost my virginity to my mom...

Thursday, June 10, 1999 - 11:32:14 am:
Secret from castillo:

Thursday, July 15, 1999 - 03:15:46 pm:
Secret from grafkingpin@hotmail.com:
I hate niggers, see more at members.tripod.com/kill_mumia/main.html

Tuesday, July 20, 1999 - 01:04:52 pm:
Secret from ???:
i had sex when i was 12

Tuesday, July 20, 1999 - 08:52:26 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Jimmy, I miss you.

Thursday, July 22, 1999 - 12:43:37 am:
Secret from cleopatra:
i think most of you are fucked. Shhhhh.....

Thursday, July 22, 1999 - 12:02:31 am:
Secret from someone and noone:
"you'll find that all the things you love are lying or have lied."

Sunday, August 1, 1999 - 08:16:04 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, August 2, 1999 - 02:27:02 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i used to touch myself all the time.

Wednesday, August 4, 1999 - 05:59:00 pm:
Secret from angel di mera:
i really love brandon and i want to go back out with him even though i turned him down.

Friday, August 6, 1999 - 05:16:09 am:
Secret from jiji:
111111

Wednesday, August 11, 1999 - 10:51:18 am:
Secret from WakNuk:
Alright, I admit it, I'm addicted to the Internet...All I do is chat on ICQ and make websites!
Check out my website at http://waknuk.cjb.net

Thursday, August 12, 1999 - 05:40:25 am:
Secret from Carles:
do you have any spanish fan?

Wednesday, August 18, 1999 - 12:32:48 am:
Secret from steve:
like to chat w females on the net priveately

Sunday, August 22, 1999 - 10:59:57 pm:
Secret from bill:
i like hard sex

Wednesday, August 25, 1999 - 06:47:40 pm:
Secret from flustered.:
Not only am I in complete love with my best friend, Beaner, but I have to tell my family I've had a relationship with her for the past two years only I'm afraid they're going to be upset that their oldest daughter is bi...............

Thursday, August 26, 1999 - 04:00:44 pm:
Secret from The Illuminati:
We have complete control over the world... there is nothing you can do to stop us. Nothing happens on this planet unless we "ok" it first. We're even working on the finishing steps to our global Weather Control Network. That'll be fun, and just in time for the year 2000 too.

-Illuminati
NdB Always and Forever!

Thursday, August 26, 1999 - 08:30:23 pm:
Secret from dukeypoo:
I hate my girlfriend

Friday, August 27, 1999 - 05:06:35 pm:
Secret from Agent Jedi:
I play this game... lets call it Star Wars: Customizable Card Game ok? And I live in this little town up in Canada. Well, of course I'm not the only one to play this game. There's at least 15 other people in town that play and we sometimes get together and play at the local 'card' shop. (Gaming store that sells CCG cards). Its incredible how stupid some people can be!! Like, sure they have the basics of the game, turn to turn stuff... but they don't REALLY know how to play. They NEVER read the cards right, they always make mistakes with the rules. I never thought sooo many people could be so incredibly dumb!! Sorry to put this hear, I know its not a secret and all... but I just had to say something somewhere! I try... oh how I try, to get these people to play right, but with each new 'problem' of theirs I fix, they just get pissed off at me for being right! For following the rules, they say I don't play for fun and everything. Its pathetic... what kind of game is fun if you have to cheat to win! Those people make me sick and its a wonder why I still play. I know some people who got out of the game, and I'm starting to wonder if this is the real reason why, not that crap that I've been told.
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I must leave now...

-Agent Jedi
"FtF"

Monday, August 30, 1999 - 01:50:56 pm:
Secret from petme:

Tuesday, August 31, 1999 - 01:14:58 am:
Secret from The little Gray Vorlon:
Is that suppose to say 'Padme' up there?

What came first? Language or Thought?
How do you think? When your thinking in your head, you think in a language... the one you are familiar with, which for most of us is English. You think 'Gee I really should be going to bed seeing as its 1:03 am'
The invention of language? How do you invent something... it doesn't just appear in front of you, you have to come up with it. You have to think about it. What it is, what it'll do. So someone had to think up a language. But how do you think up a language if you can't think in a language? Hhmmmm?
If thought came first, what did you think in?
If language came frist, how did you come up with it?

^The little Gray Vorlon^

*How will it End..?*
*... In Fire!*

Thursday, September 2, 1999 - 03:57:12 pm:
Secret from Just Shoot Me:
Aww damnit! She's got a boyfriend now... Why O' Why has thy lord Forsaken me like this!!! I need to be older.. and for that matter, living on the other side of the country!
*Prepare For Lift-off*
*Roger contorl, All Systems Go!*

Monday, September 6, 1999 - 10:50:07 am:
Secret from Stezo:
Iam 0x1B Years Old From Calgary

Monday, September 6, 1999 - 10:06:02 pm:
Secret from Sev:
Really Wow! That is like sooo cool isn't it?? I'm like 11001101011000111 years old and from approximatly 5 hours North and 2 Hours East! Hah! Do you know Lee? I know Lee, he lives in Calgary too. Never meant the guy, but I've talked to him on the internet, isn't that great! Well I'm gonna go hop in my Viper now and drive all the way to Toronto none stop!! Isn't that cool? Mabye I'll see someone I know, mabye I won't.

-Understanding is a Three Edged Sword-
Your Side -- Their Side
--- The Truth ---

Tuesday, September 7, 1999 - 09:49:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, September 8, 1999 - 11:40:35 pm:
Secret from hello:
i pick my snot and eat it

Saturday, September 11, 1999 - 06:50:40 pm:
Secret from just a girl in the world:
I've never told anyone....but I have an abusive father

Saturday, September 11, 1999 - 08:45:33 pm:
Secret from Someone who cares...:
She's getting married. I knew this would happen eventually, I knew it could never be me. But even though I thought I was prepared for the news, I wasn't. Its just so depressing. Well, I just hope she'll lead a happy life now.
All the best!

-Someone Who Cares.

Monday, September 13, 1999 - 06:46:57 pm:
Secret from Bad Daughter:
For the first time since I've left home after college (It's been 10 years) I am not going 2500 miles home for christmas. I haven't told my parents I'm going to LA to meet friends.

Wednesday, September 15, 1999 - 11:18:37 am:
Secret from little ole me:
I am this thing called the friendship maffia. I meet all these guys and we
end up becoming very good friends. I have been unsuccesful in getting away
from this awful cycle. I just so happens that one of the boys that I like a lot
in this friendship maffia is upset at me and we have not talked for 3 weeks.
That is VERY unusual for us because we are so close......whats a girl to do?

Thursday, September 16, 1999 - 06:35:44 pm:
Secret from me:
bdfgbd

Friday, September 17, 1999 - 05:01:56 pm:
Secret from nico:
we're all living in someone else's petri dish

Saturday, September 18, 1999 - 12:17:20 am:
Secret from Yoda:
Fear is the path to the darkside.
Fear leads to Anger, Anger leads to Hate...
.. Hate, leads to Suffering.
I sense much Fear in you..

Monday, September 20, 1999 - 06:04:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, September 21, 1999 - 06:50:44 pm:
Secret from lenna:
i stole nutella from the shelf

Saturday, September 25, 1999 - 07:32:04 am:
Secret from thorin:

Sunday, September 26, 1999 - 02:03:26 pm:
Secret from The Illuminati:
Decipher and Lucasfilm are gonna get their ass kicked for banning Graphical Dream Cards. There is no logic in thier move against the GDC's. They will suffer greatly for thier lack of vision.

-Illuminati

Monday, September 27, 1999 - 06:29:20 am:
Secret from Christine I'd Love To Give My Man "Adam" A Big Kiss But He Doesn't Know That I Like Him Or Does He? He Acts Like He Might But I Don't Know...:
Hmmmm... very lonely 'round here, eh?

Monday, September 27, 1999 - 08:08:11 pm:
Secret from DOWN WITH SIERRA!:
BOYCOTT SIERRA! DON'T BUY THIER WORTHLESS PRODUCTS, IF YOU WANT TO PLAY THEM, CD BURN THEM ; THEN BURN THE ORIGINAL CD AND MAIL IT BACK TO THEM.
BOYCOTT SIERRA
-FIRED MANY GOOD EMPLOYEES
-SACKED AN EXCELLENT GAME THAT WAS ALMOST COMPLETE
SAVE BABYLON 5: INTO THE FIRE!
-ALMOST FINISHED GAME
-REVOLUTIONARY SPACE COMBAT SIM.
-GAME WORTH BUYING!
-GAME WORTH PLAYING!
-GAME WORTH !MAKING!

SPREAD THE WORD, REBEL AGAINST THE EVIL THAT HAS OCCURRED
REBEL AGAINST SIERRA! TELL YOU FRIENDS! YOUR FAMILY! YOUR ALLIES! YOUR ENEMIES! TELL EVERYONE!

Tuesday, September 28, 1999 - 12:33:48 am:
Secret from rush:
you're hot

Friday, October 1, 1999 - 03:32:47 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 2, 1999 - 03:58:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, October 4, 1999 - 01:16:45 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
;cat /etc/password

Monday, October 4, 1999 - 05:44:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I have no secrets, that's my secret :)

Monday, October 4, 1999 - 11:09:34 pm:
Secret from Foxy:
i donno if i want to stay w./ my b.f and im planning on cheating n him on wendesday

Tuesday, October 5, 1999 - 01:40:03 pm:
Secret from Squiggly:
i really dont have any.

Wednesday, October 6, 1999 - 12:53:47 am:
Secret from yahoo:
i love my x

Wednesday, October 6, 1999 - 09:36:12 pm:
Secret from P12:
Remember Byron!

Thursday, October 7, 1999 - 12:08:40 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love John, I love Sexy, I love his cock, I love having sex with him, mmmmmmm makes me wet just thinking about it!

Friday, October 8, 1999 - 01:45:25 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 9, 1999 - 10:18:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love some men - they are just beautiful to behold...
as are my favorite women, of course. jpl

Sunday, October 10, 1999 - 02:47:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 16, 1999 - 01:39:06 pm:
Secret from smokey:
two weeks ago friday, i met up with these fine ass 22 year old
twins. god where they ever fine, but any way that intire weekend
all i did was lick some peach and getting riden all the way to dallas
and back, fuck were ever wet

Sunday, October 17, 1999 - 07:44:57 am:
Secret from meow:
i want to die

Sunday, October 17, 1999 - 04:46:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like girls

Thursday, October 21, 1999 - 06:56:48 am:
Secret from KoRn:
I see dead people

Saturday, October 23, 1999 - 12:25:23 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 23, 1999 - 12:52:28 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 26, 1999 - 04:35:01 am:
Secret from pen:

Wednesday, October 27, 1999 - 12:25:32 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, November 1, 1999 - 02:34:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 3, 1999 - 05:53:28 pm:
Secret from Bill:
My real name isn't Bill

Monday, November 8, 1999 - 09:03:38 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 9, 1999 - 06:59:36 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 9, 1999 - 09:03:57 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, November 13, 1999 - 02:17:44 pm:
Secret from BarePolar:
I once was in the Human Race, but lost.

Saturday, November 13, 1999 - 08:44:20 pm:
Secret from A Canadian:
I hate politicians !!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 1999 - 09:27:27 am:
Secret from Myster:
When you bite a wintergreen lifesaver, it sparks.
The walrus was Paul!!

Tuesday, November 16, 1999 - 03:21:13 pm:
Secret from Mikehilly:
Testis is the singular form of testes.

Wednesday, November 17, 1999 - 02:52:59 am:
Secret from eugotua:

Wednesday, November 17, 1999 - 02:57:40 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 17, 1999 - 03:17:02 pm:
Secret from jason:
...............i know what u did last summer

Wednesday, November 17, 1999 - 03:17:38 pm:
Secret from jason:
...............i am at your back door

Wednesday, November 17, 1999 - 03:22:48 pm:
Secret from jason:
23/M/MD college/upscale clubs/motorcycle/sinatra/mid-upper class/workaholic/see $$$/live by honesty&respect/

Saturday, November 20, 1999 - 09:16:48 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 24, 1999 - 11:19:42 am:
Secret from "bob":
I do dogs cats men and wowen. What would that be called.

Wednesday, November 24, 1999 - 11:27:47 am:
Secret from Tequilla + wee wee drinker:
I like tequilla+wee wee mixed. It's quite good. But my confesion is I had sex with my mom my dad my brother and my friend. I liked it but I don't think I'm soppused To. I also like to try and suck my own dick for enjoyment. I also wear my mothers clothing. Is that weird? I find women's clothing very nice fitting and here lingerie is even better. I like to were her delicates, wak off and the smoke weed. It is the best fun anyone will have I garuntee it.

Wednesday, November 24, 1999 - 05:35:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am 13 and i have fucked some one!

Monday, November 29, 1999 - 02:16:40 pm:
Secret from it's a sebet:
I'm still in love with my ex and he told me that he only went out with me cuz he knew I loved him and he dumped me last wednesday and I cant get over him...I love him too much....

Monday, November 29, 1999 - 05:52:44 pm:
Secret from you know:
I love to have my dick sucked then shove it up your ass
then make you suck it again. Then if I am not happy I will
do it again.

Tuesday, November 30, 1999 - 04:38:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I want to have sex with Jennifer Love Hewitt

Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 02:55:28 am:
Secret from memyself&I:
ahhh....if I told then it wouldn't be a secret anymore, eh? bytheway, I sure busted out laughing plenty of times going thru this list...thanks to the funny ones at least.... the poetic stuff was cool too.... Ms.Ross, could you not remove most of the really nasty crud from this list? it really doesn't do much for anyone I'll bet, and it would make the list easier to read.... Thank You for the interesting website.... R

Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 03:01:07 pm:
Secret from JJ:
I love ANDY!!

Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 04:09:14 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i am weird!

Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 04:11:32 pm:
Secret from Cedric99:
I have been wanting to tell/sell/loan my secrets on this site for a long time. Just figured out how to type.
Once, I put the toilet paper on the roll in the sadisticly frustrating "underhand" configuration instead of the traditional conservative "overhand" configuration. And I LOVED it! (until I needed to use the damn crapwrap)
Don't tell anyone, PLEASE!! Especially my mother because she thinks that I'm normal and have a complete set of chromosomes.

Secretly yours, Cedric

the above mentioned secret is a secret of Cedric99 and does not represent the secrets (or views and opinions) of all Cedrics everywhere.

Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 11:10:31 pm:
Secret from rainbowzzz:
I am a 16 year old lesbian living in a small town. It's a living hell. I am the only person I know of that is gay at my high school, which consists of only 200 people. No one knows except for my gay friends, which I don't get to talk to often. I broke up w/ my girlfriend last month, so now I am alone. I am secretly seeing a girl who has a girlfriend and is 19. Now there's some serious secrets!!! rainbowzzz@yahoo.com

Thursday, December 2, 1999 - 05:35:33 pm:
Secret from Micha:

Friday, December 3, 1999 - 09:40:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i don't know what to write!

Tuesday, December 7, 1999 - 12:44:24 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, December 7, 1999 - 02:05:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, December 8, 1999 - 03:29:47 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, December 8, 1999 - 05:17:03 pm:
Secret from MERCEDES MAN:
I SNIFF DRUGS AND NO ONE KNOWS

Thursday, December 9, 1999 - 10:19:20 am:
Secret from Dusterbed:
I am MADLY in love with Glen B

Thursday, December 9, 1999 - 10:19:24 am:
Secret from Dusterbed:
I am MADLY in love with Glen B

Thursday, December 9, 1999 - 09:26:48 pm:
Secret from Kakila:
I had to shut him out of my life cause he was getting weird and made me cry and feel stupid and vunerable and I don't want him to have that kind of power. But I miss him.

Sunday, December 12, 1999 - 11:23:56 am:
Secret from nick:
im bored

Tuesday, December 14, 1999 - 07:34:00 pm:
Secret from Mystic Angel:
I know the Secret of Life!!!!
It is...

a;whehfeawpief jfae'jfa'raragt'prjar49320a
a4e9tr49u4at9gta9u4a9uawrtga4et9u
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.............
We're Sorry, the Message could not be completed as intended. The User has fallen at the Hands of God. We're sorry for any inconvienence this may have caused.. have a pleasent day.
.............

Friday, December 17, 1999 - 02:45:17 pm:
Secret from l:
l

Tuesday, December 21, 1999 - 10:20:44 pm:
Secret from jenn:
today is my birthday

Sunday, December 26, 1999 - 03:17:06 pm:
Secret from Mr. Ortega -VP of Ops and Mktg.:
In the formative teen years and my early twenties, I was a founding member and hi ranking figure in a notorious Southern California criminal enterprise. I spent countless hours reading about great leaders and strategists (Rommel, Sun Tzu etc..) I have managemnt experience which can never be placed on a resume. All of my childhood friends are dead, doing life in prison or on deathrow awaiting execution.
I survived and now spend every day 9-5 being ordered around thw Beverly-Wilshire Building by some idiotic automaton who has no idea how to run this bank and it's driving me nuts. If I have him wacked I'm sure to succeed him which is a win/win situation for everyone. The temptation is making me nuts. I feel so much better. No one can no this except me.

Monday, December 27, 1999 - 05:28:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
yeah right

Saturday, January 1, 2000 - 10:42:59 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 3, 2000 - 07:00:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 3, 2000 - 07:00:42 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I LOAVE VINNIE SCOTTO

Friday, January 7, 2000 - 08:24:48 pm:
Secret from JL:
I've been married for 5 1/2 years to this great guy. We have been together for 6 1/2 years, and have 3 kids. Lately, I've been chatting with my old boyfriend that I dated for 4 years, 10 years ago. I'm falling for him again, and I'm just counting the time that I can leave my husband and go back to my old flame. SSSShhhh! Don't tell no one.

Friday, January 7, 2000 - 08:30:19 pm:
Secret from PD:
I am the ex-boyfriend of the previous secret. The time we spent together were my happiest memories of high school. The time we have spent online in the last couple of months tops everything from the past. I am falling for her again too!

Tuesday, January 11, 2000 - 01:15:15 pm:
Secret from Kundi boy:
I'm dating a wonderful girl right now who loves me and loves sex, but I'm secretly attracted to my best friend's wife! She's been telling me that her husband can't get it up anymore and she needs an orgasm! What's a red-blooded guy to do?

Tuesday, January 18, 2000 - 10:44:11 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, January 21, 2000 - 04:44:14 pm:
Secret from Smudge!:
Well, here goes. The fascists at the administration building took away all of my grants and scholarships because I got booted out of a class because the college that I took it at won't transfer my grade to my current college. Idiots. So, in order to keep them, I need a four credit class by six o'clock today... and it's six thirty. If I don't get this class I owe 900 dollars. I have 39.80 to my name. Which is bad, because even if I do get another class, I still need to live until the end of the semester, right? Maybe I can be smelly and hungry for a couple of weeks. My mother is the sweetest person in the world, and she doesn't deserve to have a son like me. I mean, she is afraid I can't keep track of my finances, but I convinced her that I could, please mom, let me try one semester. And look what happpened. I hate people, they are rascist and homophobic, and if I have to sit through another ISS class and listen to the red headed guy that looks like elvis give me another reason why gay people shouldn't adopt or marry, I swear to God, I might have to kill him. I already missed a class (and quiz) this semester... Physics. Hah. Way to start the semester off right, Smudge. I did really bad last semester and it was my new year's resolution to do better, not worse. I hate technical classes, and I don't like computers. Why again am I Computer Science? I don't know. I pass all of my psychology and sociology classes, and fail all of my computer and math classes. Ironically, I'm really good at math, I just hate it. Grr. If I became a teacher, though my mom would chop off my arm. Speaking of chopping off appendages, my father said that he wants to chop off my penis. How many people can claim that? OK, so he didn't actually say that he wanted to chop mine off, but he did say that gay people should be castrated, and guess what? Dingdingding, I'm a flaming faggot. Well, I thought I was, I mean I like guys a lot, and now I've met this girl. And--she thinks I'm gay. How do I tell her that she is wonderful and perfect and that somebody loves her? Especially since the last thing I saw her reading was "i married a gay man" in Cosmo. Oh, and thanks for listening, Jenn.

Friday, January 21, 2000 - 04:45:07 pm:
Secret from Smudge!:
I probably shouldn't have left my name.

oops.

Sunday, January 23, 2000 - 01:47:30 am:
Secret from Buckety Slagger:
I found out that my boyfriend , who lives in England, is going to propose to me while we are in Paris this summer. It was supposed to be a surprise.

Wednesday, January 26, 2000 - 10:02:10 am:
Secret from html:
i want to f--k you is that ok

Wednesday, January 26, 2000 - 11:35:42 am:
Secret from slim:
slender women, no more!

Tuesday, Febraury 1, 2000 - 02:14:55 pm:
Secret from PowDogg:
I like cheese

Friday, Febraury 4, 2000 - 02:38:19 pm:
Secret from Bill:
Im a sex freak

Saturday, Febraury 5, 2000 - 04:54:34 am:
Secret from got no control over life:
i have reason to belive my wife is having, or has had an affair.
it is destroying me and i have no control over my destiny.
how do you stop yourself from hurting like this..????
i love her so much...!!!!

Sunday, Febraury 6, 2000 - 01:18:01 am:
Secret from got no control over life:
what do i do..????
will the pain stop..????
how can i have trust again...????
how can i rebuild my shattered confidence....?????
is it all worth carrying on for....????
does death hold the answers to everything..????

Sunday, Febraury 6, 2000 - 09:32:37 am:
Secret from missD:
I think hubby is cheating on me..on the road all the time, never home when he is in town....how can I know for sure

Sunday, Febraury 6, 2000 - 10:02:24 am:
Secret from got no control over life:
miss d: please talk to me....we can share our pain and maybe help each other through this..??

Tuesday, Febraury 8, 2000 - 11:56:37 am:
Secret from true love needs help!:
well I'm in love with a woman that is in miles away I'm in pittsburgh PA and she's in korea,pusan. she's half japan,korea she is fine as hell and great personalty. she's also in love with me too but she still in collage there and have three years left. I can't aford a plane ticket and hotel for a month to start a new life there not how heating oil and gas plus tax here double up. can any one out there help true love out. please send as much money u can It doesn't have to be much every little count. e-mail me and I'll give u my address cwm3cwm4@hotmail.com

Tuesday, Febraury 8, 2000 - 12:09:28 am:
Secret from chuck:
well my girlfreind said to give her 12inchs and hurt her I only had six inchs so I fucked her twice and hit her
u beleive that I tell u another.....

Im 20000lb and I eat humans. my starship is under the ocean where ur goverment can't find it. I'm collecting food for my family back home on planet linettisa! the reason everyone is getting fat because its something I got in the water. (I'm pissing green shit in it)so all u fat people watch out I'm coming for u.

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 08:48:23 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 08:51:16 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 04:32:11 pm:
Secret from Jewel:
Suicidal

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 07:31:24 pm:
Secret from hhmmm.:
jewel... why? i thought my life was over, but every day is different. tommorow could bring happiness.

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 07:33:10 pm:
Secret from got no control over life:
things are looking up 4 me again.
i just hope it stays this way.

Wednesday, Febraury 9, 2000 - 10:01:42 pm:
Secret from missD:
have found a special friend...he really is kind...nice to know someone out there feels the same.

Thursday, Febraury 10, 2000 - 03:43:17 am:
Secret from got no control over life:
i hope you was on about me, miss D
you are very special to me.....
i dont want to lose this friendship...!!!!

Thursday, Febraury 10, 2000 - 03:44:45 am:
Secret from hhmmm.:
i think miss d is a real babe..!!!!
oh so cute....and oh so sweet...!!!

Thursday, Febraury 10, 2000 - 09:24:13 pm:
Secret from addicted to hmmm:
I am becoming addicted; looking for my friend every time I come online. His words and friendship give me joy. (he gave me the most lovely kiss) I miss him,we live so far away from each other. Don't want to lose him

Friday, Febraury 11, 2000 - 01:05:40 am:
Secret from hhmmm.:
Thanx i feel exactly the same. I know i shouldnt but how can i help it....she is so sweet(((big hug 4 u))

Friday, Febraury 11, 2000 - 02:34:20 am:
Secret from Ralph:
I once held a loaded .22 rifle to my forehead and gently played with the trigger... the memory of the feeling of the metal on my skin makes my forehead tingle and ache. I don't really want to die, yet I have these urges... a quick twist of the wheel into the path of an oncoming semi, or a quick leap out of a 15th story window... the visions are disturbing.

Friday, Febraury 11, 2000 - 09:52:42 am:
Secret from griz girl:
I should be doing homework right now, but all I can think about is how scared I am, not knowing what I will do, what will happen to me...a whole new life is beginning and I am not ready for it

Friday, Febraury 11, 2000 - 05:55:37 pm:
Secret from hhmmm.:
just heard the best thing ever.....
i'm so lucky......'luv2you'

Saturday, Febraury 12, 2000 - 08:58:45 am:
Secret from hhmmm.:
i met her 144hrs ago and i'm fall
i
n
g 4 her

Saturday, Febraury 12, 2000 - 09:05:52 am:
Secret from missD:
heart is pounding....racing...feeling is mutual..

Saturday, Febraury 12, 2000 - 11:52:05 pm:
Secret from hhmmm.:
aaarrrrgggg.. i hate different time zones.
i miss that special someone when they not online.

Sunday, Febraury 13, 2000 - 07:33:17 am:
Secret from Nobody:
I lied about being raped

Sunday, Febraury 13, 2000 - 11:06:36 am:
Secret from hhmmm.:
Too late.
I've Fallen.......

Monday, Febraury 14, 2000 - 01:50:12 pm:
Secret from hhmmm.:
missing you....it hurts....

Monday, Febraury 14, 2000 - 05:36:23 pm:
Secret from hhmmm.:
i told someone the truth about how i feel....

Tuesday, Febraury 15, 2000 - 05:10:54 am:
Secret from addicted to hhmmm:
Can't believe I really said it, but it is true. Even had a dream about it....

Tuesday, Febraury 15, 2000 - 09:49:15 pm:
Secret from yoko one:
I fucked 15 horses in one night

Wednesday, Febraury 16, 2000 - 11:50:16 am:
Secret from you learn:
thinking of packing my things, and leaving this life for a new one

Wednesday, Febraury 16, 2000 - 03:34:04 pm:
Secret from you learn:
I did learn...the hard way...
no heart left

Wednesday, Febraury 16, 2000 - 07:06:57 pm:
Secret from wondering.......:
was anything true....or has my heart been deceived again

Thursday, Febraury 17, 2000 - 09:30:54 am:
Secret from ironic:
im not sure how someone feels about me.i thought we had something, but i'm not sure how they feel now.i feel i'm been pushed aside.

Thursday, Febraury 17, 2000 - 10:19:39 am:
Secret from still addicted:
it is ironic...was feeling the same way....thought I was pushed aside...and I cried

Thursday, Febraury 17, 2000 - 10:51:21 am:
Secret from missD:
thought I was pushed aside...how ironic

Thursday, Febraury 17, 2000 - 03:35:12 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
totally uninhibated sex

Friday, Febraury 18, 2000 - 05:44:32 am:
Secret from guest2783:
i got it all wrong. not losing, getting closer.smiles again now.

Sunday, Febraury 20, 2000 - 01:36:05 am:
Secret from Lucky man.:
i'm a lucky man . errrmmmm...really lucky. i got the hots for someone real bad..!

Monday, Febraury 21, 2000 - 04:05:02 pm:
Secret from PimpdaddyProblems:
I've been fucking too many girls lately and I dont think my dick is functioning properly anymore, and the sad thing is that I'm only 17, does anyone have any advice

Monday, Febraury 21, 2000 - 04:09:26 pm:
Secret from FLOWER POWER :
is their something wrong to sleep with my teacher and still be failing the class

Thursday, Febraury 24, 2000 - 06:51:23 pm:
Secret from head over feet:
i am.just listen.

Thursday, Febraury 24, 2000 - 07:25:04 pm:
Secret from Futurecook:
I love stacie, I just wish i could ask her out. Damn I hate being so shy!

Thursday, Febraury 24, 2000 - 09:16:54 pm:
Secret from PD:
Well, it has been almost 2 months since the last time I posted a secret here. I am still chatting with my ex-girlfriend from high school. We have come up with a plan to meet each other in May. I just want to tell the whole world that I am in love with JL and I will do everything in my power to show her that love! :)

Friday, Febraury 25, 2000 - 09:18:42 am:
Secret from besotted:
I really am...have fallen in love with a wonderful man. Wish there was some way to show him just how much. But he is so far away.......

Saturday, Febraury 26, 2000 - 12:44:33 am:
Secret from Secret Agent:
We are searching...
Forever searching...
Searching for the one we call R.K.
The search will continue forever...
Forever unto the depths of Time itself...

Who is R.K.? That we know...
What happened to R.K.? That we do not know...
Where is R.K. now? That the search shall reveal...

Reannan Kwasnica

-Secret Agent
"The Avalanche has already started, it is too late for the pebbles to vote."

Saturday, Febraury 26, 2000 - 05:44:53 pm:
Secret from sad geek:
miss my babe loads but we always have the future

Saturday, Febraury 26, 2000 - 11:50:37 pm:
Secret from Kwasny:
The Future is Forever.. that is one thing they will never be able to take away.
Destiny Awaits.

Monday, Febraury 28, 2000 - 09:44:47 am:
Secret from mountain woman:
Counting the minutes until each day is over, until I can meet him.....watching the planes fly over the mountains..and wishing I was on one...sigh....

Tuesday, Febraury 29, 2000 - 02:33:10 pm:
Secret from The Vicar:
heart pounds at a thought of my love,knees weaken,spine tingles,face 'smiles',just thoughts to keep me happy

Wednesday, March 1, 2000 - 09:46:09 am:
Secret from smartass:
Have never felt such love before, is it really possible to love someone so much when you haven't even really met them in person? I must be crazy...and addicted....but, I don't want to be cured...

Friday, March 3, 2000 - 03:51:55 pm:
Secret from Klync:
I spend time at work visiting various personal pages. Does this make me a stalker? I have more secrets than you could shake a secret-pointing-device at.

Friday, March 3, 2000 - 03:53:48 pm:
Secret from Klync:
I just read everyone else's secrets. I'm sad.
We're all in love. That's nice.

Friday, March 3, 2000 - 11:27:34 pm:
Secret from lonely:
i'm in love.!!but it hurts,because i can't have the person i want.i miss them so much,desperatly need them.

Monday, March 6, 2000 - 12:20:28 am:
Secret from Beth:
I am really a man but dress like a woman

Monday, March 6, 2000 - 12:21:52 am:
Secret from Man lover:
I am a school librian and I love men!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 6, 2000 - 08:54:08 pm:
Secret from just a busride away:
1 day fate will take its cause and all will be fine.
hmmm a jacuzzi.
oh by the way i'm in love :)

Wednesday, March 8, 2000 - 09:31:01 am:
Secret from mwah:
Want to tell the whole world how much I love him....but I can't...yet. Sigh.....someday, someday.......

Wednesday, March 8, 2000 - 01:09:54 pm:
Secret from Snicklefritz:
I am naked right now. In my neverending attempt to avoid conspiracies to take over the world through clothing conditioning. Naked people are happier.

Thursday, March 9, 2000 - 11:52:38 am:
Secret from Dustin:
I am girl but I have a penis

Thursday, March 9, 2000 - 06:16:28 pm:
Secret from 'smooch':
I dreamed about the one i'm in love with, i woke up with high blood pressure. *wink*. love you.

Thursday, March 9, 2000 - 08:14:41 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my name is jenn too........

Thursday, March 9, 2000 - 09:39:02 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think Drew Carey is the hottest man alive

Thursday, March 9, 2000 - 10:49:59 pm:
Secret from ag:
I'm not sleeping, I'm surfing

Friday, March 10, 2000 - 06:03:12 pm:
Secret from hotmama_jenn:
yea, i'm hot, just no one knows it. i am in love with myself, no one knows it though. maybe its because i have facial hair?? who knows? hey lidan........no one answered ur question.

Saturday, March 11, 2000 - 07:13:53 am:
Secret from whiterocket:
I really dont know where to begin. Well here it goes. I used to date this girl Kathy, and her and I had our problems but I still think about her even though I am dating another woman now. I guess that the sex was really good or something. But I can not complain about the woman I am seeing now "Christy". She has been able to do things for me that no other woman has been able to do. Not really trying to get graphic here but during oral sex no other woman has ever been able to make me cum...but Christy has. and to be honest some times during sex with Christy I think about Kathy, I know that is wrong but I did love Kathy and I guess that I am still not over here yet. If you have any ideas for me (if you are male or female) contact me at whiterocker@hotmail.com

Sunday, March 12, 2000 - 07:59:27 pm:
Secret from jojokokolili:
hey, yo i gots a problem. i cant function anymore if u know what i mean. i been keepin it in to long.....if u know what i mean. has this ever happened to anyone? i feel so embarresed......please someone write a commment sayin it happened to one of yous.

Monday, March 13, 2000 - 10:01:32 am:
Secret from cheeky:
yes, I am, but I can't help it when he is around.. *wink*...he makes me so happy...all I need to do now is meet him.....

Thursday, March 16, 2000 - 10:38:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, March 16, 2000 - 11:32:52 am:
Secret from been watched:
'sigh'....i miss her so much.!

Thursday, March 16, 2000 - 05:53:43 pm:
Secret from daniel:
i have in two threesomes

Saturday, March 18, 2000 - 12:36:03 am:
Secret from Agent Jedi:
The Matrix has you . . .
From 8 Years ago
Everyone has a moment in time which they can single out from the others
Burke, Hubbard, "Bart" the Plant, signs of the past in the present
Calling now to the past living forever in shadow
Life For the Future R.K.
Learn as though you would live forever, Live as though there is no tomorrow

!This message was intended for The One. If you cannot understand this message, then you are not The One. Elements of the past long ago brought up in the present as we know it. Or if you want to know the quick method . . . are your initials R.K.? Are you The One? Do you understand the above? These questions all have the same answer if you are . . .!

Knock, Knock, Neo.

Agent of the Night

Saturday, March 18, 2000 - 08:19:18 am:
Secret from 'sigh':
when the day comes i have a big tube of super glue so we will never part.
i'm so much in love.
'sigh'

Sunday, March 19, 2000 - 04:49:48 pm:
Secret from jenny1wren:
Your name keeps popping up when i put mine in so i thought i woul;d tell you. i am jenny wren from uk like your site . regards jenny

Monday, March 20, 2000 - 02:10:52 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love it when guys fondle my clitoris and nipples before sex. And when guys have really fast tongues and get up in there. Oh baby. I like doing it on the cold hard floor of a bathroom. And when I get cum on my leg, I like it when they lick it off

Tuesday, March 21, 2000 - 07:05:23 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i'm kewl

Tuesday, March 21, 2000 - 07:33:12 pm:
Secret from love junkey:
wow i'm so much in love.
I had a wonderful day today.
I got a supprise today and i cant stop smiling.
Someone loves me and i love them.
I'm so happy.

Wednesday, March 22, 2000 - 04:10:33 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I live a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 22, 2000 - 10:01:58 pm:
Secret from Ditto:
I dream of him. He came into my life and stole my heart. How can I tell him how much I love him? I can't find the words.

Thursday, March 23, 2000 - 07:49:47 pm:
Secret from feelin down:
words are never enough,i know that.and i know how you feel.that makes it harder.my love never dies...it gets stronger.

Friday, March 24, 2000 - 05:44:22 pm:
Secret from sex:

Friday, March 24, 2000 - 09:43:16 pm:
Secret from yes:
like 2 have SEX

Saturday, March 25, 2000 - 02:52:00 pm:
Secret from jenna:
I cheated on Dez!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 25, 2000 - 09:17:13 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, April 1, 2000 - 02:44:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, April 2, 2000 - 11:05:48 pm:
Secret from fucker :
i fucked a cat and a dog when i was drunk. I am also dating jens mom, shes hot.

Friday, April 7, 2000 - 12:18:30 am:
Secret from Jennifer:
I love todd

Saturday, April 8, 2000 - 05:21:37 am:
Secret from cheeky:
hey babe, i love you.!!!
just dont forget it.
*kiss*

Saturday, April 8, 2000 - 05:46:23 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, April 10, 2000 - 11:26:03 am:
Secret from D:
I look up at the stars and blow a kiss to my love every night...

Monday, April 10, 2000 - 05:50:22 pm:
Secret from the man on venus:
hi im the man on venus, im not trying to say im some sort of pipm or anything, what i'm trying to say is that im really a man but dress like a women. I am of mexican decent and will be outcasted from the family if i come out and tell everyone. i dont know what i should do, if you have any suggestions please email me at steveyanez@collegeclub.com

Monday, April 10, 2000 - 05:56:26 pm:
Secret from the man on venus:
hi im the man on venus, im not trying to say im some sort of pipm or anything, what i'm trying to say is that im really a man but dress like a women. I am of mexican decent and will be outcasted from the family if i come out and tell everyone. i dont know what i should do, if you have any suggestions please email me at stevenayanez@collegeclub.com

Tuesday, April 11, 2000 - 07:30:23 pm:
Secret from snickers:
this web site is just one big circle of nothing?

Friday, April 14, 2000 - 05:03:04 pm:
Secret from sorry to everyone for everything:
all i do is cause problems for everyone.....
i'm fed up of hurting others, and i'm fed up of being hurt......
answers to: sad geek@addicted.com

Friday, April 14, 2000 - 09:47:27 pm:
Secret from In Canada....:
I'm an alien.....shhhhhhh! You'll soon be too!

Tuesday, April 18, 2000 - 11:03:37 pm:
Secret from Shabada:
I wish i was a Canadian!!!!!!

Thursday, April 20, 2000 - 09:56:41 am:
Secret from mwah:
I love my sad geek! Always will.....no matter what

Sunday, April 23, 2000 - 11:03:00 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, April 23, 2000 - 11:35:15 pm:
Secret from Angel:
For the world is a small place and I reach for the sky. Lost in a ocean of love, hate, joy and despair. Millions of emotions, all teamed with the intent of drowning out the human race. Dark night, dark stars staring down try to see past it all into the one truth, the one constant we all seek to understand. The key is in each other, peices one day to be brought together and shared by all who believe. Believe in the impossible, believe in the unbelievable. Believe in hope, for hope is all that we have left.

-Blinding Angel

Tuesday, April 25, 2000 - 09:02:54 pm:
Secret from jeffw:
if any ladies are in simi valley email me at jeffwillimson@earthlink.net. only who want secret sex.

Wednesday, April 26, 2000 - 04:41:07 am:
Secret from Devastatr:
Hey hey!
I'm from Toronto, but visiting Sydney... someone told me about this site..

humm..
well
blah!
www.blakecrosby.com

Wednesday, April 26, 2000 - 01:50:36 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, April 26, 2000 - 01:58:41 pm:
Secret from don't you wish you knew:
i know how you fell buttercup, i like a girl too,
please don't tell

Wednesday, April 26, 2000 - 02:00:09 pm:
Secret from don't you wish you knew:
i know how you fell buttercup, i like a girl too,
and i'm a girl,
please don't tell

Wednesday, April 26, 2000 - 02:04:42 pm:
Secret from don't you wish you knew:
i like jenn! she is so hot in the pic
she has at the begining of the homepage
I LIKE A GIRL AND I'M A GIRL I LIKE JENN

Sunday, April 30, 2000 - 12:32:41 am:
Secret from luvstruck:
someone told me something wonderfull and i cant get them out of my mind.i am in love.!

Sunday, April 30, 2000 - 08:11:48 pm:
Secret from vichulo:
you like me

Tuesday, May 2, 2000 - 09:15:14 pm:
Secret from lost in MT:
What do you do when you can't have the one you love, and you don't love the one you are with.....
I love him so much my heart hurts...I would give anything just to be with him..

Tuesday, May 2, 2000 - 09:23:02 pm:
Secret from Porn Star:
When I went to college the financial demands became too much. I had to become a stripper to make it through the first year. I honestly love dancing for others and no longer want to attend college. I tell my parents that I am still in school but I have really dropped out and am now persuing a career in the porn industry.

Wednesday, May 3, 2000 - 11:11:15 am:
Secret from fsafg:
I had sex with my freind, Matt Milley's, mother.

Wednesday, May 3, 2000 - 11:21:47 am:
Secret from ChrisKetchum:
IM GAY!!!!! I CONFESS!!!!! I LIKE LITTLE BOYS!!!!

Wednesday, May 3, 2000 - 11:24:41 am:
Secret from Chris Ketchum:
I am not gay. That's a rude joke by an unamed freind. I am very much so straight and if he dosen't like it I am going to rape him...oops...I mean kill him yeah. Well the most important thing is that i am not gay.

Wednesday, May 3, 2000 - 07:18:15 pm:
Secret from lostinuk:
same here.!!!i hope time and fate sorts things out.i need you.

Thursday, May 4, 2000 - 02:56:00 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am not in love with my husband anymore

Thursday, May 4, 2000 - 03:10:22 pm:
Secret from Another Jenn:
My husband has cheated on me for the past 3 yrs., and I have known about it the whole time but was scared of loosing him. I think what I was really scared of is loosing the life that we have created together. And now that he has confessed to all of the BULLSHIT that i have known about already, all I want to do is get back at him!!! I want to cheat on him and hurt him the way he has hurt me. I feel bad about it because I don't want to use anybody just to get back at my husband. HELP!!

Friday, May 5, 2000 - 01:38:50 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, May 5, 2000 - 05:15:00 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I lied ,I was not chopping wood

Monday, May 8, 2000 - 08:45:04 am:
Secret from joker :
i am bisexual

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 11:50:16 am:
Secret from bewildered:
I don't know what to do. Im all alone, and uncertain about my future. Sometimes I think it would be easier to just disappear. Doubt, confusion and loneliness surround me. Which path to take, which way to go? Leave it to fate, or make my own way, which is right? Need a helping hand to show me the way.

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 02:47:45 pm:
Secret from neen10do@aol.com:
You are a fag!

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 02:56:10 pm:
Secret from scott conner:
um i know nobody will read this so i guess il tell i have a crush on three people one of them is male the other two is female

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 02:57:52 pm:
Secret from scott conner:
um i know nobody will read this so i guess il tell i have a crush on three people one of them is male the other two is female and i also have a girlfriend. the male is eric hall and the two females are lisa and april. so what should i do jenn help please

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 02:59:37 pm:
Secret from Lisa Thomas:
Ok i feel dumb saying this but i have the hugest crush on this guy named Eric Hall!

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 03:10:01 pm:
Secret from JP :
Ok i have the hugest problem ok my girlfriend has like a great personality and from others great bod but i have no feeling for her but when i see people like scott and jeff i feel all tingly inside but i shouldnt fell this way how should i stop should i look at porn or something? Help me Jenn please

Tuesday, May 9, 2000 - 04:09:09 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, May 10, 2000 - 04:53:33 pm:
Secret from I THOUGHT YOU KNEW:
hey people out there, livin in this world, I dont know what I want to say except lets have SEX!!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2000 - 05:05:26 pm:
Secret from jennijennijennijennijennijennijennijenni=):
hey u sexy people. we should get together and have sex. you all sound horny enough.

Wednesday, May 10, 2000 - 05:06:09 pm:
Secret from jennijennijennijennijennijennijennijenni=):
hey u sexy people. we should get together and have sex. you all sound horny enough.

Friday, May 12, 2000 - 01:02:28 pm:
Secret from fido:
did it with my second cousin

Saturday, May 13, 2000 - 10:46:34 am:
Secret from Susanna:
he he this is weird, but im really a man

Saturday, May 13, 2000 - 10:31:32 pm:
Secret from dfdfds:
errehwejy

Wednesday, May 17, 2000 - 08:08:05 am:
Secret from lostinuk:
i'm confused. guess she was a 'seasonal' friend. :(

Wednesday, May 17, 2000 - 09:25:58 am:
Secret from been demoted:
thought I was more than that to someone too...wonder what has changed...it doesn't seem that I can do anything right, damned if I do, damned if I don't
I obviously don't know how to show someone my love, or he wouldn't doubt it

Thursday, May 18, 2000 - 07:07:42 pm:
Secret from omo143:
i am a 41 yr old librarian who molests 5 yr olds while fingering donkeys

Monday, May 22, 2000 - 12:44:23 am:
Secret from Sarah Totleben:
Sarah wants to do Mike Zwick.

Monday, May 22, 2000 - 12:47:05 am:
Secret from Jessie G:
I am in love with corey

Monday, May 22, 2000 - 08:13:46 pm:
Secret from jk:
i'm in luv with a guy i've never seen, i'm afraid that he wont be as good as i hope when we meet

Tuesday, May 23, 2000 - 01:45:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i still carry a torch for my ex

Wednesday, May 24, 2000 - 07:59:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, May 25, 2000 - 09:22:45 am:
Secret from too damn far away:
It is bad enough that I am so far away from him, but I won't be able to talk to him online for a week. A whole week with no fix. :( I really need him.

Thursday, May 25, 2000 - 08:57:37 pm:
Secret from Rio:
That's you isn't it Alex.

Thursday, May 25, 2000 - 08:58:47 pm:
Secret from Another Jenns Advice:
Two wrongs don't make a right, but it sure as all hell makes it even. Now quit bitchin and get laid!

Saturday, May 27, 2000 - 02:24:30 pm:
Secret from akdj:
i love eliza

Sunday, May 28, 2000 - 09:14:41 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love Jeff Smith

Tuesday, May 30, 2000 - 07:01:01 pm:
Secret from david:
I sucked my best friend off while he was sleeping, a long time ago.

Wednesday, May 31, 2000 - 07:50:39 am:
Secret from Momma:
The monkey has landed...shine the monkey.

Friday, June 2, 2000 - 05:03:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I have none

Tuesday, June 6, 2000 - 12:42:49 am:
Secret from Mom:
I like to eat goat cheese

Friday, June 9, 2000 - 07:24:35 pm:
Secret from I LOVE JOE F:
I LOV A GUY NAMED JOE F. I AM NOT SAYING HIS FULL LAST NAME ON THE NET. I HAV A MAD CRUSH ON HIM AND I WANT HIM TO ASK ME OUT!

Sunday, June 11, 2000 - 07:43:47 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, June 11, 2000 - 09:05:43 am:
Secret from SLAPPY:
I AM A FREAK, A MAD ASS, PSYCO,SEXY IN MY MIND
FREAK AND I LOVE ALL MALE CANADIANS AND WANT THE CHICKS 2 BE MY FRIENDS SO WHEN I GO TO LIVE THERE I KNOW EM ALL..... I LOVE WRESTLING 2.

Monday, June 12, 2000 - 12:22:09 am:
Secret from Dracken:
I have sexual feelings for my cat

Monday, June 12, 2000 - 03:03:13 pm:
Secret from DAVID JOHN RUSSELL:
I LOVE BRENNA FARBAR!
SHE IS SO FUCKING HOT I WANN A FUCK HER ALL NIGHT LONG!

Thursday, June 15, 2000 - 09:55:45 am:
Secret from worried:
I haven't heard from him in a long time. I wonder if he is okay. I love him very much.

Saturday, June 17, 2000 - 11:37:53 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I cheated on my husband, and it was not worth it.

Sunday, June 18, 2000 - 09:08:59 am:
Secret from SweetOnes Love:
It was back in 1997, I connected onto the web and went through the normal denial of getting the web for other then fun reasons. Well after a month of looking fo r the right site, I found it and met this woman that would change my life. We w ould talk for hours on the web, then I bought a phone card so that I could call her without it showing up on my phone bill. She was from Nova Scotia and I was in Washington State, yet that didn't matter, she had the love that my wife had l ost many years before that. I wasn't looking for much, just someone that would talk to me in ways we need; loving and caring... About 6 months after we met, s he told me that she was going to be in Seattle for business on September 4th, th is drove me to thinking of having an affair with this woman of my dreams. We we re making the plans, coming up with excuses to be away for 2 days. The tension was mounting as the time drew closer to September 4th... then on September 1st, my sweetone told me that she couldn't make it.... it crushed me.. This was the f irst time in 16 years of marriage I was really thinking of fooling around on my wife. Now before you say that was bad for me to even consider it, my wife who I did love has had a affair on me 3 years after we were married with an old boyfr iend ( she told me about that one ) and then just the year before this, she had a secret lesbian affair with a girl and the only reason I didn't say anything wa s because I didn't find out till their last vacation together and how it ended t heir friendship, plus I knew she still loved me. Anyway, I continued to talk to my SweetOne from Nova Scotia and she would never miss our very very early mor ning chats. Now I did realize that I had become closer to my wife in my words o f love and enderament and as I spoke to her I was trully feeling these feeling e xpressed by these words.. Sweetheart, Babe, Hon, Love...( Never Sweetone.. that was reserved ) but there was no return :o( Life was as usual at home and the only closeness we had was really good sex. Then it happened... I was chatting with a friend and my wife wanted me to go to the store for her, I asked her to c hat with this friend and I'll be right back... She was against it at first becau se she didn't like the web and her spelling was poor to put it lightly. She fin aly sat down and start to chat with my friend... that was the begining to the en d ! When I would chat I never hid anything I would say, in fact my wife would s ometimes sit down with me and watch me chat, even to my sweetone.. she saw all the nice things I would say and even the kinky ones ( she would giggle )... She asked if I could get her a handle and a picture for using the chat room... so I did and I told her to have fun. I would enjoy changing seats with her and letting her log on and watch all the men come swarming to her. She had 3 male friends that talked of sex, love, and everything else and that didn't bother me at all ( I even thought that maybe she would also start using those endearment words on me... which she did ) But then one day my wife told me that I couldn't sit next to her anymore... That should have been the sign for me to disconect. I never refused her to sit next to me, of course, I would never talk about any really hot things with my sweetone while she was there, but I never refused her to sit next to me. Well one thing lead to another and now instead of having 3 guys, she broke off catting to two and only talked to Rich. Next thing I come home at 11:30pm after working very late, she told me that Rich called and they had phone sex... I was a little upset about that, but that was just the begining... He was calling her when I was at work every week at least. Then finaly, I came home late and she told me I had an e-mail... She wanted a divorce. I look back on that time and call myself stupid for ever getting the internet in the house. Yes we were going through some hard times together, but it really was worth working out. She is now with him in Missouri with one of our children (13YO) and I moved down south and have one child (15YO) with me. My life... it's not the same, but I know where I stand now...in life and the people that do care about me.
My SweetOne... well, we never did meet, but I still talk to her on ICQ every once and awhile... Life really is strange, just removing or adding one small thing from or to your life could make a world of difference.

Thursday, June 22, 2000 - 09:16:39 am:
Secret from StupidWorryingGirl:
I'm Jealous of my girlfriend all obsessed with what's wrong with a guy.

Thursday, June 22, 2000 - 09:18:43 am:
Secret from StupidWorryingGirl:
Buttercup! If you wanna talk it out with me you can! ^__^ Casachild@Excite.com

Thursday, June 22, 2000 - 06:18:18 pm:
Secret from Jenny:
There is this really great guy I really like him. He is so sweet. We have the same interests and everything. The thing is I broke up with my ex so I could go out with him. Which is a bad reason because we dated for ove a year. I haven't told anyone the real reason so your the fisrt to know-don't you feel special. Well I guess it doesn't sound at all like that much of a secret but oh well I don't care.

Friday, June 23, 2000 - 10:26:52 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
http://www.chebucto.ns.ca/~az199/

Friday, June 23, 2000 - 02:53:52 pm:
Secret from Jenny:
Hey You all. I just wanted to warn you of something. Jesus is coming back if it be in your life time or not but you will still die just the same. And you really have to ask yourself, do I want to live in heaven and be happy with GOD or do i want to go to hell and go through anf eternal death. You know i am not like a wierd person I just wanted to warn you so when you face GOD you can't say you were not warned. You have to acknowledge that GOD died for you sins and ask him to come into your heart and forgive you of you sins. He loves you so much. I mean he put his own son, his only son on earth just so he could die for you and me. If you want to defy GOD I guess that is your problem. I am just telling you so don't put it off. You eternal future depends on it. If you were to go out right now and die in a car accident right now and you haven't accepted Jesus as you savior you will go to hell that is how quick it can happen. Don't say it can't happen to you because you sure is heack don't know how your life is going to end. I guess that this isn't a secret but I just wanted to let you know about the choice you have to make about your eternal soul. Heaven? or Hell?

Sunday, June 25, 2000 - 01:00:26 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, June 25, 2000 - 04:05:25 pm:
Secret from muppet crotch fem:
I have a muppet in my panties :) sssh don't tell m-kay ?

Sunday, June 25, 2000 - 09:14:20 pm:
Secret from like, you know... stuff...:
I go out with this great guy and he is really awesome. he lives far away though and I hate that. but i like this other guy who is more of my friend who lives by me but is not perfect for me or maybe he is but i dont know yet and everyone at the place where i work has been hitting on me and I am confused and I don't get it but i dont know what to do!!!! and my boyfriend is far away and the other guy that i like just left for colorado and wont be back for a week and this really sucks.

Tuesday, June 27, 2000 - 03:24:12 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I was born naked.

Tuesday, June 27, 2000 - 03:30:06 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I had sex with Scott Vest

Tuesday, June 27, 2000 - 09:53:57 pm:
Secret from YoU KnOW WhO ThiS iS:
One time, I was at Asbury playground, and these two girls lifted their shirts and showed me what kind of bra's they were wearing. I macked it all night long baby yea give it to me baby.

Tuesday, June 27, 2000 - 10:02:03 pm:
Secret from Erie's Most Eligible Bachelor:
I got dumped by my girlfriend last Friday, and she did it the worst way possible, she did it through email, I mean how immature is that? Oh well, to tell you the truth, I did not want to go out with her anymore anyways, I mean it was great at the beginning, but towards the end... no. Her best friend / one of my ex girlfriends, well she has a bunk puss, and I think that she should shower a little bit more often. Bunk girl probibly was the one who screwed things up, I mean everyone knows that she likes doing anything with the prefix "screw-". Oh, and another thing, when I was dating that one, I dumped her after three days because I figured out what kind of person she really was, and then she told everybody that I dumped her because she wouldn't "Give me any". And I mean I wouldn't really care if it was true, but the thing is, it is not true. Take care everybody, and Keep it real.

|\/| ! |< |=

Wednesday, June 28, 2000 - 10:41:31 am:
Secret from Jess:

Friday, June 30, 2000 - 02:20:30 pm:
Secret from halo:
i lost my virginity to a dildo...im serious...its embarassing...

Friday, June 30, 2000 - 06:13:32 pm:
Secret from Mi nombre es Jenn:
Yo tengo queso en mi telefono.

Saturday, July 1, 2000 - 12:06:24 am:
Secret from Bunk Pussy:
IT SMELLED REAL BAD..... KINDA LIKE MAPLE SYRUP

Saturday, July 1, 2000 - 03:55:50 pm:
Secret from Sweet Tits:
Sleeping with a married man

Sunday, July 2, 2000 - 12:13:16 am:
Secret from a nice person:
I like more than one girl and

Sunday, July 2, 2000 - 12:26:09 am:
Secret from a nice person:
I like about five different girls, and I don't know what to do about it, because I really care about one alot, who is also one of my best friends, but I think that she still really likes one of her ex's, and then I think she also likes this other dude who just came into town. Then there's this girl who is obsessed with me, and has been for at least two years, and I really don't like her in that kind of way, and I have told her that, but she just doesn't understand I guess. Out of the five girls I like, Number one: I have been friends with her for about a year now. Number two: I had worked with her before, and also we used to go out. Number three: I work with #3 now. Number four: I just met this one about a month ago. Number five: #5 and I have been friends for a few years now.

Sunday, July 2, 2000 - 12:34:15 am:
Secret from Still a virgin:
I am still a virgin! It's cool to be a male virgin!

Sunday, July 2, 2000 - 08:13:11 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Adda!

Monday, July 3, 2000 - 12:03:22 am:
Secret from A girl's best friend:
I love making my dog do my leg, then when he finishes I love to gobble it all up. I video taped one of the times when I put apple butter all over my snatch and had my gerbil lick it all up, and my mom thinks that I could make some $$$$ by selling it. What do you think I should do? Does anyone have any suggestions for something else I should do that is quite kinky? Personally I am a huge fan of using screwdrivers for non-repairing needs. I think that it is a good, cheap screw whenever you need it.

Monday, July 3, 2000 - 04:39:03 pm:
Secret from mmmmhhhh:
my dad is mean

Monday, July 3, 2000 - 09:44:26 pm:
Secret from Flirt:
I let my best friend(at the time)(not friends anymore because i moved)give me oral sex on my couch. I loved it and would do it again.

Thursday, July 6, 2000 - 11:50:51 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, July 7, 2000 - 05:07:55 pm:
Secret from adrian:
my love, has left me, holding a breathe, thinking of goodbye

Wednesday, July 12, 2000 - 01:48:21 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, July 13, 2000 - 12:33:55 am:
Secret from no more oreos for me:
Hey, here's some advice for all you out there. Don't fall in love online. You will only get your heart broken. I know.

Monday, July 17, 2000 - 05:29:34 pm:
Secret from dirtybluenails:
I keep thinking that I'm falling, but what scares me is if the ground suddenly shows up.

Tuesday, July 18, 2000 - 10:54:03 pm:
Secret from The Girl That Needs To shower more often:
okay retards how about you all fucking get over it. it's not my fault erie's most eligible bastard is sooo eligible... get over it mike. upon ugly he is mean so how much worse can it get? go get a new girlfriend ... if you can!!!!!

Wednesday, July 19, 2000 - 03:29:28 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, July 24, 2000 - 04:19:19 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, July 26, 2000 - 11:03:55 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, July 26, 2000 - 10:04:38 pm:
Secret from Girl who needs to shower more often - hater:
Get a life girl, What kind of idiot are you? Do you think that people actually read this and care what you have to say about anything? Obviously you don't think because you're just another stupid dime - a - dozen bitch that needs to go get some help... some SERIOUS help. Well I think I wasted enough of my time on this, just about the same amount of time you were worth in my life, about two minutes. I think your bottle is done now, or maybe it's nappy nap time. GROW UP!

Friday, July 28, 2000 - 12:19:19 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my secret is I wear a strapless push up bra to make my boobs look bigger.

Friday, July 28, 2000 - 06:59:24 am:
Secret from in limbo now:
fell in love with someone online...now he won't speak to me...won't even tell me why...heart is breaking...torn between getting off of the net forever, or waiting to see if he will talk or email me...which should I choose?

Friday, July 28, 2000 - 02:40:20 pm:
Secret from missD:
since this was where we started, is fitting it should end here too....got dumped today...won't be visiting this site anymore...have learned that some secrets are better kept to myself....and that's exactly what I plan to do from now on. Hey, No More Oreos For Me..you were absolutely right on. As for the rest of you, well, hate to tell ya this, but the romance thing is highly overrated. especially online.....nothing good can come of it....trust me, I know...unless you really enjoy the feeling of having your heart ripped out and tossed aside...
take care, everyone...hope you find what you are looking for in life.

Saturday, July 29, 2000 - 09:49:47 pm:
Secret from Jennypooh:
I want to have sex with my brothers best friend.

Tuesday, August 1, 2000 - 12:32:21 am:
Secret from A Voice From The Past:
Miss D, men like that are spineless cowards who do not know how to treat a woman with respect. You are better off without that man. Use it as an opportunity to be with someone who will appreciate you and treat you right. You deserve it. My secret: You know who I am.

Thursday, August 3, 2000 - 07:16:36 pm:
Secret from no one at all:
I get sooooo jealous of other girls that flirt with my boyfriend,I know I havw nothing to worry about,but this girl who likes him a whole lot is droping out of our to school to be with him. I know he doesn't like her,but how can I keep her from flirting???

Friday, August 4, 2000 - 04:25:35 pm:
Secret from didea:
My oh my what a mysterious day... i think hours are about as stable as the next breathe i think about.

Wednesday, August 9, 2000 - 02:59:01 am:
Secret from KidHacker12:
I love Anthony!! AHHHHH

Thursday, August 10, 2000 - 04:22:43 pm:
Secret from blinkingeyes:
I can't see, my eyes are down, tired from the lights in the room... I'd close my eyes, but I'd miss seeing you mock me

Friday, August 11, 2000 - 01:05:40 am:
Secret from Jest:
I don't like large breasts ;)

Friday, August 11, 2000 - 02:28:25 pm:
Secret from stripey hat:
i love matt, but also like one of my friends boyfriends a little. maybe me and matt r just having teething problems. and yep. good 2 tell someone. thanxs Jenn

Saturday, August 12, 2000 - 07:13:14 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, August 14, 2000 - 09:04:14 am:
Secret from Jenn:
One month ago today I met Jasper. Theres Something there, I can feel it. We'll see....

Tuesday, August 22, 2000 - 12:19:47 am:
Secret from Mr. Perfect:
No secrets,No Skeletons in the closets,Just feels wonderfull to be alive!!! :]

Tuesday, August 22, 2000 - 12:34:35 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Girls lie, cheat, and whore it out way too much.

Saturday, August 26, 2000 - 10:25:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, August 27, 2000 - 12:51:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hello

Friday, September 1, 2000 - 09:00:10 pm:
Secret from Chris:
My enlarged penis

Friday, September 1, 2000 - 09:53:24 pm:
Secret from Matt milley:
I have sex with Gareth Edwards and Nathanieal Cobb. I love it. I like it when they do me in the bum. Sure it hurts at first but is very enjoyable. I once had this fantacy of doing my mom cuase she is a hoe. oops i did it again.

Friday, September 1, 2000 - 09:55:19 pm:
Secret from Matt Barkley:
Mara Lamb is a hoe.
But I want her boyfreind Mark.
He hE

Friday, September 1, 2000 - 09:56:55 pm:
Secret from Butterfly kisses:
I like to have sex wiht butter flies. I love them so incredibly much. It's awsome when you get there brains all over my cunt. DUDE!!!!!!

Friday, September 1, 2000 - 09:57:53 pm:
Secret from You hit who with a what now:
won tahw a htiw ohw tih uoy

Sunday, September 3, 2000 - 09:07:03 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like someone and i can't bare to tell him!!!!

Monday, September 11, 2000 - 02:26:41 pm:
Secret from Desert:
I think "butterfly kisses" is a freak!!

Thursday, September 14, 2000 - 11:20:44 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, September 14, 2000 - 11:25:20 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i am white

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 05:20:44 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hi! Jenn! There is a girl in our class called Jenn too. No boys like her. Do any boys like you?

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 05:26:10 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
dear Jenn I am 18 years old. And on monday I went to get out of bed and I looked down and I had Peed the bed is that ok?

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 05:27:38 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
The one who peed the bed is Kate Mary

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 05:29:41 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hi I know why Kate pees the bed. She has bladder problems but I think that she should be over it by now
Buddy

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 05:31:09 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Dear Jenn Kate Mary is my girlfriend! I was going to take her to the dance but certainly not now! What if she pees herself there?

Friday, September 15, 2000 - 11:22:44 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hi Kate Mary! So I here your a bed wetter. So does it smell?

Monday, September 18, 2000 - 02:37:22 pm:
Secret from Just a niceguy asking for forgiveness...:
I know I have done some really dumb things in the past... like being rude and saying things about my ex-girlfriends that weren't too kosher. Well I am really sorry and I take back anything that I had said that could have hurt their feelings. I don't know why I did any of that.... You (C.Y.) didn't really deserve any of it, and I am sorry. I just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

Tuesday, September 19, 2000 - 01:44:16 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i would like to fuck jennifer S. she goes to my school she is the hottest person in the whool world

Wednesday, September 20, 2000 - 02:23:21 am:
Secret from Jennifer (yet another one):
I am a transsexual woman. I have slept with guys without them ever suspecting my past and I would almost never tell them. Are you one of them? Imagine that the woman you just made love to is in actuality a transsexual. A woman that was born a man. There are those of us that you can't ever read. Especially if we start hormones young enough. Aren't you wondering yet? Take care.

Wednesday, September 20, 2000 - 01:55:33 pm:
Secret from Happy Guy:
I am a happy guy! Happy Happy Happy! I'm Happy! Hee He Hee He Hee he hee... Tee hee! Happy Happy Happy!

Thursday, September 21, 2000 - 01:24:36 am:
Secret from Hot & Bothered:
I need to get some.

Thursday, September 21, 2000 - 09:39:57 am:
Secret from Rubia:
Cheer up Chrissy, Jenn, and Michelle. It will grow back.I promise.

Thursday, September 21, 2000 - 01:03:22 pm:
Secret from Jennie:
I have this fetish for 36 year old fat men who flatuate randomly and look like they are pregnant.. they are so sexy. I wish one of them would slip me it.....

Saturday, September 23, 2000 - 04:35:48 pm:
Secret from Beflarg:
I'm not really who you think I am

Monday, September 25, 2000 - 05:28:33 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, September 28, 2000 - 08:40:02 am:
Secret from joe:
hi mom...

Friday, September 29, 2000 - 09:56:44 am:
Secret from Joe:
Jes....Love octogan???? heh? heh? heh? Jerry Springer Baby!

Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 10:55:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, October 6, 2000 - 07:10:59 pm:
Secret from Channing:
I have never read a more disguisting piece of literature in my life. People peeing, and what ever else you do. How can we call ourselves humans. We have the unlimited ability to create and expand our minds and you all spend it here developing the psychos we have grown to fear. Grow up.

Saturday, October 7, 2000 - 05:28:04 am:
Secret from you didnt even give me a chance!:
Well after all that has happened in my life over the last 10-11 months, all i can say is that 'you really dont know me'.You know the troubles i have had and more recently the troubles just lately (being hacked).I honestly havn't been online....not avoiding you!my bitchyness was only in response to your behavior.if you think i'm some weird cyberfreak then thats your opinion, i didnt get my friend to try and cyber with you!!...real people.....keep it real !!!

Saturday, October 7, 2000 - 07:18:37 pm:
Secret from I shouldn't have looked......:
My curiosity got the better of me...had to see if you left a message...
After reading it, it becomes clear to me that you still don't believe me...or you don't know me at all. After what happened before...can you blame me for thinking you were avoiding me? You did before. So I wasn't sure. I was hoping you weren't. As for my behavior..I am going to say this one more time, and then I will not talk about it anymore:I did not ask a friend to cyber you!! It was someone I met on random, we ladies started talking....that's it! I learned about it after the fact. I haven't talked to her since, I deleted her. I never ever said you were a cyber freak! I don't think so at all....in fact, my problem is that no matter what I have done to try not to think or feel, I still love you. And I have to deal with that every day. I don't know how you feel about me, what I am to you, what place I have in your life, if any. You wouldn't tell me last time we talked...and your "bitchiness" to me...hurt a lot. I dont' like to admit that because I thought I was ok...I guess I need more time to learn how to not feel any more. I have told you the truth. I did not get a friend to cyber you. If you don't believe me, if you think I am lying, that is fine....it means you don't trust me, and that you really don't know the person I am. I still love you, that has never changed.

Sunday, October 8, 2000 - 09:04:31 am:
Secret from Hey Jennie...:
If that's the kind of guy you want, then I have the perfect one for you..please take him!! Would love to have someone take him so he'll get the hell out of my house!

Monday, October 9, 2000 - 01:34:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
WELL MY SECRET IS THAT I LVOE JOSH CARR!

Saturday, October 14, 2000 - 03:35:11 pm:
Secret from kontonkin:
I want to rule

Saturday, October 14, 2000 - 08:14:25 pm:
Secret from My name is Jenn, I'll be your whore for the night:
JES IS A SLUT

Saturday, October 14, 2000 - 08:23:31 pm:
Secret from Mike Zwick is a sexy bitch:
COme do me Mike Zwick, you are hot. I want your sexy body all night long. sexy man... sexy man...

Thursday, October 19, 2000 - 05:42:22 pm:
Secret from Secret Slut:
i slept with 15 guys since school started

Thursday, October 19, 2000 - 06:00:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, October 25, 2000 - 04:16:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i truly hope that gregory keith weitzel of cloverdale, surrey, british columbia canada rots in hell for what he did. his email address is gregarius_7@hotmail.com if you want to harass him!

Friday, October 27, 2000 - 12:01:48 am:
Secret from Stu:
I'm Gay and I don't know how to tell anyone I just need to get it out in the open. I need somebody to know I can't Hide it anymore

Friday, October 27, 2000 - 12:02:01 am:
Secret from Stu:
I'm Gay and I don't know how to tell anyone I just need to get it out in the open. I need somebody to know I can't Hide it anymore.

Monday, October 30, 2000 - 04:29:46 pm:
Secret from In the Army now:
I have been sleeping with several woman that I have met on the web. And I like it!!! the problem is I am married..by the way any ladies out there near fort campbell wana fuck?

Wednesday, November 1, 2000 - 08:41:34 am:
Secret from Chris:
I use a lot of soap!!

Thursday, November 2, 2000 - 11:32:34 pm:
Secret from Viper Boy:
Its funny I never noticed her all that much when she first started working with me. In fact, it was my friend that really took to her. Although he never acted on what he felt anyway. I never began to realize what I felt until one day she asked me a question. I don't even remember what it was, but that question spar ked a conversation. Almost every other time I worked with her, we would talk. Sometimes about nothing at all, other times about something. I didn't really ma tter to me, I enjoyed those conversations more than she'll ever know. Then one night, in a conversation I found out it was her last night working there. I can 't say I was happy, but I tried not to let it show. I knew why she was leaving, there was better oppurtunity elsewhere. Shortly after that I began to realize that I felt so much more towards her than I'd thought. I missed not seeing her, and the conversations we had had. As much as I've tried to stay in touch since, it has not been easy. I don't think she minds my company, or if she does she is very good at covering it up. I have never cared for anyone quite like I care for her. I really wish that whoever it was that drives the dark green car with tinted windows wasn't in the picture. And I don't even know how long he was there. She never spoke of him at all when we talked while we were working together, and so I have no idea how long they've been together. I guess in the end it doesn't really matter anyway, I find it hard to keep myself together when I talk to here anymore, and thats one in a blue moon. I don't think I'd ever be able to work up the courage to ask her out should she become available anyway. All I know is that she'll always hold a special place in my heart. Just seeing her can bring a smile to my face and make me feel better. To me she'll always be a bright Silvr Star in a cold dark night sky. It will be better for her, and even myself, if she never finds out how I feel. I don't want to do anything that could have an effect on the already fragile friendship I've been trying to build up.
It doesn't really matter if anyone reads this, or completely understands it. I don't need anyone to respond to this either. Its just comforting enough to have some place to write it. Its like talking to someone who can't really use this to harm you in any way. Simply because no one really knows who I am. I'm just glad I can say what I've said knowing that others will read it.
I've seen nothing but hurt come from relationships I've seen my firends in. I still stand by my thought that it is not worth the trouble, heck.. I'm feeling what I'm feeling and its not even a relationship!
Well I better go.

~Viper Boy
"Does anybody know what we are living for" -Queen (The Show Must Go On)

Friday, November 3, 2000 - 10:42:55 pm:
Secret from Viper Boy:
Its a real shame you know. This place, the secretWeb has great potential. It w as, and even still is, an excellent idea. Unfortunatly as with most good ideas, there is always that crowd of people that feel compelled to trash it. I'd say over 80% of the messages ever posted here are posted by losers that live poor qu ality lives and need to destroy something good in order to lift their own spirits. Its a shame those people don't have the intellect to see that they could use this place much better than that, and yet achieve the same effect. Reading some of those messages, and I have to wonder what sad and pathetic life the author lives. I guess all of us good people in world have to continue to put up with those 'children' (and I use even that term loosely). They're always there, and they'll always be among us. I'm only thankful that my life isn't that pathetic and sad, or at least not so much overall that I would have to be like them to get any joy from life.

"****....
Hey Buddy! Wow... don't you feel old now? I know I do... oh well. This is only the beginning. It's been swell working with you and getting to know you, you're a great guy. I'm sure I'll see you around town next year!!
Good luck in the future, I'm sure you'll go far!!
()****"

Just what exactly does a message like that mean? Is it like a final nice to know you but seeya message. Or does it leave room for the possiblity in the future? For privacy I *'d the letters of the names as written in this. And the () is a heart symbol that doesn't exist in the ASCII character set :) This is the grad messages given to me by her. I got a little autograph book as part of a grad gift set, and decided to use it to get grad messages from my friends. As such I included her of course, and this is about a month before her last day working where I worked.

Don't suppose I'll get lucky and stumble accross a relationships expert or someone like that even through all the 'trashy' kind of people that do come here. As one great person would say "In my experience, there's no such thing as luck." (I've seen much truth in that statement)

~Viper Boy
"All I really want is everything until the end of time.." -All Systems Go! (All I Want)

Monday, November 6, 2000 - 12:42:09 am:
Secret from Eyes Only:
This is a streaming freedom video cable hack broadcast. This hack will last exactly 60 seconds, it cannot be traced, it cannot be stopped, and it is the last free voice on the internet.
Today is Sunday, November 6th, and the folks at Area 51 are at it again. Project "Aurora" has expanded, and they are now testing new weapon systems for the craft. Using techology that is alien in origin, these weapons are capable of mass destruction. Once completed and fitted to the Aurora craft, whomever controls the craft will ultimatly control the world. We must not allow this to happen. We must all join together and learn the truth that has been kept from us for so long now. Together we shall rise up, penetrate the secrets of Area 51, and the truth shall be ours. Once we know the truth, the truth shall set us free.

Eyes Only

Wednesday, November 8, 2000 - 08:21:32 pm:
Secret from bobby:
i eat peanut butter because it makes me feel sexy

Thursday, November 9, 2000 - 10:01:15 am:
Secret from Viper Boy:
See what I mean? Perfect example. Its no real secret.

~Viper Boy

Live for the One
Die for the One

Saturday, November 11, 2000 - 12:03:41 am:
Secret from Viper Boy:
Hmm... I'm still missing something when it comes to the dark green 4-door car with tinted windows. Thought I had it figured out, but after sight seeing tonight I have to reconsider...
Not that thats a big secret or anything as a site here typing this at midnight and wondering why.
In the end it really doesn't matter does it? I'm living in dreams for something that can never be in reality. Why I do believe there is a movie title to describe that situation quite well: Reality Bites!

~Viper Boy
(An everlasting member of the SilvrStar watching club, and wondering why)

Monday, November 13, 2000 - 10:41:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Bugs are scary

Tuesday, November 14, 2000 - 07:51:38 pm:
Secret from d-man:
I just whacked off.

Thursday, November 16, 2000 - 09:58:54 am:
Secret from SilvrStar:
You can't fight the Moonlight.

Wednesday, November 22, 2000 - 01:18:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i am a dood that likes to wear pantyhose

Saturday, November 25, 2000 - 02:17:47 pm:
Secret from freak girl:
I want new shoes....... :o)/^^^^^ ^^ ^^^^^^^^

Saturday, November 25, 2000 - 06:27:21 pm:
Secret from -Triple-:
Even though stupid people take care of all the difficult manual labor, the intelligentsia still ought to consider murdering everyone with an IQ under 150.

Monday, November 27, 2000 - 09:55:21 am:
Secret from Mace Malone:
I don't really know if I'd call that 'murder'. That seems like such a harsh word for an action that would be for the common good. Just think about it, a planet where only the smartest of the smart are allowed to survive. Think of the technology boost that would occur in only a few years of R&D. Not to mention we would no longer have the population problem that this planet is starting to get plagued by. It's the people like us that have to illuminate the population and create our New World Order.

Tuesday, November 28, 2000 - 02:19:33 pm:
Secret from Fried Chicken:
When ever you are prompted by a website to enter your email address~~~ enter 127.0.0.1@user.com The site will mail itself all its junk email ;)

Tuesday, November 28, 2000 - 03:12:52 pm:
Secret from yo hay:
I had your momma

Tuesday, November 28, 2000 - 03:16:40 pm:
Secret from John J. Rambo:
This was this one time at band camp when i stuck a flute up my pussy. The problem is im a guy and i don't have a pussy and that sucked big hairy cack

Wednesday, November 29, 2000 - 02:09:30 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 29, 2000 - 02:11:38 pm:
Secret from Slim Shady Raver:
I hate you all. your all going to hell and im going to rule it when i get there and i'll torture you all with the worst toture ever.......ill make Britany Spears sing oops i did it again over and over......aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thursday, November 30, 2000 - 12:47:00 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Thats funny. I got a pic in my E-Mail a while back about band camp. And there was a flute in the pic, but it was no guy. I'll bet you got that same E-Mail, no?

Friday, December 1, 2000 - 05:16:41 pm:
Secret from bob:
i cheated on my wife and had a masive orgy with 6 girls and just me as the only guy

Saturday, December 2, 2000 - 11:53:16 am:
Secret from Jenna:
Mike Zwick is a stud.

Saturday, December 2, 2000 - 12:14:02 am:
Secret from White Bread:
I am a white 19 year old guy and I want to have sex with a cute black girl.

Saturday, December 2, 2000 - 12:15:31 am:
Secret from exilion :
compound interest

Saturday, December 2, 2000 - 02:55:23 pm:
Secret from Rob:
I like beer. Not just any beer, but rich, full bodied canadian beers that would bring a tear to the eye of any beer leaguing hockey fanatic beer swiller.

Sunday, December 3, 2000 - 09:31:22 pm:
Secret from me:
I've always wanted to say this but always felt to stupid to actually say, so here goes......Im sorry Adam for everything that has ever happened.
I never wanted to fight like this.
I love you more than anything.
I never wanted to see you go.
But what is meant to be is meant to be, you cant stop fate.
So this is probably the last time Im gonna say this...
I love you Adam Thurston for ever and ever.
J :)

Sunday, December 3, 2000 - 10:24:45 pm:
Secret from me:
I love you Adam Thurston

Sunday, December 3, 2000 - 10:35:24 pm:
Secret from cupid:
this is sooooo ccool

Monday, December 4, 2000 - 08:11:25 am:
Secret from hi:
not

Monday, December 4, 2000 - 12:59:38 am:
Secret from jenn's butt:
i sometimes feel that my carrots are too small...

Monday, December 4, 2000 - 02:37:38 pm:
Secret from jenn laraby:
i think i am bi sexual

Thursday, December 7, 2000 - 02:55:22 am:
Secret from Hairy Palms:
i farted and cum came out.

Friday, December 8, 2000 - 09:20:48 am:
Secret from i'm drunk:
im soo ddrunk i could breath on someone and makee thnem drunkkk

Monday, December 11, 2000 - 02:12:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, December 11, 2000 - 02:16:16 pm:
Secret from slimshadyraver:
Dark Angel, it was probably you in this pic that your talking about no?. Well I will kill you anyway. I am the anti-dev.....or the anti-chr...or wait ummmm i am Shady, yes, im back im back

Monday, December 11, 2000 - 02:22:11 pm:
Secret from happy:
if every drink had alcohol in it...i would not be sad

Tuesday, December 12, 2000 - 01:08:45 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
No, sorry to disappoint. I am a face with many names, few no me using one name. Although at one point in my life I was part of a band class, I have long since been out of that. Never went to a band camp, and the only band trip I was on took place during an 'age' where the band part still mattered.
So, you're plannin to kill me eh? Well, this message cannot be hacked, cannot be traced, and is the last free voice on this message board. I have trouble seeing you do anything that could possibly threaten me.
And back to who I am. Well, you know the saying I'm sure...
I am, whatever you say I am.
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am.

~Dark Angel
*Coming at you LIVE and in full color from the domain of SilvrStar: A Dream of Impossible Worlds*

Tuesday, December 12, 2000 - 01:16:16 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Oops!.. I did it again! Hmm, this board is actually in my time zone. Gee, sure is late... which probably explains the one (1) spelling mistake in my last message. Oh well, make it count.

~Dark Angel
"Everything is always okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end!"

J.L. (Silvr): It's not okay.

Wednesday, December 13, 2000 - 02:05:39 am:
Secret from susanna polette:
i hate a girl names christy!!!!

Friday, December 15, 2000 - 11:38:12 am:
Secret from Chile:

Friday, December 15, 2000 - 11:38:18 am:
Secret from Chile:

Saturday, December 16, 2000 - 11:14:59 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, December 16, 2000 - 10:36:06 pm:
Secret from My Name:
I love a girl named jen, and i came across this web site

Sunday, December 17, 2000 - 05:06:47 pm:
Secret from bob:
Im failing out of school but nobody knows

Tuesday, December 19, 2000 - 08:15:18 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, December 19, 2000 - 04:10:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like girls!

Wednesday, December 20, 2000 - 09:50:14 pm:
Secret from booboo:
I don`t think I should tell but I will.....
I LOVE JAMES SHANNON

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 08:09:04 am:
Secret from Big Billy Bob:
I am a high school librarian and I love boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 08:11:51 am:
Secret from Blair:
i am in love with a man

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 08:14:06 am:
Secret from Tindall:
ITS DIRT, NOT SOIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 02:53:44 pm:
Secret from YaYa:
I depsise main stream society yet I constantly find myself being sucked in by it.

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 02:59:13 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 05:02:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, December 21, 2000 - 06:06:44 pm:
Secret from me:
Preston manning is gay

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 09:05:02 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 08:13:33 pm:
Secret from J.L.L.D:
I love Nick..He's in my Info/tech class!!!!!!!!!!!!.hes hot!!!!

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 08:14:58 pm:
Secret from J.L.L.D:
I love Nick..He's in my Info/tech class!!!!!!!!!!!!.hes hot!!!!

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 08:16:33 pm:
Secret from Daddy's Little girl:
I like Nick...He's in my info/tech class........hes hot!

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 08:20:15 pm:
Secret from Angel:

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 08:21:47 pm:
Secret from Angel:
I shouldn't say this because the person I like can read this....but any way my secret is.I like Nick...hes in my Info/Tech class......he knows who this is....oh and

Deanne Jordy like's Scradley!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 11:52:24 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Wow... he must really be something. Only 7 minutes goes by and your back typing about him, except under a different alias. Oh well, I should be one to talk... I know my situation is - how to say - impossible. Though I've come to terms with this fact, it doesn't change how I feel, or what I want in the slightest. Oh well, after all.. "I'm" the one that has to live with it.

~SilvrStar
"You Cannot Escape Your Destiny"

Friday, December 22, 2000 - 11:57:26 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Remember. We are Alone, at least once per day.

~SilvrStar
"The Truth is Out There"

Saturday, December 23, 2000 - 03:14:25 am:
Secret from GoofyTwo:
The author of this is a woman of transsexual experience.

Saturday, December 23, 2000 - 03:45:25 am:
Secret from booboo:
yea right

Saturday, December 23, 2000 - 09:14:09 pm:
Secret from Christmas Baby:
I'm failing P.E

Saturday, December 23, 2000 - 09:17:14 pm:
Secret from Robyn:
I like nick

Saturday, December 23, 2000 - 09:22:34 pm:
Secret from Angel:
I like Nick

Sunday, December 24, 2000 - 11:57:37 am:
Secret from Christmas Baby:
I like Nick

Sunday, December 24, 2000 - 11:58:08 am:
Secret from Christmas Baby:
I like Nick

Sunday, December 24, 2000 - 11:58:39 am:
Secret from Jenny:
I have a crush on a guy named Nick hes in My p.e class

Sunday, December 24, 2000 - 12:24:23 am:
Secret from Daddy's Little girl:
I want to die I'm so depressed

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 08:29:17 pm:
Secret from good lil girl:
I am a bitch..everyone judges me before they know me!! I HATE THAT!!

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:34:00 pm:
Secret from jlporn:
UHM how do i say this...my dad is a porn star director and he recently asked me to be in a film. so i said yes.........but its with my BROTHER and we have yea, thats right.............SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we did it. and know im pregnant with a mentally retarded incese child. whats a slut to do?

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:37:16 pm:
Secret from OOOOOOOOOOOOOOK:
ok, ur a nasty little ho. u FUCKED UR FUCKING BROTHER U FUCKING SLUT!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:39:51 pm:
Secret from Peoples:
What can I do, My left nut is bigger then my right nut, and I'm growing a third testicle. What should I do??

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:41:56 pm:
Secret from DUDE........thats nasty:
hey, man we dont wanna hear about ur NUTS OK!! ur a freak...go have one of ur balls removed. thats disgusting. I KNOW WHO U ARE.........im telling everyone and you will never get laid again!

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:43:44 pm:
Secret from YO:
did you just GRAB MY ASS??!!???

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:44:59 pm:
Secret from Yo MAMA:
I cant think right now. Whenever I think about something my ding dong starts to hurt. So I take some advils and put them up my poop shoot and it feels all better, how can I prevent this any ideas???

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:49:29 pm:
Secret from Liddle dong:
I have a liddle wee wee and I cant get laid. I tried all the pumps to enlarge mr. happy but he's still a small shrnot happy. Does anyone know the secret to make Mr. Happy happy again???

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:52:05 pm:
Secret from I DOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!:
listen man, we all have these problems. all u gotta do is jerk off more often. i mean......do all it takes. u gotta make it "SWEELL" if you know what i mean. if u smack the monkey enough, it will get larger......it work for me anyways!

Tuesday, December 26, 2000 - 11:56:13 pm:
Secret from OMG!!:
OMG, so i dunno what happened to me. so the other night i was having sex...but like it was the first time with a guy right.....so like all the sudden i heard this loud pop come out of my twat.....it was scary as hell u know, then like blood came gushing out and my cousin (the person i was fucking) told me he popped my CHERRY lidan!

Wednesday, December 27, 2000 - 12:00:20 am:
Secret from Cherry Poppin Pappa:
I have a secret... promise not to tell??? have u ever had sex underwater?? well I have with the little mermaid!!! boy was she good, she made me squeal like I've never squealed before.

Wednesday, December 27, 2000 - 10:30:58 am:
Secret from READ LEE PIMP:
OOOOK, first of all, ur not all that babe. IIMMM so sorry to "burst your bubble" or should i say..."POP UR CHERRY" but ur not cool cause u had sex underwater OK. i mean what the fuck are you trying to prove huh?? and by the way...the whole world knows about ur THRID nut and no one will ever want to have sex with u again........EVER!!!

Wednesday, December 27, 2000 - 03:01:40 pm:
Secret from Mike Zwick:
I am in love with my friend Jenn

Thursday, December 28, 2000 - 12:12:47 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Well, here's hoping the psychos are finished with thier competition to see who is gayer.
Eeewwwwwww. Sends a shiver up my spine with the mere thought they'll start up again. Ick!

~D Angel
"Fool, you have just ensured the doom of this world. You cannot even begin to imagine what you have set in motion here today."

Friday, December 29, 2000 - 07:28:00 am:
Secret from OOOmannnn!!:
MY MANHOOD MAN!!! somegirl was really hungray one night, and i was like ok, lets go out to eat. but she was really horny so she wanted to go up to my room. so of course i was like OOK! so like i think she was madd drunk because she confused my U KNOW WHAT with food@!! ahhhhhhh

Monday, January 1, 2001 - 04:21:30 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Did you know...

That last night the world was supposed to end?
But the bringers of this Doom forgot their watches at home?
That their watches weren't even set right to begin with?

As a result...

They are not running a little behind schedule.
The Doom of this world has thus been delayed.
This is the first message on this board of the new year! :)

~D Angel
"Bring forth your mighty hand, and let destruction follow in its wake!"

Thursday, January 4, 2001 - 12:39:41 am:
Secret from Beer:
I like beer. It's true...it's true.

Thursday, January 4, 2001 - 05:12:28 pm:
Secret from lil cute girl:
sup ppl..My best friend's are Carolyn, Maryam, Crystal, Robin and Terran..there cool!!!

Friday, January 5, 2001 - 05:48:57 am:
Secret from joe:
Jess wants corey...she told me yesterday

Friday, January 5, 2001 - 05:51:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i found out that my friend likes my boyfriend..

Saturday, January 6, 2001 - 05:31:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
spank u

Monday, January 8, 2001 - 12:46:44 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
I want Jess, although probably not the same one. :) The world can be so big sometimes... and then in others it seems as though it is so small you cannot even move.

~D Angel
"Viva Forever"

Tuesday, January 16, 2001 - 12:07:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like someone who is named fernando and he is an idiot!!! im sorry

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 01:56:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, January 18, 2001 - 05:58:45 am:
Secret from scott vest:
I like to do little 13 year olds

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 12:12:24 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 12:20:48 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 22, 2001 - 04:26:17 pm:
Secret from bob jones:
I hate my neigbour! Her name is Sarah!

Monday, January 22, 2001 - 05:41:34 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, January 24, 2001 - 08:21:28 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
life sucks!

Wednesday, January 24, 2001 - 07:09:20 pm:
Secret from frog princess:
i slept with my ex-boyfriends roommate when he was on vacation and later slept with my ex-boyfriend when he had a new girlfriend!!! and i liked it both times!

Sunday, January 28, 2001 - 12:02:50 am:
Secret from Jenn:
I love Sean. There, I said it. And Sean has a girlfriend, named Jodi. And I am dating a great guy, named Jeff. But all I want to do is stare into Sean's eyes, and imagine that I was the one he was with.
He feels SOMETHING for me.
But, unfortunately AND fortunately, he is an honorable guy. He won't ditch Jodi for some other girl. He stays with her out of a sense of comfort.
And that maks me like him even more.
*Sigh*

Monday, January 29, 2001 - 04:47:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 2, 2001 - 06:52:56 pm:
Secret from Jess:
I love scott vest not kevin

Sunday, Febraury 4, 2001 - 10:13:44 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, Febraury 7, 2001 - 01:05:53 pm:
Secret from me:
Yes a yr ago today i fell in love too.
A lot has happened since.
And i still dont have the answers :(

Wednesday, Febraury 7, 2001 - 01:42:49 pm:
Secret from ms. D:
I know that the answers aren't there for you. I am also aware that they never may be, it's a truth that's hard to face for me, but necessary. Maybe the answers you find will lead you away from me, rather than to me. I have had to accept that harsh reality before. But to have loved, even from far away, is better than never having loved at all.
A lot has happened, yes...but, some things don't change. The person you are, the special place you hold in my heart,and how much I care have not changed, no matter what the circumstances have been. You are worth the effort, the time, the tears, and the joy. It is all part of the whole of knowing you and having you in my life, and I accept the hard times with the good ones.
That said, I will go now, taking the rest of my secrets with me......
MYLC

Thursday, Febraury 8, 2001 - 08:29:24 pm:
Secret from YEA immmmmmm back:
ok. i cant stop confessing. i just have problems you know. everything is FUCKED UP. i hate doing the films with my dad. he makes me do them. i get paid really well, but i tell yea, when your pussy starts swell.....thats when you know you've fucked with ur brother or cousin one to many times!! i mean my dad is too cheap to hire real actors.....so he used us. im getting tired. uch. i just wanna be normal. no one knows this about me. and by the way.....my best friend has a third testicle and i have to sleep with him TONITE ONE FILM!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, Febraury 10, 2001 - 04:05:59 pm:
Secret from Junnifer:
I have a crush on a guy.. I hate my mom!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, Febraury 13, 2001 - 04:50:39 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i have a crush on you.

Thursday, Febraury 15, 2001 - 07:45:50 pm:
Secret from JJJ666LLL:
i have to tell the world. lidan isnt really a man. he hides his identity. anyone who is friends with him or knows him should immediatly think twice before having intercourse....you might be suprised of what you see...OR DONT SEE if you know what i mean. luv ya babe see you soon!!!

Friday, Febraury 16, 2001 - 03:46:28 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 16, 2001 - 03:49:55 pm:
Secret from What. like im gonna tell you?:
i have a crush on this dude named brad h. and i think he likes me. im wondering if anyone knows the next step. if so...... tell me on the secret web. (i check it every friday at 5:40)

Saturday, Febraury 17, 2001 - 02:33:13 pm:
Secret from oldenuae:
I have a fetish with socks!!

Monday, Febraury 19, 2001 - 12:36:11 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i wanted to stick my finger in there this morning. i really did.

Monday, Febraury 19, 2001 - 06:29:02 pm:
Secret from A-MANS-MAN:
Jenn T, you cant knock what you haven't tried. Theres more then what meets the eye!! Dont get jealous of me cause you cant get none! I'll see you, and by the way CALL ME!!!!!

Monday, Febraury 19, 2001 - 07:24:17 pm:
Secret from MR.DEEPBLUE FISHERMAN:
I HAD MAD SEX WITH LLCOOL J AFTER THE AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS 2001 WITH A D___ SO HUGE, I CAN STILL FEEL IT IN THE BACK OF MY THROAT

Tuesday, Febraury 20, 2001 - 09:18:00 am:
Secret from Murtle:

Tuesday, Febraury 20, 2001 - 09:18:05 pm:
Secret from LBneeds to get SOME:
ok so there is this loser guy i know, i mean we are friends I GUESS but i feeL really really bad for him. hee NEEDDS ass real bad and no one is willing to give him any....even for MONEY YO>>> well anyway his birthday is friday, so if anyone is desperate and excepts travelers checks give me a ring.

Tuesday, Febraury 20, 2001 - 09:22:26 pm:
Secret from NOBOOTYJENN:
Jenn, if you had a booty maybe I would do you a favor and have sex with you, but since you have no booty and theres nothing else going for you, I GUESS it's not worth my TIME!! If you get really desperate, I'm sure I can hook you up with FROG FACE! Later :)

Tuesday, Febraury 20, 2001 - 09:26:13 pm:
Secret from yea OOKK LB:
well.........first of all where do you go off dissing JENN...the owner of this website. thats low bro. i dont believe you. just cause YOU DONT GET NONE dont mean you have to bring other people down with you!!

Tuesday, Febraury 20, 2001 - 09:31:16 pm:
Secret from WHERES-YOUR-BOOTY?!?!:
That would of worked except for that fact that the jenn that works this site looks good unlke the jenn I know :) the jenn I know is a dirty looking no booty hoe that likes to pee all the time!!!! Jenn so please next time try to pee in the bathroom and not in your pants, your too old for that. G'nite :)

Wednesday, Febraury 21, 2001 - 11:12:00 am:
Secret from Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg:
Hey I'm black and my name is scott v.

Wednesday, Febraury 21, 2001 - 02:54:28 pm:
Secret from your SOO funny :
listen U. jenn is awesome i dont know what the fuck ur talking about. she is the most awesome girl i know. and her ass is way fine. she is hotter than any girl ive seen. i think your just jealous cause your ass dont look as good as jenns does!

Wednesday, Febraury 21, 2001 - 09:58:01 pm:
Secret from hey im jenn and ....:
hey im jenn....and im not black. thats why i have no ass

Friday, Febraury 23, 2001 - 05:29:09 am:
Secret from Crystal Blue, Cher:
I am seeking a Upfront, Honest, No Games Woyam, with Honesty, Dignity for self and others , as well Respect. One who is Blunt and to the Point, thus having much Pride Within., The Rest is My Secret....Contact me if you like...Peace Out, Woyman in Uniform

Saturday, Febraury 24, 2001 - 11:04:06 pm:
Secret from PP:
I would love to have Rollie to keep for my very own to use whenever I wish day or night. :o)

Sunday, Febraury 25, 2001 - 04:36:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, Febraury 26, 2001 - 05:46:23 pm:
Secret from me:
you need porn here

Tuesday, Febraury 27, 2001 - 07:12:38 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, Febraury 27, 2001 - 07:08:12 pm:
Secret from Kewl/gurl/2001:
Hey peeps.. just wanna say supp???? and aight ya guested it tell a secret..well its not a huge secret..I am so smart!!!!! ...lol well gotta run.. h/w and all.. aight peeps PEACE OUT BABES!!!!!! lol

Friday, March 2, 2001 - 11:20:24 am:
Secret from SilvrStar's Secret:
Yesterday was my Birthday. :P

I am not SilvrStar
Just SilvrStar's Secret.

~SilvrStar
"All I know is it was easier before, when I just didn't give a damn about anything." -Max (Dark Angel)

Saturday, March 3, 2001 - 01:28:28 am:
Secret from ROBIN SHAW:
I LOVE JAMES SHANNON HES THE ******************.......NEVER YOU MIND

Saturday, March 3, 2001 - 01:41:12 am:
Secret from THIS IS THE REAL.....:
THIS IS THE REAL ROBIN SHAW I DO NOT LIKE JAMES SHANNON I CANT STAND HIM AND I KNOW MY FRIEND WROTE THAT I HATE YOU JENN!!!!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2001 - 01:44:31 am:
Secret from MEEE(robin again):
i like someone.....not james......i like......daryl pearson i think hes cute he dosnt like me though.....what a pity
luv robin

Saturday, March 3, 2001 - 01:45:45 am:
Secret from MEEE(robin again):
i am board jenn dobis a bitch....i hate jenn.....i hate jenn.......lol j/k jenn!!!!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2001 - 11:44:35 pm:
Secret from the animals:
i am a lesbian

Sunday, March 4, 2001 - 09:30:12 am:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
Looks up there... Whats up with that?

Need to crunch something?

:)

~Tempest Angel
"All I know is it was easier before, when I just didn't give a damn about anything." -Max

Sunday, March 4, 2001 - 01:58:57 pm:
Secret from A-W-A-R-3:
Wanna know my secret? Vosit A-W-A-R-3.net

Sunday, March 4, 2001 - 01:59:05 pm:
Secret from A-W-A-R-3:
Wanna know my secret? Visit A-W-A-R-3.net

Tuesday, March 6, 2001 - 08:12:35 am:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
Neat site.

~Tempest Angel
"All I know is it was easier before, when I just didn't give a damn about anything." -Max

Wednesday, March 7, 2001 - 03:33:17 pm:
Secret from some kid:
i want my ex girlfriend!!

Wednesday, March 7, 2001 - 03:38:37 pm:
Secret from 19:
I love you 007!!!!

Wednesday, March 7, 2001 - 03:53:22 pm:
Secret from 007:
te amo 19

Thursday, March 8, 2001 - 02:32:51 pm:
Secret from jenn:
im 2timing

Friday, March 9, 2001 - 10:10:57 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, March 9, 2001 - 03:35:45 pm:
Secret from its me JENN:
well..im trying to keep up here. i have not many secrets at this moment in time. L...u know who u are. you should be expecting a call at aprox. 5:12 on sunday! better be home bitch!

Tuesday, March 13, 2001 - 12:39:01 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I see dead people

Thursday, March 15, 2001 - 02:01:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I stole a car 37 years ago (really)

Thursday, March 15, 2001 - 07:08:37 pm:
Secret from 4- Taboobzadeh :):
hey, just thought I would drop u a note. I dont really have any secrets except that your the hottest thing I've ever seen. Gimme a call next time you have an "appointment"

Wednesday, March 21, 2001 - 06:32:09 pm:
Secret from JLooooooo (jenn lid) 0000:
Hey.....not much except.....HOW COME LIDAN never calls me?? why is it always me calling him. if anyone can figure this out please feel free to tell me. is it a guy thing? what they r too cool or to busssssyy to call????????????????????

Wednesday, March 21, 2001 - 08:57:30 pm:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
Ok. I had this new friend in College... lets call her Bobbi. Things started ou t pretty quiet.. just went over to her place every once and a while. Then meant her daughter - lets call her Brooke (who turned out to be a Diablo fan). And s o we were all friends and all, started forming our own little group. Went out t o a movie, had a couple dinners, and shot some pool every so often. Celebrated a couple B-Day parties, you know things friends do. Then another member joins o ur group, lets call him Wade, and Bobbi and Wade start to get close. Doesn't ef fect anything at first. So they get close, and then decide its not a good idea and say they'll break it up. Then of course this never actually happens. The k eep saying this several times, and it never happens. Meanwhile we're still doin g the party thing and stuff. And Brooke really begins to take to me (cause I'm the only one that plays Diablo with her the way she wants). Then Christmas brea k shows up. Don't see anyone from the group for a good couple weeks. School st arts, and all is well. Go out for some pool early on in the week, and get toget her on Friday night to say goodbye to a friend going back to her hometown. Litt le did I know that would be the last night any of us would be together as a grou p. Shortly after on a Sunday evening Wade and Bobbi actually broke up. They ma nage to avoid each other for about a week, and sure enough things go back to the way they were (at least for them). Its somewhere in here that Bobbi takes on t his "screw the friends" attitude. She stops talking to us, stops inviting us over, stops getting together with us period. Suddenly the only thing she wants is Wade. Speaking of which, by this point we're all sick about hearing about their relationship. So for a few months things remain this way, and she keeps ignoring us for no apparent reason. Then one day in E-Mail someone brings up the whole Wade and Bobbi thing. I'm like "great.. just what I need to read" and send out a response like this. Then some moron out of nowhere steps in and literally attacks me on the net for having my opinion (and ironically says in the attack that if I wanna say something I should just say it and not be so cryptic or something). And so I reply defending myself (BTW, this is all on a listbot.. and the E-Mail came from Bobbi's address). And being the list owner I impose moderation because no one on the list wants to read the crap this idiot (lets call him Dwayne) posted. Bobbi literally just flips a lid and gets all pissy at this point, starts acting snotty the whole works. So things just got 100% worse. And of course she finally decides the quit the list. So, how can someone that seemed so nice and friendly change overnight like that?? Twice .. once in Jan (when she started ignoring us) and then recently after I defend myself to some moron. Is it some kind of girl thing to decieve someone, pretend to be there friend for a while then up and say get lost (although not that nice) and watch the reaction? Do they get some kinda kick out of this? Did last semster mean absolutly nothing to her even though it seemed like it did. Guess I just gotta try and be more careful who I let into my life. They might seem nice, but inside its a whole new story. The Bobbi I know is dead (personality wise), and the new Bobbi is not good at all.

~Tempest Angel
"All I know is that it was easier before, when I just didn't give a damn about anything."

Wednesday, March 21, 2001 - 09:06:21 pm:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
BTW.. all of this and she never made even one attempt to discuss this with me as an adult. Which she is.. I'm 19, and she's 30. And I'm more mature... what's wrong with that picture? Tempted to post her E-Mail addy everwhere so she can get flooded with hate mail and junk mail... afterall its what the 'new' Bobbi deserves. I only feel sorry for Brooke throughout all of this. Wonder what lies she's been told about me and why I'm never around anymore (She's 5 BTW)

~Tempest Angel

Sunday, March 25, 2001 - 01:01:12 pm:
Secret from what kind of friend:
maybe u should be more interesting L

Sunday, March 25, 2001 - 01:42:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, March 25, 2001 - 05:44:50 pm:
Secret from :

Wednesday, March 28, 2001 - 10:15:53 am:
Secret from lidan sucks:
im never forgiving u lidan

Saturday, March 31, 2001 - 11:13:14 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, March 31, 2001 - 11:14:09 am:
Secret from xxx:

Monday, April 2, 2001 - 08:20:56 pm:
Secret from debbie:
Last year i bought an old camero and couldnt find the right part i need. My boss had the same camero, so one night i went to his house and ripped out some very rare and expensive parts that i needed. Needless to say i didnt feel guilty about it, he was the worst man to work for...and ever since his car doesnt run right...but mine does

Friday, April 6, 2001 - 12:32:40 am:
Secret from jennifer:
I want to kill somebody, I want to bash her fucking face into the concrete until they(the medical examiner) will have no choice but to try to peice it together to identify the dental records. I won't do it, but that is the anger I am feeling inside. This is the kind of person that you can't try to talk to because shes just too fucking stupid. She is wrong. She has hurt one too many people and will never ever be smart enough to realize it and try to change. Stupid people shouldn't breed! ARGHHHH!!!! Let me go and pray now....that wasn't good..just needed to be said. Thank You.

Saturday, April 7, 2001 - 08:20:22 pm:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
I know exactly how you feel, except for different reasons. And although I may get angry enough at times to feel like killing, when it comes to my situation, I really don't know who the target could be to help alleviate the pain.

~Tempest Angel
"Life is a lemon, and I want my money back" -Meatloaf

Friday, April 13, 2001 - 07:37:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hitler is my lover.

Wednesday, April 18, 2001 - 10:46:42 am:
Secret from biggie smalls:
i love you bitch

Wednesday, April 18, 2001 - 10:48:36 am:
Secret from biggie smalls:
if you want to fuck call the big guy (me)

Sunday, April 22, 2001 - 09:30:50 am:
Secret from Phool:
I thought someone on the net loved me.....how wrong i was.
I think she just looks for sympathy, plays with peoples emotions.
Thanx D.

Monday, April 23, 2001 - 02:16:40 am:
Secret from oh_itss_you_Bob:
I have a desire to date a younger woman, say around 18 or 19. Someone that could dress up like a cheerleader for me. I have a lot of money to show her a good time!!!!!

Friday, April 27, 2001 - 09:39:40 am:
Secret from Richard:
None really

Sunday, April 29, 2001 - 07:50:12 pm:
Secret from Tempest Angel:
I've learned that it doesn't matter how much you care, some people are just assholes.

Tuesday, May 1, 2001 - 10:05:01 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I'm a woman! HA HA HA!

Thursday, May 3, 2001 - 04:56:38 pm:
Secret from helpless soul:
Hi everyone.. Everyone in My school hates me they call me bitch, slut and smelly and other mean things. I have Done NOTHING to them and just yesturday one of them beat me up. I dont want to call the poloce or tell anyone because they might do it again.. Oh well.. what should I do???

Thursday, May 3, 2001 - 05:01:16 pm:
Secret from Хngel~Child:
ITS thursday May 2001 and guess what!! I still have a huge crush on Nick the one who was in my Info tech class.. cuz if you scroll up on this then you'll find more things say (i LIKE NICK) I think he actually might be the one for me cuz he likes me cuz he flirts all the time with me and well he is just so my type but the only diff is hes popular and I'm not and I dont want others to think hes a freak if he does like me and well if he every reads this heres what I have to say!!! " I like you more then a friend way more than that and if you like me please tell me"!!!! ok bye bye ppl chow!

Thursday, May 3, 2001 - 05:18:58 pm:
Secret from a silvr star fan!:
I was wondering y silvr star doesnt put msgs on here anymore he/she was really cool ok well I'll be waiting for your reply if your out there silvr star and if you read this please email me at super_real_angel@hotmail.com ok thx!!!

Saturday, May 5, 2001 - 11:46:27 am:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Still here... always here. Always watching, waiting to see. It may seem like a while since I have posted, but it is not as long as you may think.
A face with many names am I, used not this one for some time now though.

~SilvrStar
"Do you remember when days were like that." -Sugar Jones

Thursday, May 10, 2001 - 12:39:08 am:
Secret from Were you talking about me, Phool?:
If you are who I think you are, then you have me all wrong. I am not that way. I have been completely honest with you, always. If you do not choose to believe it when I tell you I love you, that is your choice. Then I am the one who is being played with. You won't tell me how you feel about me, you won't tell me if you care, you assume that because I am offline for a while for legitimate reasons, that I must be hiding. I have done nothing to give you reason to distrust me. All I've done is love you, and in return, every once in a while, you decide to say "have a nice life". I think a lot of the problem is that we only get to talk online, and it's difficult to know what the other person is saying when you can't hear their voice. I say what I mean, I mean what I say. I don't say "I love you" to just anyone. Well, I really don't know what else to say,except that yes, I do love you R., I am still here-please talk to me about what you think and feel before you just assume the worst.
D.

Thursday, May 10, 2001 - 08:41:37 pm:
Secret from DQX4:
Some people should just be shot! Others, drawn and quartered! I'm probably one of them, but still!!!! Who else has a "Student Loan" hanging over there head? Yeah well, I'm not paying it!!! I'm not even in Canada any more! The bloody thing is so f#%DED up that I can't pay it now even if I wanted to! Then there is all the other parts of life! AHHH...just rambling, but if there is anyone considering taking the dreaded OSAP, DON'T!!!! Teaching in Japan? IT'S NOT TEACHING!!!!! IT doesn't matter if you're at a University or a kindergarden! I've done both and they are not teaching in any way shape of form!!!!!!!! In all the money is good and the life is what you make it, but you have to blank out, phase out, become utterly stoned for about eight hours a day if you want to live threw it with a grain of sanity! The rest of it is what you make it. The drunk "Salary Men" who try to talk to you or just glare at you can be fun, but also very frustrating. I restort to using what little french I know and that soon shuts their sour smelling mouths, or I just tell them I'm Japanese and they get even more confused and their little world falls apart cuz some blond is now Japanese! An utterly but they fall for it since they can hardly keep themselves physically from falling on their faces!!!

Actually I'm at "work" now and have to go "teach" in literarly a minute!

ALways
DQX4

Thursday, May 10, 2001 - 09:53:35 pm:
Secret from Don Lydecker:
I just wanted to tell you that Manticore is real. Afterall, the best place to hide something is in plain site. My X-5's are getting a little anxious for some action... so if any of you have some 'targets' you'd like to suggest. Then by all means.

Friday, May 11, 2001 - 08:18:07 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
t3gbf v

Saturday, May 12, 2001 - 09:49:45 pm:
Secret from ROBIN:
I HATE MY BEST FRIEND JENNIFER DOUBININ

Saturday, May 12, 2001 - 10:57:31 pm:
Secret from Your GOD:
Thanks for sharing. But really now... you hate one person? You came all this way just to say that you hate one person. You are pathetic! I've had days where I've hated the entire world. Mabye not ever individual for seperate reasons... but the entire world, the way things are.. the way things are run. So now my simple minded friend, do you think it was worth it? Have you anything that could even come close to comparing to that?

Your God!
"Beautiful."
"Huh?"
"The stars. We don't just look at them anymore, but they really are quite.. beautiful." -MIB: The Movie

Saturday, May 12, 2001 - 11:23:02 pm:
Secret from Me:
Hey Robin Fuck you.. You have no reason good enough to hate me I did nothing to you and you know what I want all my cloths that you borrowed from me and I dont hate you I am going to feel sorry for you!

Saturday, May 12, 2001 - 11:58:56 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel Returns:
Whoops! I think I just stepped into something I know nothing about. Guess I better turn a run ... now.

Blazin'

~D Angel
"We are alone at least once per day."

Sunday, May 13, 2001 - 09:28:23 am:
Secret from Cup Cake:
All I know is ppl can be very mean but there is no reason to fight

Sunday, May 13, 2001 - 08:05:55 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Yes. And I've learned that it doesn't matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. And that has nothing to do with whats going on here, I learned that due to other matters and happenings over the last year at Lakeland College. Let me just say, be careful who you are friend with out there in the real world. Some people are just born back-stabbers. If with a single thought I could wipe the Earth clean of that treacherous kind, I would... but such power is unimaginable, and also dangerous for one person to have.

On a better topic: X-Files season finale tonight!!!!

:)

Blazin

~D Angel
"It's all right if you fall, you are human afterall." -Fisher

Sunday, May 13, 2001 - 09:49:06 pm:
Secret from EyesOnly:
I care for Jessica Labbe. I do not know if it is love, or how far these feelings go, as I know not what love is. All I know for sure is that I have not felt this way about anyone ever. It is likely that nothing will ever come of it, but I can't contain this forever.
So.. well thats it I guess.

Sunday, May 13, 2001 - 11:57:33 pm:
Secret from sweetassuger.com:

Tuesday, May 15, 2001 - 05:15:31 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
That website doesn't exist.

Have a nice day. :)

~D Angel
"Need to crunch something?"

Tuesday, May 15, 2001 - 06:16:59 pm:
Secret from crocidile:
i am a fuckin bitch

Tuesday, May 15, 2001 - 06:24:30 pm:
Secret from robin :
jennifer i do hate you and i never want to talk to you again
im throughing you r clothes out side in a bag and you can come pick them up and i really am avoiding you so go to hell if a ever see your fuckin face anywhere near me again im going to beat it in.

Tuesday, May 15, 2001 - 06:27:21 pm:
Secret from kelsey:
the only reason i dont like you is because you always call me a bitch and you know what you can go to hell because you are a bitch and if you touch me i will get robin to kick your ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2001 - 11:52:01 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Who the hell are these people? Should I just trace thier IPs and hack em. Wipe everything on thier HDDs... or just plant a really nasty virus....
::thinks for a second::
Gotta admit though, it does remind me of a hate I now hold for a once trusted friend named Bobbi... who just turned around and left me for dead pretty much.
::Thinks a little more::
But we don't need to go there. :) Now back to this whole hacking idea...

~D Angel
"Mess with the Best, Die like the Rest."

Wednesday, May 16, 2001 - 12:05:22 am:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Something else... you really should practice proper grammer skills. Y'know... capitals, periods and the rest of that crap. It's a skill your gonna need if you plan to get anywhere with your.. ah.. 'lives'.

And this one's for Kelsey. You really should work on fighting your own fights. Take care of yourself and don't get others to do your dirty work for you. Afterall, if you can't defend yourself ... you really won't make it anywhere. Specially in the US, which is I'm assuming where your from based on the education level I see here.

Now that I've made a complete ass out of you, why don't you get Robin to find me and beat me up... hmm. Cept' you don't even know who I am.

ANNUIT COEPTIS NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM
(Announcing the Birth of a New World Order)

Thursday, May 17, 2001 - 08:03:51 am:
Secret from Me:
Hey kelsey and robin you can say what ever you want because I dont care.. You both are self centered and think more of your selfs every day, so when your older and you have no friends, dont even wonder why I stopped being friends with you. Because you know I dont have the time of day to even talk or be friends with two snobs that take and take and never give!

Thursday, May 17, 2001 - 08:08:00 am:
Secret from Cutest babe:
Why are you ppl fighting.. Kelsey does she mean it hurtfully when she calls you a bitch or is she just playing around?? And robin why give up on a friend.. Everyone needs all the friends they can get.. And I bet you have alot of friends so y not have one more??? I assume that Jennifer and U have been friends for awhile so why not keep that friendship?

Thursday, May 17, 2001 - 08:38:56 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I filled with hate for surten ppl (no names) becasue there soo damn pig headed.. god why cant ppl just fuckin get along?

Thursday, May 17, 2001 - 08:36:54 pm:
Secret from hey there Mr. James:
I have a secret, I'm so much in LOVE WITH YOU, and one more thing Baby, you are soo good in bed.. I had a wonderful afternoon ( I Love You Baby ) My man's the best

Friday, May 18, 2001 - 09:08:25 am:
Secret from Cutest babe:
I hope your not in love wiht me!

Friday, May 18, 2001 - 06:33:52 pm:
Secret from Hey There:
No Sorry, I'm Not in love with you, I'm Only In Love With my man (Mr. James) he's the best!! So Don't get too confused... muahhh

Saturday, May 19, 2001 - 12:40:01 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
ok

Saturday, May 19, 2001 - 02:49:14 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
life....sometimes i think it's so perfect, and yet when I rethink my thoughts all over again, it seems
as if it'd have been better if I was not born at all. I want to have my love ones back, come back soh**i, come back so that I can get enough of u!

Sunday, May 20, 2001 - 07:57:45 am:
Secret from jenn.com:
wow, hey.

I haven't really looked at this page in ages, tres wacky.

Anyways, keep it up =)

jenn(at)jenn.com

Monday, May 21, 2001 - 10:01:17 am:
Secret from Їup:
I have a theory of life. God put us here to do his dirty work. there for we need to take on some lazyness as he has!

Monday, May 21, 2001 - 05:39:40 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Hey Jenn (at jenn.com) if that is really you... could you mabye do something about the size of the secretWeb? The load time is killer... specially since there are messages dating back to 1996.

~D Angel
"Trust No One, it is the only way to live."

Tuesday, May 22, 2001 - 05:34:54 pm:
Secret from Confined Child:
My mom has a new bf.. She already told me she would rather choose him then me because I hate him.. What should I do.. I dont want to go live with my dad because my step mom is really mean. and my mom has already threatened me that shes going to make me go live with him after I already moved back.. what should I do?

Wednesday, May 23, 2001 - 06:13:42 pm:
Secret from Хngel~Child:
Well hello every one.. I have come to fave the fact that soy el diablo!! thats spanish for I'm the Devil
everyone seems to think so anyway
I also have come to the Idea That I need to make major changes in my life.. I am becoming veggie tarinain..lol and I am going to become the best student... I'm going to stop swearing and going to stop being a bitch.. now thats alot to ask from me.. from me of all people.. lol see ya later

~ХNGEL
" Confidence is another form of ingnorance"

Wednesday, May 23, 2001 - 09:28:40 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I met a guy and foolishly believed him when he said that he didn't have a girlfriend. Needless to say that I slept with him and he did not call me for a while. When I finally talked to him He said that he did in fact have a girlfriend. To top it off I found out from a friend of mine that he has a PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND and is F***ing my friend's friend now! I want to call his girfriend and tell her, but, I don't know if my intentions are good or if I just want to be vindictive. Worst of all, if I had known I don't know if I would have slept with him anyway if I had known from the beginning. I am so awful!

Wednesday, May 23, 2001 - 09:34:01 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I met a guy and foolishly believed him when he said that he didn't have a girlfriend. Needless to say that I slept with him and he did not call me for a while. When I finally talked to him He said that he did in fact have a girlfriend. To top it off I found out from a friend of mine that he has a PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND and is F***ing my friend's friend now! I want to call his girfriend and tell her, but, I don't know if my intentions are good or if I just want to be vindictive. Worst of all, if I had known from the beginning, I don't know if I would have slept with him anyway. I am so awful!

Wednesday, May 23, 2001 - 09:59:12 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Hmm.. so Diablo is spanish for Devil. I always knew that Diablo had to mean something like that, or be related to Hell and all, I just never knew how directly. Oh well, still makes for two great games and I can't wait for the expasion "Lord of Destruction" to come out.
Don't suppose we have an Voyagers in here? Love the starship armor concept.

~D Angel
"Why do things happen as they do in dreams?"

Thursday, May 24, 2001 - 05:07:13 pm:
Secret from Хngel~Child:
Hi everyone its me again.. the one that has this huge crush on Nick.. well any way today during p.e class I heard him say he liked me and so today he picked me to be on his rugby team ..and during the game he kept trying to tackle me .. all my friends said that he wanted to ask me out but.. I'm not sure

Sunday, May 27, 2001 - 03:52:05 pm:
Secret from just a girl:
i'm tired. i think i'm going to go to sleep now.

Sunday, May 27, 2001 - 08:31:41 pm:
Secret from Cali_Babe:
My favourite song is CALIFORNIA by Wave.. I think I want to run away and move to california.. thats like o ver 3000 miles... since I live in BC in Canada

Thursday, May 31, 2001 - 05:14:35 pm:
Secret from Bob:
I was at a big party bash and I saw me crush there. I was so nervous so, and when I walked up to her I said "Would you like me to put some beef in your taco?"

Thursday, May 31, 2001 - 07:04:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Hi bob.. I was at that bash to.. Thanks for talking to me I thought you never would say some thing

Thursday, May 31, 2001 - 11:24:36 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
I have a Destiny.

~D Angel
"Why do things happen as they do in dreams?"

Friday, June 1, 2001 - 05:07:11 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
do you reallt now?

Friday, June 1, 2001 - 06:17:53 pm:
Secret from JENNLUVSLIDAN:
i need someone. i am lonely. i need a life. i need a boyfriend. i really do. i am in love with someone. i relaly dont want anyone to know. his name does start with a L ...and ends with idan. but i hope no one ever knows who it is...

Friday, June 1, 2001 - 08:59:25 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
This thing you call 'love'... please define it. I know not what love is. But from what I do know, I'm not sure I ever really want to know.
Knowledge is dangerous.

~D Angel
"You.. Have.. a .... Destiny." -Zathras

Saturday, June 2, 2001 - 10:09:04 am:
Secret from My heart aches for you Jenn!!:
Jenn, I cant stop thinking about you, your the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I go to sleep, your always on my mind, I think I'm in love...

Saturday, June 2, 2001 - 10:43:57 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
are you talking about me cuz my name is Jenn

Saturday, June 2, 2001 - 02:28:26 pm:
Secret from My heart aches for Jenn:
I was talking about the love of my life, and it's not you girl, it's Jenn T

Saturday, June 2, 2001 - 04:44:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
thank god

Wednesday, June 6, 2001 - 06:18:52 pm:
Secret from Sexy:
I Love Logan Cox & all of my friends wont like me if i date him

Thursday, June 7, 2001 - 06:17:09 pm:
Secret from ~helper~:
who cares what your friends think.. if they were good friends they wouldn't care and they would agree with you... I think you should drop them and make new better friends and date him if you want to

Monday, June 11, 2001 - 10:49:26 pm:
Secret from Dark Angel:
Good friends are hard to find, and even harder to let go of.

~D Angel
"Unknown is just a word we created to define the undefinable."

Thursday, June 14, 2001 - 06:21:25 pm:
Secret from ~helper~:
yes good friends are hard to find. but then they also mught be putting a cover on so that you will only see the good part of the friendship..

Friday, June 15, 2001 - 04:47:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Love is one of the hardest things to find. I thought I loved some-one but, I was in dinile because I thought that person liked me to but. hey thats what happens when you like some one and your a bitch to them and they dnt like you.... Any ays I'm to young for real love. and my mom says shes to old. but when r u to young and when r u to old? For TRUE LOVE??

Saturday, June 16, 2001 - 06:30:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I Love nick

Saturday, June 16, 2001 - 06:33:28 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like this boy named _______ alot

Saturday, June 16, 2001 - 06:45:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I REALLYREALLY LIKLE HIM BUT HE DONT KNOW i am a christian

Monday, June 18, 2001 - 07:44:33 pm:
Secret from ~helper~:
hey annynomus.. you talking about my nick cus if you are I'll kick your fucking ass

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 - 08:13:29 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
"Uўakta k§z§m§n okudugu okulun mќdќrќ ve Sener denen yardakc§s§ k§zlar§m§za sark§nt§l§k ediyor. S.A.K. Anadolu Ogretmen Lisesi"

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 - 08:14:15 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
xxx

Wednesday, June 20, 2001 - 04:41:52 pm:
Secret from ~BC_BABE~:
I LIKE THIS GRADE NINE AND IM IN GRADE 7 HES IN MY HOME ROOM AND TODAY AFTER THE GRADE NINE GRAD CEREMONY HE GAVE ME HIS ROSE.. AND IN MY YEAR BOOK HE SAID HAVE A COOL SUMMER C-YA AROUND LOVE *** IM NOT TELLING WHO BECAUSE MY MOM ALWAYS COMES TO THIS SITE.. BUT IF YOUR THAT PERSON IM TALKING ABOUT YOU'LL KNOW IT

Thursday, June 21, 2001 - 07:04:36 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
yo yo yo.. lst day of EXAMS IS TOMORROW!!! OH YEA OH YEA OH YEA!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so fucking sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, June 21, 2001 - 07:45:21 pm:
Secret from D Angel:
I've been out of school since April 26th. Muaahahahah!
~Dark Angel
"I'm losing My Favorite Game, you're losing your mind again." -The Cardigans

Thursday, June 21, 2001 - 09:42:43 pm:
Secret from You Know I Do:
BC_BABE

Friday, June 22, 2001 - 09:25:50 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, June 22, 2001 - 09:26:56 pm:
Secret from BC_BABE:
hey "you know i do" who the fuck r u?

Thursday, June 28, 2001 - 10:43:52 am:
Secret from ~me:
wuzzzzz up ppl??? well anyway.. you might know me from the fight of robin and kelsey.. me and robin arn't friends anymore.. havn't been friends for awhile.. I'm glad I never really liked her any way.. but me and kelsey are friends.. thats cool

Thursday, June 28, 2001 - 10:55:02 pm:
Secret from Confused:
My secret is more of a advice question. I am engaged to the love of my life. I would never do anything to hurt him, but my ex (his best friend) keeps coming back around...there is alot of temptation, but how do I get this guy to understand I don't want him anymore??? I am too nice and I can't be mean to him....????

Friday, June 29, 2001 - 08:51:41 am:
Secret from ~helper~:
tell your soon to be husband that you dont feel good around him ..

Friday, June 29, 2001 - 11:35:58 pm:
Secret from Confused:
Tell him I don't feel comfortable around my fiance or ex?? I love my ex to death, but I just don't want anything to come in between my relationship with Brian....

Saturday, June 30, 2001 - 03:09:50 am:
Secret from 1Gurl2Boyz:
How in the world does a gurl decide between two guys? Especially when shes known the first for several years and has a history with him and the second is someone that she has only known for several months! How does a person decide? This makes me crazy, because you can never really truely know the right decision until it is too late.

Monday, July 2, 2001 - 06:10:40 pm:
Secret from ~helper:
tell your fiance that you dont feel comfortable around your ex but tell him that you dont want to loose either of them.

Sunday, July 8, 2001 - 03:45:34 pm:
Secret from XDAWG:
wut is this alll about

Sunday, July 8, 2001 - 05:17:16 pm:
Secret from D Angel:
This guy sounds like an idiot... prove me wrong I dare you.
Hmm... seems like something strange has happened to the page.
And I think I know what.

~D Angel
"We could work together."
"You might try to kill me."
"I won't kill you."
"I said you'd 'try'..." -Tomb Raider

*What some don't realize is that the Illuminati is real.

Monday, July 9, 2001 - 06:42:07 pm:
Secret from a lil Angel:
Hello Dark Angel.. I would like to know who u r cus.. you sound really hot.. and well sofisticated. if you wanna chat email me at glitter_girl12@hotmail.com

Friday, July 20, 2001 - 12:12:08 am:
Secret from Lonely_In_Ottawa:
I would really like to meet the one girl that I can spend the rest of my life with. Why is this so hard? Am I asking so much?

Saturday, July 21, 2001 - 08:23:32 am:
Secret from The Victim:
How can someone say they love you, then fuck your whole life up.
I'm not the same person i used to be, i constantly battle to be happy, but never am.
I hate her for making me like this.
Advice for everyone....dont fall in love..Definatly dont get married,
and try your best not to care for anyone, they will only fuck you up.
LIFE SUCKS!

Saturday, July 21, 2001 - 12:29:44 am:
Secret from X5-Teklord:
This path I know all to well. Although I have not needed to suffer a loss, or be hurt to realize I must walk it. It is a difficult choice with many consequences and it not an easy life. It is possible not to love, and it is easy not to marry. However, as there are only a few things on this plane of existance that are impossible... being able to not care about anyone is one of those things. And when you do care, it does not seem to matter if it is love or anything deeper. It still makes the world a much smaller and harder place to live in when such feelings are not returned and you are afraid to let such feelings show. It is everybody'd Kobiasha Maru - the no win situation.

~X5-Teklord
Dark Angel says it best:
"All I know is it was easier before, when I just didn't give a damn about anything." -Max

Saturday, July 21, 2001 - 02:47:10 pm:
Secret from lost&delirious:
I'm casually dating somebody who just told me she's falling in love with me. We had talked about this before we got together, we were both getting over bad breakups and this was supposed to be a fun, non-committal, super-casual thing. I suppose things never work out quite the way you expect. I'm not in love with her, but I think I'm falling in love with a very good friend of mine.... the same friend who says I should give this relationship I'm in now a more serious go. I can't tell this friend that I'm falling in love with her, she's in a brandnew relationship and it's making her so happy. It's a stupid cliche, but suddenly all those songs and poems make a lot more sense. Well that's a convoluted secret for ya.... Women make me nuts.... but then, men aren't much simpler, are they?

Thursday, July 26, 2001 - 12:11:52 am:
Secret from anonymous:
my boyfriend says he loves me alot and so do i and he wants me to marry him i but i've always been a player and i'll keep on and now i met some other guy and when my Bf is not wit me i go out wit the other guy and i like him more and more!

Tuesday, August 7, 2001 - 07:37:45 pm:
Secret from Milesguidetti@hotmail.com:
i have a 4 inch penis even though i tell peopple its 7 inches

Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:39:34 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
http://www.volare.net/sarcastic is a cool site

Sunday, August 19, 2001 - 08:53:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, August 22, 2001 - 06:01:02 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, August 23, 2001 - 12:17:52 am:
Secret from grade fan:
it bugs me.. how many girls have really had that kiss? the one that asks for nothing but gives only the romance of itself? A kiss on the beach.. that lasts for 20 minutes or more that is romantic..and needs not go anywhere else..where the guy does not need to take it anywhere else.. all for the sake of her and him and the kiss and the romance.. so far I have met 3 of them. Has anyone else had this? I am being totally serious

Tuesday, August 28, 2001 - 12:18:01 am:
Secret from Really confused Chick:
Hey I have this crush on this guy named Ali, hes 13, nice, cute and lives by my dad and he likes me to, and Then i like this guy named Leigh he lives by my moms house hwere i usually amd and hes 16 , cute, funny, nice, sweet. But hes friends with my brother and 3 yrs older then me. who should I choose?? or what should i do?? SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 - 12:46:30 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 - 06:43:00 pm:
Secret from bizarre:
i am going out wit 2 guys and i love them both but i don't know which one because i've been going out wit one for 8 months already and i really love him but now i going out wit some other guy and he makes me feel special but the other one has practically shown me all his love

Friday, August 31, 2001 - 05:50:53 am:
Secret from Grade fan:
To: Really confused Chick

Hey, I hate to sound rude, but more info is needed to really answer that one.. I think many will agree with me that a guy 16 may think you are too young and you didn't say whether he liked you too. Ali.. well from then only info you gave he seems like a better choice.. but it depends on how often you can see him...

Saturday, September 1, 2001 - 10:38:05 am:
Secret from toe girl:
My best friend's dad fancies me, and once stroked my toes with intent.

Sunday, September 2, 2001 - 04:52:04 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i'm in love with my best friend, but i'm afraid telling her wouuld ruin out friendship. but i just cant go on seeing her every day, and every day feeling more and more heartbroken.

Monday, September 3, 2001 - 12:45:50 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, September 3, 2001 - 03:16:03 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm gay and my best straight mate and I went to France a few years ago. I fancied the pants off him and one night, when he was in the room next door with our other mates... I tossed myself off whilst smelling his dirty pants! The word you're looking for is... "anyway"! Is this true? Or not? Hmm, I'll let you decide! :)

Monday, September 3, 2001 - 03:20:58 pm:
Secret from Poopy Pants:
I'm gay and I want the world to know it! I hate Safeway! Yvonne Shovel is a bitch! I love cheese and I'm pretty sure it loves me!

Wednesday, September 5, 2001 - 11:10:11 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
We are all alone. . . at least once per day.

106.1 The Goat!

Got yer Goat? Come here little Goat.

Now 'this' should be an interesting year at the ElleSee. JayElle is back, and back in black! It's going to be hard to see the one I care for so much again after all this time, all this precious time has gone by.

Brilliant Halo,
Silvr Angel.

Peace of Light,
Brings forth Night.

JayElle oh JayElle, where art thou JayElle?

~Teklord
"All my life I have been searching....
Ever searching for that which will make me whole.
Mabye not tomorrow, nor the day after that....
But one day, in the future, I shall receive."

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 - 11:15:46 pm:
Secret from X5-Teklord:
And so on this day will be marked in history as one of the world changing events. The World Trade Center no longer exists, destroyed by two kamikaze airplanes. A second target, the Pentagon itself suffered damage as well from a third suicide run. A forth unknown target was saved from damage as the plane targetting it never reached it's destination. Whether that is pilot error by the terrorist, or a heroic act by a passenger / crewmember we shall never truely know, it it undoubtably saved more lives.

Normally events such as these would not have an effect on me save the enormity of these particular events. Also save the fact that a close friend of mine was standing on one of those towers no more than one month ago. To think if that had been one month later that my friend may have been one of the causilties... well thats quite a disturbing yet realistic thought. Also to be exposed to the actual security flaws that exist in todays Airports via the news today - now THAT sends cold shiver down my spine. It also makes me glad I have only ever flown once in my life, and that was over 10 years ago.
Either way, Terrorism must be stopped. You can't just sit back and hope the problem will go away. And yes, you can't fight what you can't see. Terrorist cells are often very difficult to spot, if not impossible to a degree. One's hands will get dirty along the way, but the needs of the many outwiegh the needs of the few, or the one. If we must make sacrifies to end terrorism on this planet, then those sacrifices should be made. Terrorism (aka the Terrorists) must be crushed with one swift stroke, no lesser action can completely solve the problem.

~Teklord
"I was here yesterday. I am here today... but will I be here tomorrow?"

BTW, I'm Canadian and I feel this way . . .

Sunday, September 16, 2001 - 10:40:46 pm:
Secret from Oh so STUPID:
i think i am by but i dunno. maybe it's just my boyfriend drilling the fact that he'd like to see me with another girl.Probably.

Thursday, October 4, 2001 - 04:43:11 pm:
Secret from butterfly:
I'm 24 bi-F a few years ago my boyfriend and i used an escort service to have a threesome, and she gave us an std.

Friday, October 5, 2001 - 04:17:03 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
1111

Friday, October 5, 2001 - 08:53:30 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
What does the number 15 (Base 10), F (Base 16), or 21 (Base 8) have to do with anything?

~Teklord

Saturday, October 6, 2001 - 11:55:42 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Life doesn't give you what you want... it gives you what you need to survive.

~Teklord

Tuesday, October 9, 2001 - 12:02:30 am:
Secret from Teklord:
I just found out about a lot of family that I've never met, and didn't even know existed.

Now 'that' doesn't happen everyday. I just hope they don't mind being found.

~Teklord
"Do you remember when days were like that." -Sugar Jones

Wednesday, October 10, 2001 - 08:56:21 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like this boy

Thursday, October 11, 2001 - 10:49:26 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
You assume too much.

~Teklord
"I tried so hard, and go so far.
But in the end, it doesn't even matter." -Linkin Park

Sunday, October 14, 2001 - 01:21:51 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
u like to have sex with me?

Monday, October 15, 2001 - 10:12:27 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Sure, but you have to qualify first.

Qualifications include, but are not limited to:
1. You must be a girl.
2. You must be cute. :)
3. You must be a brunette with hair cut to medium length
4. hmm... what could I use as a forth, oh yeah... how about this. You must have celebrated a birthday within the last two days.

That should about do for now, and believe me, I know you don't qualify for 'all' of that.

~Teklord
"She smiled and look at me and said,
You don't know what its like." -Econoline Crush

Wednesday, October 17, 2001 - 02:01:41 am:
Secret from Grade fan:
Like?

Like is such an objective word. I mean I may not always LIKE having to take a shit but..I have to. I might LIKE my job but there are times I would do anything to get away from it. I might LIKE to have sex with you only becuase I think I will LIKE it. Besides you see you didn't list your intent with me. Would you LIKE it too? this rambled far too long and means nothing. l8er

Wednesday, October 17, 2001 - 02:08:31 am:
Secret from Grade fan:
look at these lyrics and SONG TITLES.. see how awesome they are????????????? Canadian bands ROCK.. thanx

www.grade.net

THE INEFFICIENCY OF EMOTION
Of all the great inventions constructed from the unstoppable molecule, nothing can resolve it's magnetic impulse to club me into silence. You broke my heart before I had the chance to fall in love. What am I supposed to do? You say those words,they're just beyond me. Where do you start when you are already in the middle of things? Do you love me? You can't say it but can you feel it? ...I wish ourselves the best.

FOR THE MEMORY OF LOVE
...I would like to think that everything is ok, that it's not just broken wings beneath my heels. She needs more to survive this memory of love. I need more to forget this memory of love. Will it ever end? In life you have to choose your own pain, especially when it comes to the memory of love.

STOLEN BIKES RIDE FASTER

WHEN SOMETHING GOES TO YOUR HEAD
It doesn't matter if it's something, as long as it's anything. When something goes to your head, it's all just the latest craze. Then she said "You're a better fantasy, than a reality". What a way to start the week (What a whore she was). Monday was the first kiss for the second time. She's the cuts that just won't heal. What I sing today, what will it mean tomorrow. What I scream, what does it bring today ? We walk arm in arm, but I'm just an accessory, baggage to give her the polish she thrives for.

Friday, October 19, 2001 - 08:16:10 am:
Secret from Teklord:
I tried so hard
And got so far.
But in the end
It doesn't even matter.

~Teklord

Sunday, October 21, 2001 - 08:41:52 pm:
Secret from bin Laden with guilt:
It is the beginning of the fourth week of October. I am in a bad state of mind, for I have ACCIDENTALLY dumped an old anthrax experiment into the out-going heroin shipment!!! Now what will I do? My reputation for clean 'party-favors' is ruined and the world thinks I am a terrorist. Is it my fault that all of those airline pilots passed their drug-screen?

Monday, October 22, 2001 - 03:00:30 pm:
Secret from Dagger (Garnet):
Cute.

But I'm cuter.

Tuesday, October 23, 2001 - 02:47:27 pm:
Secret from Teeny, the elephant who lives in your dollhouse:
The secret to All There Is:
We are all God, we are all divine, We are love, we are life, we are Spirit and we are eternal.

The only moment is NOW. Learn from yesterday and prepare for tomorrow, but LIVE as though the only time you have is now because well, it is!

Understand and accept that ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, even the bad things. Grow and learn from your mistakes, from your tragedies, from your sufferings; Know that they purposefully have led you, shaped you, and made you stronger.

Check out this amazing site: http://www.starr-rhapsody.com

the possibilities are endless ;-)

Saturday, October 27, 2001 - 02:46:20 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
m e r a w a n o
the spirit of randomness

Tuesday, November 6, 2001 - 01:02:02 am:
Secret from ready or not....:
I've been a very naughty person. I've always had...well, let's be honest...an obsession with having several women at once. Not all "at the same time", but not being with just one person. So, far, I've successfully maintained relationships for years on end, without problems of mixing the relationships. Sometimes I feel like it's a split personality thing. Now, I've come to a point in my life when I would love to be with just one person....with the ultimate love....but having a very hard time trying to figure out how to break it to the person I've been with for 6yrs. that she's not the one. The problem is, there's nothing wrong with her, other than I just don't feel like she's the one. Anyone ever feel this way, or is this just a "fear of commitment"? Sometimes I feel like the "wish list" might just be too long.....sometimes I feel like it wouldn't be right to settle for anything less than exactly what I want. Having a very hard time with it. Open to suggestions....please post.

Tuesday, November 6, 2001 - 01:05:55 am:
Secret from God it was good!!:
I've recently had a VERY sexual experience with my cousin. We're not related by blood....but by a failed marriage. It was the most incredible time I have ever had in my life.....the most amazing sex I have ever had. She was everything that I would like to have in my regular partner....just a shame that the cousin thing exists. Anyone feel like this shouldn't be an issue? Looking for encouragement.

Wednesday, November 7, 2001 - 10:22:15 am:
Secret from your ultimate lover:
be mine....i will treat you like the sweetest thing in the world .......

Friday, November 9, 2001 - 08:10:44 am:
Secret from Kuja:
Do you have any idea what awaits you beyond...

Friday, November 9, 2001 - 04:53:39 pm:
Secret from Jeff's wife:
I LOVE JEFF ATKINS but the secret is out so no big deal

Friday, November 9, 2001 - 05:11:42 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, November 10, 2001 - 07:43:54 am:
Secret from zp:
I cheat on gurlz who ask me out

Saturday, November 10, 2001 - 07:48:38 am:
Secret from Bin Laden:
I will next plan to bomb hollywood please so to LiQUiDGENERATiON .com to see an exulsive interveiw with me

Monday, November 12, 2001 - 12:57:18 am:
Secret from Been there too!:
Dear Ready or not....
Welcome to the wonderful world of Polyamory. Yes, you can love several people at the same time. It isn't bad and it isn't a crime, it is just a different way of handling relationships. It takes honesty, communication and a ton of work. But you can do it!

Monday, November 12, 2001 - 07:40:22 pm:
Secret from Admirer:
I think Jennifer Ross is beautiful and want to know how old she is. Sexy lips that I would like to kiss. Silky smooth skin I'd like to touch.why don't you post your age and see if you would like to talk.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001 - 07:45:26 am:
Secret from hell:
i know you are reading this

Tuesday, November 13, 2001 - 02:01:04 pm:
Secret from MR BIG ONES:
I LIKE TO TOUCH MYSELF

Tuesday, November 13, 2001 - 10:29:00 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Why is it every second girl I see I begin to like? I don't mean just walking down the street or anything, I'm not like that. But every second girl that I work with or get to know it school, I begin to 'like'. I begin to imagine what it may be like to be more than just friends. Yet even in any instance where I get close to asking such a person out, something inside resists - and it never happens. Like what's up with that?

No matter which way it goes, I lose. Kobiasha-maru.

~SilvrStar
"I tried so hard, and got so far.
But in the end, it doesn't even matter." -Linkin Park

Wednesday, November 21, 2001 - 02:27:33 pm:
Secret from The dark night:
I've killed,and I will do it again and again for you!

Sunday, November 25, 2001 - 12:36:32 am:
Secret from ~Angel~Child~:
hey, ppl been so long since i've written in here. Hey slvrstr.havent talked to u in awhile either. hey email me at blueberry113@hotmail.com yeah ne wazy gtg bye bye

Sunday, November 25, 2001 - 05:40:55 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, November 25, 2001 - 05:46:21 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hhhh

Monday, November 26, 2001 - 12:16:04 am:
Secret from SilvrStar:
I gots a PS2 now. :)
And shooting ranges are fun, a lot harder to actually hit your target in real life versus that of a computer game.

~SilvrStar
"Take Aim, ..."

Wednesday, November 28, 2001 - 03:23:08 pm:
Secret from babygirl:

Wednesday, November 28, 2001 - 09:50:14 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Hey cool... Jenn's re-doing the site. Mabye the SecretWeb will get an overhaul too. Mabye we won't have to wait quite as long for the page to load! :) Not that I notice anymore cause I'm on high speed now..... but still....

~SilvrStar
"Only when you're at peace can you truly think."

Monday, December 3, 2001 - 01:56:08 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
sometimes i think about boys

Monday, December 3, 2001 - 01:57:50 pm:
Secret from jenn:
I want to read my secret

Monday, December 3, 2001 - 08:51:05 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
Oh yeah...
And 'as if' I didn't see that coming.

~SilvrStar

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 - 09:26:13 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm against the war.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 - 09:26:15 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm against the war.

Thursday, December 6, 2001 - 02:39:11 pm:
Secret from SilvrStar:
What war?

~SilvrStar
*An (unfortunate but true) example of US technology*
"No no no... lets hit the tent 'beside' him, I want to see the look on his face" -US Soldier (5 miles away from target)

Saturday, December 8, 2001 - 01:04:15 pm:
Secret from lost in the wild west:
I love a certain special someone on the other side of the world-I hardly hear from him, and wonder if he is thinking of me.

Saturday, December 8, 2001 - 02:58:37 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like a guy

Tuesday, December 11, 2001 - 02:17:58 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Yeah, and I like a girl.
Doesn't do me any good though, doesn't matter how much I like her, it isn't gonna change anything.

Oh well, they say they're two sides to every story. Perhaps someday I'll meet the ending of my beginning.

Friday, December 14, 2001 - 05:15:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I accendently went out and swapped spit w my friends girl

Friday, December 14, 2001 - 11:11:57 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
In Life, there are no accidents. Everything happens for a reason, even if that reason is not apparent.

Tuesday, December 18, 2001 - 05:54:54 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, December 19, 2001 - 11:22:18 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Speak, or forever hold thy peace. If you don't voice now, you can't expect to be heard later.

Tuesday, January 1, 2002 - 09:02:49 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
This is the first secret of 2002. What more do you need to know?

Wednesday, January 2, 2002 - 01:08:20 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, January 2, 2002 - 01:13:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
You can tell me your secret too on my E-Mail
alaa@fallahaco.com

Wednesday, January 2, 2002 - 11:02:57 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Yes, and if I need anything plastic I'll be sure to give you a call.
What strange phone numbers you have, and what is an MOB anyway?
More than likely that it is not your email address, but rather the email address of a person you do not like or has recently upset you. This being your attempt to create a stream of junk mail towards that person.
Clever, but you might have more fun using gamers websites with daily newsletters and sign him / her up for that, no.

:)

~Kuja
"The sleeper awakens..." -Dune

Thursday, January 10, 2002 - 03:46:41 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i just wanna say that jenn fromm this webpage looks really nice i dunno y she be calling herself a geek

Thursday, January 10, 2002 - 04:02:19 pm:
Secret from Jennifer ( ja luva:
Baby! I’m not always there when you call
But I’m always on time
And I gave you my all
Now baby be mine (2x)
Come on and get a piece of this late night lover
You know the one that swings dick like no other
I got a lot of things I need to explain
But baby you know the name love is about pain
So stop complaints and drop the order restraints
Our sex life’s a game so back me down in the paint
Cause I can’t wait no more,
Cause it’s about a quarter past three and shorty’s eyeing me
I got the Bently valet
And I’m just outside of Jersey past the Pallisades
And I love to see that ass in boots and shades
Spread out on the bed while I’m yanking your braids
Thug style
You never thought I’d make you smile
While I’m smacking your ass
And fucking you all wild
But we shared something so rare, but who cares
You care!
Chorus : (2X)
Girl get a grip
Come on, pull it together
It’s only a sun shower
We’ve been through worse weather
Like the stormy night
You wrote the Dear Ja letter
And took my Benz
And layed and cut the leather
Bitch! You know better
Either MOB mother over bitches Murder I-N-C-
I got two or three hoes for every V
And I keep ‘em drugged up off that extacy
I’m a playground legend
Like Kurkland “Pee Wee”
Name a nigga in the league
Got more game than me
I play harder,
So many women I fathered
Meet them with scars
And send them home hot and bothered
Truth or dare
This life ain’t apparently fair
And a love with no flare
Is a crystal stare
But we shared something so rare, but who cares
You care!
Chorus : (2X)
Oh I!
Feeling like I’m living a double life
Cause you don’t be coming home sometimes
Baby but you always on time
Checking for one time you and I!
-Got a special bond together
We go back like bombers boo
In the coldest weather
And when I play you play the same way
You freak me baby
I fuck you crazy
Then I’m gone
Baby don’t really need me (?) to get up and leave
Off that EZ
She’ll be waking up wet for sheezy
Remind the bitches
To mind they business
Believe me
This pimp game is very religious
And I’m built like a Dom Bishop
Chrome deep dish
Money green benz
And my hoes is my witness
The life we share
Is a thug affair
But who cares
You care

Thursday, January 10, 2002 - 08:32:34 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
That sounds like it might just be [c]rap, and thats all I got to say about that.

Friday, January 11, 2002 - 01:52:31 pm:
Secret from jen:
hey every1

Friday, January 11, 2002 - 02:08:21 pm:
Secret from shut the fuuuuck up:
that is my song and yea it is rap but it dont even come near crap so what u listen 2 brittany spearz ur gay lessie

Friday, January 11, 2002 - 02:13:43 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i am gay

Friday, January 11, 2002 - 06:45:09 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Rap isn't even music, so what else can you call it. And no, I don't listen to Britney and I don't even know who the hell lessie is. I listen to real music like Nickelback, Default, Sum 41, Big Wreck, Creed, Linkin Park, Tantric, Staind, Rammstien... yadda yadda yadda the list goes on but I'm sure your getting the point by now.

Y'know what they say, if you can't sing... then [c]rap.

~Kuja
"... but in the end, it doesn't even matter."

Wednesday, January 16, 2002 - 08:40:14 am:
Secret from Kuja:
Truth behold no opposition.

Thursday, January 17, 2002 - 08:59:33 pm:
Secret from Agent Cooper:
I have a job thats so secret even I dont know what im doing

Friday, January 18, 2002 - 05:03:14 pm:
Secret from the victim:
life still sucks
once drained forever drained

Friday, January 25, 2002 - 11:18:25 am:
Secret from Kuja:
Going to college is fun. But unfortunatly it is also a daily reminder to me of something I cannot have. Guess I'm just too afraid to even try for it.

Sunday, January 27, 2002 - 06:39:30 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Everyone... they see me as a silly, weird, fun person with no feelings... they don't really know me... don't know my feelings... I'm proud to be silly, weird, fun, but... That's not all there is to me... When someone says something that hurts me, I get mad but they don't see that... they think i'm joking but i'm not... no one understands me... no one understands me... I don't have the will to live... each day i wonder if i'd be better off dead... everyone around me luaghs at me... all the luaghter... i wish they'd just shut up... shut up... shut up... can't find a way to kill myself... i'm afraid of pain... I'm nowhere near perfection... overweight, not beautiful... no one understands me... no one understands me... Can't stand this mask I where anymore... Why does reality suck so much? Do i really deserve worse then everyone else? No one understands me... no one understands me... I need the end to set me free... right?

Sunday, January 27, 2002 - 08:39:11 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Perfection doesn't exist, and anyone who believes it does is mearly creating an illusion for themselves.

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!

~Kuja
"Everybody's got a story that could break your heart."

Monday, January 28, 2002 - 12:18:45 am:
Secret from crackhead:
well my cousin gave me fifty dollars to buy him some crack but i left and never came back,i smoked it all by myself and went to the bar.....i feel a little bad about it

Monday, January 28, 2002 - 07:05:18 pm:
Secret from Kuja:
Wow.. fifty dollars! My car could use a tank of gas. I wish someone would give me fifty dollars for something stupid like that so I could turn around and actually use it for something worth while.

Saturday, Febraury 2, 2002 - 12:50:15 am:
Secret from Sunji:
It's not soem great secret, in fact I have no idea what to write so.... I Love Carlo from herkewleez.com you should go there, now, go!!

Tuesday, Febraury 5, 2002 - 11:09:29 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, Febraury 7, 2002 - 08:14:56 am:
Secret from Me:
I have a secret

Thursday, Febraury 7, 2002 - 11:45:36 am:
Secret from You:
I know where I live

Monday, Febraury 11, 2002 - 12:47:43 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
:)

Monday, Febraury 11, 2002 - 12:50:52 am:
Secret from osama bin laden:
your secrets suck... dont worry... i wont tell anyone that your a secret member of the taliban... or that your a blatent homosexual... or... that your the number one user on www.ebonyxxx.com... dont worry... your secrets safe with me

Tuesday, Febraury 12, 2002 - 02:32:24 pm:
Secret from Rommie:
It's no secret what I would do to your computer if I were to find out your IP address just for even using that name.

~Rommie
"My specialty lies more with making things explode."

Thursday, Febraury 14, 2002 - 06:47:35 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 22, 2002 - 02:53:52 pm:
Secret from hg:
hgj

Saturday, Febraury 23, 2002 - 11:40:50 am:
Secret from Teklord:
Suteki da ne?

Friday, March 1, 2002 - 04:00:01 pm:
Secret from sleepless in mt:
I love him more than ever.

Saturday, March 2, 2002 - 01:09:27 am:
Secret from Anyone dreaming:
Tonight is the closest I've ever come to being truely drunk. It's really quite an interesting experience for someone like me. It's been really fun, and it's times like this I miss the most that I don't have anyone to share these times with. I just wish I did though, I don't even know who anymore. I don't know if I really even care anymore, I just wish. Just dream, a dream that someday ends. Where is my princess I wonder.I don't know . I really should go to sleep. I have to be up really early tomorrow. But I just don't want to. I don't really know what I want to do anow. I better end this before I gain control over myself again and realize just exactly what I'm saying here. Heck, I'm typeing most of this with my eyes closedd listening to music from Final Fantasy. I guess that really is fitting tthough isn't it? Well, goodnight. If any of thois made sense.

Saturday, March 9, 2002 - 06:17:54 pm:
Secret from jenniferlynn10002002:
Yes yet another jennifer lynn, jenny lynn, or jenn as I prefer it.
Its not really as secret. I am addicted to my computer and I spend all of
my free time trying to think of a way to make money while programming on
my own schedule. I think I have a problem. My husband left me for another woman in July,
maybe bacuase I don't ever look at what is in front of me. I don't pay attention. My mind
wanders constantly and I entertain myself (thank god or my life would be incredibly dull!).
I must go now or I will miss yet another pointless social engagment by doing silly things
on the net that are so pointless I probably won't even recall them next week!
Love your ideas, love you site.
Cheers to you Jenn!

Monday, March 11, 2002 - 10:36:31 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
How do you people do it? Why can't I just just make my feelings known and have it over one way or another. Why is it anytime I think that just mabye I can say what I mean instead of cryptically dancing around it that something inside me rises up to shoot it down?

Just what is the SECRET! ?

Sunday, March 31, 2002 - 06:47:14 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, April 1, 2002 - 09:48:53 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, April 26, 2002 - 07:21:19 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
sex

Friday, April 26, 2002 - 07:42:16 am:
Secret from Kitty:
I HATE TN and wanna go home to Wisconsin -

Saturday, April 27, 2002 - 03:28:53 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Hate and Love. To things this world does not need.

Thursday, May 2, 2002 - 05:22:23 pm:
Secret from sandmister:
what's yours?

Monday, May 6, 2002 - 11:19:51 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Wanting the unreachable. Knowing that it is unreachable but still wanting even though.

Thursday, May 9, 2002 - 08:09:26 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, May 9, 2002 - 08:49:36 pm:
Secret from wildthing:
i'm 17 and fucking a 24 yrs old he doesn't evn know my age

Thursday, May 16, 2002 - 12:18:38 am:
Secret from Baby Gurl Blue:
I am depressed and All my friends have been deciding to blow me off, so im getting left behind in everything and all i really want is one good friend. I want to cry but i just can't and it hurts so bad inside.

~Baby Gurl
blueberry113@hotmail.com (i have msn)

Monday, May 20, 2002 - 12:34:17 am:
Secret from Teklord:
This is my gift,
this is my curse.
Who am I?

I'm Spiderman.

~Teklord(51@hotmail.com)

TTFN.

Saturday, May 25, 2002 - 03:20:08 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Remember Jenn, keep smiling.

~Teklord
"Love comes to those who still Hope even though they have been Disappointed, those who still Believe even though they have been Betrayed, those who still Love even though they have been Hurt before." -Unknown

Monday, May 27, 2002 - 06:53:59 am:
Secret from tsejd:
ntdsn

Sunday, June 2, 2002 - 10:51:39 am:
Secret from grovey mactavish:
i love scotland,there i said it im not proud but im freeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 2, 2002 - 11:04:56 am:
Secret from liker of kula's work.:
this is 2 kula,ur words hit the heart in the rite spot,respect
the glass is always half full

Thursday, June 20, 2002 - 02:41:46 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
sex

Thursday, June 20, 2002 - 02:42:45 am:
Secret from sex.com:

Friday, June 28, 2002 - 01:18:14 pm:
Secret from annonimous:
i love norman

Tuesday, July 2, 2002 - 08:01:17 pm:
Secret from Jenn (17/les/MI):
Yes, I'm sorry to say it, another Jenn. I'm not too fond of
my name, mainly because it is so common and I get really
frustrated when someone says my name but it wasn't said to
me. Especially since I have this friend Jen, who sometimes
talks in third person, and sometimes I do too, so when we
are at the same place we not only confuse
ourselves/eachother, but we also confuse anyone around us.

I'm in love with my girlfriend (we are currently "not
dating" but we dated for over nine months so to me she still
feels like we should be together, and we haven't seen
eachother in two and a half months). I miss her a lot, and
I figured out just recently that I am really in love with
her, not just puppy-love. I told my bestfriend about it the
other day and she was amazed a how I described how it
feels. I hope that somtime, sooner the better, she will
feel the same way, if she doesn't right now, and that she
will tell me, so we can be together.

That's all for now...
--Jenn--

"The Care Bears will take you from A to Z.
They hope you'll have fun with the letters you see!"

Thursday, July 4, 2002 - 07:00:59 am:
Secret from Jenn:
My secret is.......... This website is shit

Thursday, July 4, 2002 - 10:07:33 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Don't say that... that's mean

Friday, July 5, 2002 - 02:06:16 pm:
Secret from english essex bird:
i'm 2 timing

Friday, July 12, 2002 - 04:49:22 am:
Secret from mburno:
mburno

Friday, July 12, 2002 - 04:50:29 am:
Secret from mburno:
i'd like to be canadian and till now im traying to go there i always tray to be legal but im still waiting

Saturday, July 13, 2002 - 11:04:29 am:
Secret from Teklord:
I am Canadian. Rock n' Roll.

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 - 09:22:56 am:
Secret from Jessica:
I think charlie is hot hot hot

Thursday, July 25, 2002 - 06:41:15 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Thats cool. I know a Jessica, and I don't think... cause I know she's a hottie.

Friday, July 26, 2002 - 08:59:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
blow me

Friday, July 26, 2002 - 06:20:14 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Nah, you're not worth it.

Saturday, July 27, 2002 - 09:35:38 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Thursday, November 2, 2000 - 11:32:34 pm:

So long ago, and yet the memories are as clear as though it just occured yesterday.

When will I finally find it? And how will I even know I've found it?

Friday, August 16, 2002 - 01:19:33 am:
Secret from Toilet Attendant:
Some come here to sit and think
Others come to shit and stink
I come here to scratch my balls
and read the writring on the walls

Tuesday, August 20, 2002 - 01:59:56 am:
Secret from rosebush:
I have a really big crush on a boy called Geoff

Monday, August 26, 2002 - 11:37:31 pm:
Secret from poohead:
i love my penis

Tuesday, August 27, 2002 - 12:07:09 am:
Secret from robyn:
hello, how are you all? i have a secret to tell my best friend was raped and i told my mother and she told her mother and now my friend hates me and only did it because i love her (like a friend) what do you think i should do? :(

Tuesday, August 27, 2002 - 01:14:46 pm:
Secret from robyn:
pooooooo

Tuesday, August 27, 2002 - 07:23:16 pm:
Secret from up jenn's ass hunting lifesize submarines:
IT STINKS UP HERE!! CAN I COME OUT NOW?

Monday, September 2, 2002 - 12:47:20 am:
Secret from Caitlin:
I am writing a book. I have about three hundred pages right now and I'm not even half way through it yet. But, the problem is that I haven't had any formal schooling on writing literature. So, although some of the stuff I'm writing I think is pretty good, I'm still plagued by the fact that I haven't been to school for doing something that I absolutely love. I want to go to school and get an English degree but that's simply not feasable at the moment. My best friend tells me that what I'm writing is good and the only thing I need help with is punctuation. (Bah, who needs punctuation?) But I'm not sure if she is only saying all this because she loves me and doesn't want to hurt my feelings. I don't want my writing to sound cheezy and stupid, I want to write about all the ideas in my head. But, I read books by Stephen King, Tolkien, Charlotte Bronte and I wonder if I can ever write anything as wonderful as that???

Monday, September 2, 2002 - 11:22:17 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
300+ pages and only half done? I'd say thats a pretty darn good start. Sounds like you'll have your own Lord of the Rings happening soon... aka Trilogy. :)
So, just curious. Why is it out of the question to go to school and get the papers for the work you love to do?

Tuesday, September 3, 2002 - 03:51:09 am:
Secret from Caitlin:
Well, I'm moving in about a month, I haven't got a job lined up, I already have enough debt without adding student loans to it, my husband thinks it would be a bad idea (financially) to start going to school as soon as we move (and I agree) and maybe I'm just too chicken shit to start back up again... :)

Tuesday, September 3, 2002 - 09:26:49 am:
Secret from Camaro84:
Moving, yep that'd be a drawback. Along with financial issues. However, should the day come when such problems aren't an issue, or at the very least not a big issue. Then I'd put my vote in for "Go for it." Life sucks unless your doing something you love. And there isn't anything wrong with going back to school. Half the people I was in college with last year were twice my age. Didn't make any real difference, they were still fun to hang out with and I know I made a few more good life-long friends that way. I don't know much about the authoring field, all I do know is that as a reader of books I don't really know much if anything about the life or education level of the author. So who knows, if you can find a publisher willing... one could always make it via that road.

Monday, September 9, 2002 - 07:51:01 pm:
Secret from Meeee:
I..........am in luv w/ the dude who had a locker near me awhile ago!

Tuesday, September 10, 2002 - 04:14:15 am:
Secret from pool:
pool

Saturday, September 14, 2002 - 03:46:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
W gets impeached for lying about choking on a pretzel while in fact he fell over after a secret meeting with Johnny Walker.

Monday, September 16, 2002 - 08:24:50 pm:
Secret from avele:
i've fallen in love with my dearest friend.....

Friday, September 20, 2002 - 01:18:31 am:
Secret from Digga:
I'm 30 but falling in love with an 18yr old.

Friday, September 20, 2002 - 07:10:35 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
Love is over-rated. Wait... I think I've said that before already.

Saturday, September 21, 2002 - 07:48:49 am:
Secret from digga:
I agree its way over-rated, but you never see it comming to avoid it.
I think i should avoid this girl before it gets complicated :(

Saturday, September 21, 2002 - 09:13:56 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
Complicated - Avril Lavigne. Good song, cute girl.

As for avoiding love, I gots not worries there. It avoids me. Fear.

Sunday, October 6, 2002 - 12:35:58 am:
Secret from its been a while:
Well- what can I say. it has beena while. a really long while. i miss you lidanipoo. words cant describe...all these long lonely nights without you- its really hard. its like ever since we met, everyday without you is only harder and longer than well- u know
also- i hope your not mad that i fucked your cousin, casue just because he is your cousin...doesnt mean he isnt MY COUSIN TOO!! we are all family and i really wish you wouldnt be so selfish sometimes. there are only so many of us here in the trailer park, and you can't be greedy. please forgive me and dont be mad...be glad =)

Sunday, October 6, 2002 - 01:44:22 am:
Secret from Aint this a krazy world (for my poochie pooh):
Wow, I can believe you fucked my cousin... he's only 6 yrs old. But hey you know what.. if he rocked your G then thats what counts... cause from down here,the DIRTY DIRTY south we know how to put it onna, onna girl that is... So hey if you did fuck my cousin, im glad, it makes me feel so much better knowing that... since I slept with your baby mama's, mama from the thrid marriage of the second cousins step sons, wife. Now I can go to sleep happy toothless redneck... Good night sleep tight. (and when you roll over tonight, please try not to slam your shlong into me, it tickles! thanks!)

Friday, October 11, 2002 - 10:12:42 am:
Secret from Digga:
it wasnt love, it was infactuation ;)
she is cute though :)

Wednesday, October 16, 2002 - 06:01:26 pm:
Secret from me myself and I:
I really like this chick... I want to be with her... I want to be with her and someone else at the same time... I am a girl and I want to be with her and a this one guy together. We all like each other and get along... But I've never done anything with a girl before... Nor have I done anything with more than one person at once before. I really want both of them... Is that wrong of me???

Friday, October 18, 2002 - 01:44:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, October 19, 2002 - 02:40:34 pm:
Secret from vanilla_coke69:
Hey everyone! I'm 14 and people say I act very mature for my age. A week ago I got my eyebrow pierced and now my mother wont even speak to me, and lately my life has been going to shit, I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a month now, He wants to go further but I don't know, I do love him and I know he loves me, But i don't think im comfortable enough with myself to have sex with him. I rarely come on this website so if anyone has any advice for me or wants to chat, please email me at vanilla_coke69@hotmail.com
Thanks!
luv yah all!
Stay frosty!

Saturday, October 19, 2002 - 07:45:07 pm:
Secret from Polly Esther:
I am a virgin. I fantasize about older men, some are married. I lie to my mother to get money. I'm nervous all the time. Secrets are diamonds. Secrets are scary. Masks of a clown.

Sunday, October 20, 2002 - 11:02:44 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
Mmmmm.. Vanilla Coke. Yummy.

Oops, my mind is wandering again...

Friday, October 25, 2002 - 09:28:13 pm:
Secret from vanilla_coke69:
I have been dating this guy for 5 weeks now.. and I like him alot, and we arent serious or anything and when ever I'm not with him I always fall for oher guys, but never act on it.. I want to break up with him, but when im around him I am totally his.. I like melt in his arms... and stuff like that.. but our relationship hasnt gone anywhere yet.. we are still at the holding hands stage... its really wierd

Thursday, November 7, 2002 - 09:11:10 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, November 8, 2002 - 04:34:26 pm:
Secret from my mom:
lalalalalalalalalala....I have a secret crush!!! a few1

Monday, November 11, 2002 - 10:29:05 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
Oh wow.. thats original.

Wednesday, November 13, 2002 - 02:53:39 pm:
Secret from yourmom:
I love Maggie Stoney!!!!

Wednesday, November 13, 2002 - 03:13:35 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, November 17, 2002 - 12:47:32 am:
Secret from Ghost:
Ok, so your sitting across from a very beautiful women. You take a sip of your drink, you look up. She looks back at you and says:
"Tell me something interesting..."

What do you say back?

Sunday, November 17, 2002 - 01:15:20 pm:
Secret from Caitlin:
Sometimes I would really like to walk out on my husband. He drives me crazy, doesn't understand me and I feel like I'm sacrificing my dreams and ambitions to give him his. Which by the way is....Mowing lawns and fixing British cars. Whoopee. Who am I to say that someone elses dreams aren't as good as mine? I'm just lonely, I guess. We completely uprooted and moved to a state that's across the US (I used to live in Alaska, now I'm in Georgia) I haven't got any friends here and the only people I know are my Brother in law, his friends and my husband. And living with two men can be fun .... but I get really tired of fart jokes.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002 - 11:56:34 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
Un Buh Leave Able. No, there's not other man in the picture this time. That part is already history. But if it's not one thing it's something else. This time the girl I care for is planning on moving a great distance away this spring. I'm already sure that I couldn't change her mind if I tried, and I don't have any right to try anyway. It's her life, if it is what she wants than I can't change it.

Unfortunatly (for me) I also can't change the way I feel.

Saturday, December 14, 2002 - 04:48:10 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, December 28, 2002 - 08:17:58 pm:
Secret from vanilla_coke69:
Hey all, well um I dunno, i broke up with my bf a day b4 our two month. I really want a guy who will hold me, and tell me everythings gonna be ok.. and all that mushy crap. I really want to run away and never come back, but i have no where or no one to run to. Some times I think about ending my life, some times I wanna ruin my life by doing hard drugs like cocaine, or E, but I dunno. I really need a guy, it probably sounds pathetic but ya know.. so if u wanna chat email me
vanilla_coke69@hotmail.com

ttyl<3

*i wish i was little again, skinned knees are easier to fix then broken hearts*

Saturday, December 28, 2002 - 08:22:13 pm:
Secret from miss_NAUGHTY:
IM A VIRGIN. BUT I REALLY WANNA JUST GO FUCK EVERYGUY I SEE, IM SICK OF BEING A VIRGIN, I DONT CARE ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES NE MORE.. I WANT TO FUCK, AND FUCK AND FUCK SOME MORE..!!! REALLY I TRULY DO. SOME TIMES I GET THESE URGES TO GRAB ONE OF MY GUY FRIENDS TIE THEM UP AND FUCK THEM!!

Saturday, December 28, 2002 - 08:31:53 pm:
Secret from Vancouver Chick:
Hi, well heres the problem:
I'm 14 and I think I may be bisexual, and well I like my best friend, I know shes bi because she told me, I know she would never do ne thing with me because she told me that im like a sister to her, what should i do? I mean its really hard on me seeing her every day and knowing nothing will ever happen between us... I'm so confused..

Thursday, January 2, 2003 - 07:29:59 pm:
Secret from Girl From MI:
I am a girl!!!! He he he he he he! So, hows it goin, eh?

Saturday, January 4, 2003 - 09:57:18 am:
Secret from scooby:
I dream of being pinned down by a gang of women, and have each one of them rub their pussy all over my face and come in my mouth.
mmmmmm juice :p

Saturday, January 4, 2003 - 09:59:33 am:
Secret from scooby:
....vannilla coke..... E isnt a hard drug my dear, its a luverly fluffy drug which is VERY safe.

Monday, January 6, 2003 - 10:01:20 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i like cheese

Wednesday, January 8, 2003 - 11:47:22 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
im a bipolar lesbian
- jen

Wednesday, January 8, 2003 - 11:50:38 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love to rape fluffy pink bunnies all day long... it is soo good.
bunny rape!
- simon

Monday, January 13, 2003 - 06:54:29 pm:
Secret from yo moma:
wer mah tampon at?

Wednesday, January 22, 2003 - 08:02:45 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
jeremy is uncool

Wednesday, January 22, 2003 - 08:08:34 am:
Secret from jeremy:
jeremy loves jenn but is afraid to tell her because he is a little twisted...
he is gay

Friday, January 24, 2003 - 02:38:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
ok, since im a lesbian me and this other girl went on the web cam showing some guy wut we were doing, we were kinda licking eachother and stuff and well that guy ended up being one of my guy frinds and he told alot of people

Friday, January 24, 2003 - 03:22:25 pm:
Secret from fucken girls:
ok, since im a lesbian me and this other girl went on the web cam showing some guy wut we were doing, we were kinda licking eachother and stuff and well that guy ended up being one of my guy frinds and he told alot of people

Saturday, January 25, 2003 - 01:56:32 pm:
Secret from lebian:
i am a lesbian i stick my tonge in a girls pussy and suck. we also add a guy sometimes and do 3 way. the guys dick is humongis it hardly fits into my mouth. but it sure tasts good. if u if u have msn mine is katielady123@hotmail.com

Tuesday, January 28, 2003 - 04:00:07 pm:
Secret from hello:
hello, who ever has msn mine is katielady123@hotmail.com or dragon_breath86@hotmail.com

Sunday, Febraury 2, 2003 - 09:38:08 am:
Secret from green fingers:
I can be a womans best friend, but never a lover.
The 'bastards' get the fun, the 'nice guys' get the emotional payload.

p.s. dont ever get married..... the other half will no doubt have an afair and destroy your life!

Monday, Febraury 3, 2003 - 12:25:06 am:
Secret from kitten:
i swing both ways

Thursday, Febraury 6, 2003 - 12:24:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
blah

Thursday, Febraury 6, 2003 - 02:39:06 pm:
Secret from it felt so good!!! but i was a bit scared! :
ok, my mom and dad just got married, and well my new dad i have 2 idmit is pritty cute!! well one night he said "amanda, come on we're going 4 a little drive" so i came. well we drove into a forest. by the way it was at night. well we stopped right in the middle of it. all a sudden he took of all of his and my cloths, then put on a condom. he satarted sticking his dick into my thing and went in and out a millon times. it felt great!!! i was 12. then he started licking and tuching my pussy. he stuck his dick in my mouth 2. and we did that every night.he still dose that 2 me and i'm 17!!! one birthday he gave me a secret present 2. it was a dildo! my msn is dragon_breath86@hotmail.com

Sunday, Febraury 16, 2003 - 11:01:48 am:
Secret from the BIG things:
hi, my name is kaitlynn and i live in ont canada. i like a boy and he is in love with my cuz and my good friend. i try 2 get him 2 like me. he is funny, careing, cute, nice and much more good things. how should i get him 2 like me?? plz answer me.

Monday, Febraury 17, 2003 - 06:07:29 pm:
Secret from MsD:
Went from being loved to ignored...just a temporary amusement I guess. I hope he's happy...I'm moving on.

Tuesday, Febraury 18, 2003 - 05:21:08 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think MsD moved on a long time ago.
I was just the ammusment i think.

Thursday, Febraury 27, 2003 - 11:37:40 pm:
Secret from ilovehimandhedoesnotknowit:
This is my valentines day, 2003.

He told me to park behind the carport.
I left my stuff in the entry room by the carport.
It was me, him, John, Sarah, and Kevin.
We hung out and talked for a while, and looked at possible movies to watch.
We watched "Office Space" in english, and then parts in spanish.
We pulled out old yearbooks, looked at the pictures, and reminisced about
people and how they've changed since high school.
Sarah and Kevin left.
John, he, and I continued to look at yearbooks and talk about people.
John said he had to leave (about 1:40 AM). I already had my shoes on, so I
went to get my coat to leave, too.
I followed them into the living room to say bye to John.
After John left, HE stood at the door giving me directions to leave.
I turned around and walked back through the living room and kitchen, into
the entry room (he followed me).
I grabbed my purse from the floor and reached for the doorknob, but
turned quickly just to say goodbye.
When I turned around, he was about five inches from my face, and he
quickly moved closer.
He reached up and lightly touched my face with his right hand and pulled
me closer to his body with his left hand.
He brushed his slightly parted lips just against mine, without really
kissing me.
By this time, my heart was pounding and my breaths were quick and thin.
I reached up to his neck with my right hand and played with the hair on
the back of it (I was still holding my purse in my left hand).
Then he kissed me. His mouth covered mine with such warmth and
intensity.
His tounge met mine so softly and they caressed each other over and over
again.
As the kiss became more intense, he reached further down my back with
both of his hands and pulled me closer to him.
Our kiss became more urgent and he pulled his lips away from mine, began
kissing my neck and whispered in my ear, "you know, you can stay a little
longer, if you want."
I was speechless.
We kissed again.
I dropped the purse.
Without a word, he pulled away from me, took my right hand in his left
hand, and started to lead me away from the door, into the kitchen, where
he let go of my hand and turned off the light.
I took this opportunity to unbutton my coat.
By the time we reached the living room, I took the coat off and placed it
on the couch.
He led me into his bedroom.
I slipped my shoes off as he turned the overhead light off.
He turned back around to face me and brought his lips right back to mine.
His hands pulled my body so close to his body, and I wrapped my arms
around him pulling him even closer.
I could feel his erection pressing against me, and it sent shivers up and
down my spine.
His hands dropped to my butt, and he pulled my pelvis into his erection.
All the while, we were still kissing.
He began to run his hands gently over my back and stomach, and
eventually, his hands worked their way under my shirt, which he pulled up
over my breasts.
He pulled my body back against his as we continued to kiss, then he broke
away to turn off the light on his desk and one in his fish tank.
As he did this, I pulled my shirt back down.
The room was mostly dark, with the exception of one burning candle and
the faint light bleeding in from the living room.
He turned back to me and, noticing what I'd done, said, "pulled your
shirt down while my back was turned, huh??"
I blushed.
He pulled me right up next to him again, looked me in the eyes, began to
kiss me, reached for the buckle of my pants,and began trying to unclasp
them.
I moved his hands away and said, "I don't know if I can do this."
He said, "Why not?"
I said, "I don't know... I just don't know."
He looked at me, then leaned over to kiss my neck.
As he was doing this, he said, "Tonight, it's my turn to please you."
And with that, he guided me to the side of his bed and turned my body so
that my back was to it.
He laid me down on the bed and almost immediately found a place directly
on top of my body.
He proceeded to kiss me more fervently, and he caressed my hair, face,
and arms.
Animal instinct began to take over at this point, as our bodies began to
move in sync with each other.
I could feel my temperature rising, along with my desire to have him
inside me.
We moved and kissed with more intensity and desire, and our legs entwined
themselves.
He stopped kissing me, looked me in the eyes, unclasped my pants and
pulled them off.
I was silent.
He then pulled off my black thong, and flung it on the floor next to my
khakis.
He began to lower his face over my body, but I stopped him, and asked him
to wait a moment.
He moved back up to me and engulfed my lips with his.
Our tounges danced and darted together, massaging each other, gently.
I could feel his large erection against my body, and it made me dizzy
with desire for him.
After a few minutes, he began to inch his body down the length of mine.
Suddenly, I felt his lips just above my right knee.
He began to kiss up my thigh, gently biting and licking every now and
again.
My heart was racing.
His mouth came within inches of my clit, and he stopped to suck on the
fold between my thigh and my body.
Then he moved to do the same to the other leg...
But en route to the other leg, I felt his tounge brush my clit for a
split second.
This sent shivers all through my body.
He immediately went to kissing, biting, and licking my left thigh.
I wanted him.
I wanted him inside my body.
His mouth moved closer to my clit and I began to shiver out of desire.
He sucked on the fold between my left thigh and my body, just as he'd
done with the other side.
While doing this, he began to softly caress my legs with his hands.
Then suddenly, his tounge brushed my clit again, this time for at least a
second, causing my legs to quiver, then he moved back to my right leg.
This teasing continued for a few more minutes, until I was about to
burst.
Then suddenly, his warm, soft tounge began to stroke my clit.
He began slowly and gently, moving his tounge up and down over it, and
all around it.
His tounge began to move faster, with more energy.
I was moving in rhythm with him, wanting him more with every second.
This all continued until I came the first time.
After my moans and convulsions died down, he didn't stop.
His tounge kept caressing me, though I was sensitive.
My hips naturally began to position themselves upward, waiting for
fulfillment.
His tounge dove inside my vagina, causing me to quiver again.
He pulsed in and out a few times, then returned to my clit, and sucked
until I came again.
He still did not stop.
After a couple more minutes, I was so sensitive that I had to ask him to
stop.
He moved up on the bed and laid next to me, watching me come down from my
high.
I told him thank you.
He asked if I enjoyed it.
I sarcastically said no, then said, "Of course I did!"
We laid there for a few more minutes, then I asked for a glass of water,
since I was so worn out and my mouth was dry.
He jumped up and ran into the kitchen to get one, and turned off a couple
of lights while he was gone.
He returned with my water, I thirstily drank most of it, and laid back
down facing him.
We were silent for a moment or two.
Then I said, "You know, I can repay you for that, if you want me to."
He said, "You don't have to."
I said, "I know."
He nodded his head.
I just looked at him for a moment, then sat up.
I reached for his belt buckle and unclasped it.
I wipped my body around to face him, and pulled him more to the center of
the bed directly on his back.
I straddled his legs, unbuttoned his pants, and pulled them, along with
his underwear, down.
Once they were completely off, and his wonderful erection was in sight, I
straddled his legs again.
I was balanced high above him on my knees, pulling my curly hair up out
of my face.
As I did this, he inched his legs further apart, causing my body to inch
closer to his erection.
He reached down to it and began to direct it toward my waiting vagina.
I inched closer to his waiting erection.
Then I pulled away.
I was not ready to give my virginity.
I inched down his body and began to suck, kiss, and lick his thighs the
way he'd done to me.
He squirmed.
Apparently he's a little bit ticklish.
I made my way to his erection with my mouth and lapped the large head
into my mouth.
I grabbed the shaft with my hand and as I slowly started to move my head
up and down over him, I glided my hand up and down over it, as well.
He asked me to wait a minute.
Apparently I'm really good, or he can't last that long.
When he gave me the okay, I moved my mouth down to his balls and gently
began to suck them.
As I did this, I moved my hand over his thick shaft.
His breathing deepened, and he moved his hands down and grasped mine.
I took this hint and removed my hand from his huge erection.
I traced my tounge up from his balls to his shaft, then to the head,
which I covered with my mouth.
As I did this, I moved my hands to each side of his body and grasped his
hips.
I began to move my head up and down over his erection.
I could taste the precum dripping out of its head, and I licked it up an
savored it.
I quickened my up and down pace.
His body moved up and down under me, like he was thrusting himself into
something.
He moved his hands down and gripped my wrists tightly.
His breathing quickened, and he released a couple of small moans.
I massaged his erection with my tounge, as I moved my head up and down
over him.
I sped up, and increased the pressure of my mouth.
He responded by thrusting more towards me.
Finally, after only a couple more moments, his body begain to convulse.
I moved up and down over his pulsing erection, milking him for everything
he had.
I wanted to drink it all.
I wanted to taste it.
I wanted to swallow it all.
His body convulsed, out of control, and his muscules spasmed.
My mouth began to fill with his milk.
He thrusted into my mouth, making me wish he was thrusting elsewhere.
After a few seconds, this all subsided.
I swallowed.
I continued to suck him and lick him until he was dry.
When I knew he was finished, and I was finished, I crawled back up next
to him on the bed.
We laid there for a while.
We talked a little (don't remember what was said).
We got dressed.
We talked some more.
I finally left at about 3:58 AM, according to the clock in the car.

I was so tired and worn out by the last four steps, that I don't really
remember much of what went on. I was too busy trying to remember all of
the good stuff, if you know what I mean.
How's that for a secret?
Did I mention that we're co-workers?

Saturday, March 1, 2003 - 03:16:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, March 1, 2003 - 08:26:47 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I hate my boss.

Monday, March 3, 2003 - 10:38:40 am:
Secret from The Fallen:
I feel as though I just jumped out of a plane.
I am free falling down,
forever down.

And even still I am falling, I know not when I will finally land. I'm not even sure I want to land.

For I want her there to catch me. . .

Thursday, March 6, 2003 - 12:03:00 am:
Secret from Confused:
I have been everything and yet I am nothing. I want to be more and yet enjoy being less. I am still in love with the first girl that I was ever in love with and she was in love with me until I told her that I still wear a nappy!
I now love my wife and she tolerates me after all I still wear my nappy.

Sunday, March 16, 2003 - 07:12:37 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, March 16, 2003 - 07:12:38 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, March 17, 2003 - 11:04:32 pm:
Secret from Camaro84:
On the edge of a knife, between darkness and light. This is where I make my stand.

Still falling.

Sunday, March 23, 2003 - 01:50:50 pm:
Secret from morose_code:
I am in rocovery for bulimia nervosa and I am at war with my eating disorder. Make love, not war.

Sunday, April 13, 2003 - 01:48:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am scared when I know that I weigh 211 at 5'7' and don't really care, but at the same time I keep thinking no man would want me because of my weight!! I know its vein, but the world is a scary place when your overweight.

Thursday, May 8, 2003 - 01:01:30 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i think this site is lame

Thursday, May 15, 2003 - 05:09:41 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, May 24, 2003 - 10:44:25 pm:
Secret from Hard and stiff:
Ijust read a horny letter on here and my dick is stiff like a brick!

Saturday, May 24, 2003 - 10:52:31 pm:
Secret from Hard and stiff:
I have this secret, I'm a straight guy who wants lesbians or two straight girls to have a threesome with good looking dude. E:mail wunderguy71@hotmail.com

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 - 12:05:44 am:
Secret from Rysa:
I'm completely in love with a Canadian boy of 24 who must certainly be the most amazing creature alive. *deep, content sigh* I wish you all such a happiness as I have! That's my secret!

Tuesday, June 3, 2003 - 07:56:05 pm:
Secret from elephant man:
i have elephantitis of the cock and balls. is that bad?

Friday, June 6, 2003 - 10:17:53 am:
Secret from BUBBLES01:
when i was 8 i made my brother et a worm

Sunday, June 8, 2003 - 01:18:01 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
cheated on the guy i call me "boyfriend". i hate him but love himat the same time.. what a lame secret. o.O

Sunday, June 8, 2003 - 06:26:37 pm:
Secret from Julie Garber:
I am a lesbian.

Tuesday, June 10, 2003 - 10:17:18 am:
Secret from Robin:
john is a fag

Tuesday, June 10, 2003 - 10:29:03 am:
Secret from John:
Robin is a dumb bitch

Tuesday, June 10, 2003 - 10:53:58 am:
Secret from Robin:
If you read through all of these secrets you will find three pplz robin jenn and kelsey we where all fighting and it is funny because we are all still best friends it a good memory

Wednesday, June 11, 2003 - 08:10:02 pm:
Secret from Ryan:
I just want you to know,

that nothing is as it seems.
and everything is a test.

Friday, June 13, 2003 - 07:51:27 pm:
Secret from Caitlin:
I have such potential they say, why can't I believe it? Why can't I believe in myself? I can write like you cannot believe. I have such an imagination and yet....yet self confidence eludes me. You know what it is? It's fear, fear holds me back...I'm afraid I'm not good enough, afraid I'm not educated enough, afraid that my ideas will run out, afraid no one will like my ideas, afraid, afraid, afraid.

Standing at a great precipice
staring out into the abyss
wondering if I have the guts
wondering if it will be enough...

The heart has its reasons that our heads can never even hope to know.
-- Blaise Pascal

Friday, June 13, 2003 - 11:18:00 pm:
Secret from Ryan:
Belief in something is often not enough. Many would disagree with this, but my experience has clearly shown that as a truth in me. Some of my most peaceful moment in life were spent looking into the Abyss. As the Abyss stares back at you, don't blink, you may miss the important things to be seen.

"On the edge of a knife, between darkness and light. This is where I make my stand."

Saturday, June 14, 2003 - 09:16:26 am:
Secret from jammer:
I cannot stop thinking about strangers giving me a blowjob in public, not right in view but somewhere you could be caught.

Friday, June 27, 2003 - 02:32:13 pm:
Secret from britney:
i smoke pot

Monday, June 30, 2003 - 08:56:18 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
The lady at the bank miss-counted my money for deposit and actually gave my account an extra 25 dollars. She asked if that was correct and I said, "Of course. I'm so glad you can count correctly."

Tuesday, July 8, 2003 - 08:15:56 pm:
Secret from j:
i want to have sex with my cuzin

Friday, July 11, 2003 - 10:39:15 pm:
Secret from "BOB":
I'm down with the funk!....yeh, I said get down on it....get down on it! It's Super Friday!

Friday, July 11, 2003 - 10:42:23 pm:
Secret from "BOB":
Sometimes I wonder if my stress is low because I don't care or if nothing is really that BIG of a deal. Peace out!

Sunday, July 13, 2003 - 01:39:19 am:
Secret from vanilla_coke69:
hey you all.. well i moved back to my moms and im bored outa my mind

Tuesday, July 22, 2003 - 02:10:20 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i am jfyetfewgfjhfry43rgd########***********

Wednesday, July 23, 2003 - 09:15:17 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, July 23, 2003 - 04:27:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, July 24, 2003 - 08:30:25 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, July 24, 2003 - 08:33:02 am:
Secret from JAM:
I have a freckle under my eye!

Thursday, July 24, 2003 - 01:41:34 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I did it with a boy when was 8!

Friday, July 25, 2003 - 10:03:52 am:
Secret from Teklord:
I'm Going Under.

Thursday, August 7, 2003 - 02:06:05 pm:
Secret from Lenjule:
As he lifted his glass of White Zinfandel he spoke,

"To the future, and endless possibilities left to chance."

The crystal chimed as the glasses bounced off each other and the rest of the world falls away.

It is this path that he shall walk, and on this path he shall know truth. And always in dreams his hope shall survive.

"To see the world in a grain of sand, And heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour."

Sunday, August 10, 2003 - 08:26:22 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
making good love to the good looking baby

Saturday, August 16, 2003 - 05:39:00 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, August 18, 2003 - 08:34:54 pm:
Secret from CKy:
ur moms hoe

Tuesday, August 19, 2003 - 10:18:36 am:
Secret from I need to find a fuck buddy:
Looking for one in Houston, anonymous and sexy

Wednesday, August 20, 2003 - 10:23:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
le farris is an absolute whore, i can't believe she just cheated on her husband with me again. though the guy had it coming...

Sunday, August 31, 2003 - 08:54:46 pm:
Secret from MARC:
i AM A WOMAN

Wednesday, September 3, 2003 - 07:59:36 pm:
Secret from someone:
i have not brushed my hair in days

Thursday, September 25, 2003 - 08:15:38 pm:
Secret from Arnold S.:
California is mine and I am gonna win.

Saturday, September 27, 2003 - 02:12:51 am:
Secret from www.desifantasy.com:

Sunday, September 28, 2003 - 11:06:43 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
I have so many things going through my mind. So much I want to just say. Doesn't matter where or to who. I'm just not sure where to begin and how to say it. Everything is just so complicated. I know that if I just keep it all in, someday I'll explode and likely the One person in this world I don't want to see hurt, will then be hurt.

I'm just sitting here staring blankly at my keyboard as everything flows around my mind like a hurricane of thoughts. Maybe I'll just let things settle for a few days, put some more thought into everything and try to make some sense of it all. I know I'm not the first person to feel these things, nor am I likely to be the last. I guess even that fact can give me some comfort in knowing that everyone else gets through it, so I should too.

Time tells all. I guess I'll wait for time to tell me too.

~Teklord
"To see the world in a grain of sand, And heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour."

Sunday, October 5, 2003 - 12:40:04 am:
Secret from QTJENN:
To my QT JENN HA HA, love you like a fat kid love cake

Sunday, October 5, 2003 - 12:46:22 am:
Secret from reallyhotgirl from umass:
um hi i just want to make a confession. well basically im a lesbian...i only find myself attracted to women. but i dunno its so wierd i have a huge crush on this guy from ucf like totally wierd right. but the wierdeest part is...is that i dream about him all the time..but dressed up as a women!! is that a sign ? can somebody tell me whats going on. im really confused. if u can help me email me at abagadol@aol.com. thanks luv ya;ll gniteeee

Sunday, October 5, 2003 - 12:53:42 am:
Secret from a fool in love:
Sometimes I wish I was less of a thinking man and more of a fool whos not affraid of rejection... I'm just a helpless guy in love with a umass girl... :)

Sunday, October 5, 2003 - 01:00:36 am:
Secret from likewhoalidan:
like whoa if there ever was a confession. i mean, i feel the same way...but dont u think its weird that we are brother and sister. i mean, its fine we can go on and get down and freak nasty with it...but what if i get preggers- then we gots to worry about takin the baby to the doctors and shit and we aint got no health insurance to pay for some dumb fuck baby. you make the choice...

Monday, October 6, 2003 - 03:13:10 pm:
Secret from bob:
bob

Wednesday, October 8, 2003 - 12:17:21 am:
Secret from HeianDiaryFan:
A best friend of mine for many years disappeared out of my life five years ago (of her own choice). My heart was broken by this but I learned to let go as she wouldn't tell me why she had cut herself off and didn't really want to communicate with me. I did not believe it was something I had done at the time, but suspected she had been drawn back into a very negative religion (my opinion so I won't name the religion) that her family had been trying to force her to be more of a part of ever since I had known her. She suddenly got in touch with me recently and not only did she not acknowledge or take responsibility for cutting me out of her life, but wanted me to be in a bridal party for her wedding (she is getting married now which is why she tried to contact me in the first place...although I have the same phone number and address in the last 5 years so she could have contacted me at any time she wanted). After she asked me I asked her how her parents felt about her getting married to a non-(this religion) or if she had finally managed to disentangle herself from her familiy (or if they had disentangled themselves from their religion which says if your kid gets kicked out of this religion then you must get them out of your life in all ways or your soul is at risk of being damned too). She says, "Why of course you know I'm ....." This was a huge blow and I couldn't confront her on it because at the time she was in the car on a cel phone while her fiance to be was driving (long drive after meeting his parents for the first time). Then she tells me her fiance is going to convert to her religion too (otherwise she couldn't marry him) and they hadn't told his parents that. I asked if she had encouraged him to change and she said no, he'd been looking for other religions then what he had with his family (a pretty common form of Christianity that is very conservative but I won't name this either), and decided on the one she belonged to. So, after all this I had to go (we'd been on the phone for an hour) and so I said I'd e-mail her with my e-mail (new one since 5 years ago) and she write me back about the wedding.

I was so upset about her switch to this other religion (not only had she been fighting to live a life without this religion affecting her thoughts, but she had repeatedly lied to her parents, whom she loved deeply enough to do so so she wouldn't be seperated from them (although I had felt then and still feel that once you are an adult you should not lie about such things and if your parents disown you because they are selfish enough to care more about their standing in a religion and in the afterlife more then the lives of their children then they don't really love you as a parent should or I should say they don't love thier child unconditionally and use the threat of separation from them to try to get the child back into the religion...and I had told her this many times). Not only was she doing this until five years ago, but had been involved in another religion in a very serious was for most of the 14 years that I knew her (although it was not an organized religion) closely.

I believe that her families religion got to her and brainwashed her (although they call it something different) between the last summer before I saw her almost five years ago as when I saw her at college (she is an older student getting a different degree) near the following Thanksgiving she was showing signs of having changed a great deal in only a few months and was acting paranoid about people in the town where she was going to school who were of this religion finding out that we were talking about non-approved things and reporting to her parents and the local head of the religion. That was the last time I physically saw her and that is when I had the intuition that she had been brainwashed.

I was so upset about her telling me that she had returned to this religion that I couldn't sleep that night and ended up writing her a long e-mail saying that I really couldn't participate in her wedding, and wasn't even sure I could go because I felt so strongly that she had been coerced into returning to this religion and that also I felt like I no longer knew her after five years (not only had I not seen her, but when she was talking to me on the phone she sounded like a totally different person, there was no laughter in her voice even when I teased her as of old) and wasn't sure I could re-establish a friendship with someone who believed in a religion where parents treated their children that way (as well as other things that I knew about them as I have a minor in comparative religions and I had studied this religion quite closely as a project of mine in school and have sort of kept tabs on it to try and support my friend stand up against them if she had to...put when I could have helped she pushed me out of her life and didn't even tell me...so now five years later she is completely indoctrinated and comfortable with that lifestyle and belief system). I was a little harsh in the letter because I was so upset and felt guilty for not being a part of her wedding (when she had been my maid of honor in mine almost ten years ago) and not even sure I wanted to go through the work of becoming close friends or even friends again after all the time had passed and her belonging to a religion that I felt did more evil in the world then good it did for its followers and that if she wasn't fighting to change the religion (even if she believed in it) from within (which I find as acceptable) then she was supporting that and so I felt that the old friend I'd known really was not the same person at all. I asked her if she'd been brainwashed during the time I'd seen her five years ago, and she replied "you would call it brainwashing" and then used a term I know that religion uses to get straying sheep back into the fold, which is a type of brainwashing in the definitive sense, and which when she was younger she had been put through in a lesser sense (and which she told me all about back then) because of a moderate level infraction to their social code that if continued would have led to her being kicked out of the religion and shunned by her family. That time she survived it, this time she did not. She also spouted a bunch of theological statements at me and then followed it up with the fact this "brainwashing" had taken place the summer before I went to visit her in college and that she had been afraid to tell me then for fear of how I would react. Well you know what? I would have been upset, but if she had talked to me about it then and I had been given the chance to voice my feelings and what I know about the history of the religion and all and asked her WHY this sudden change I might have been able to remain her friend because she may have allowed me to be part of her change despite the fact that I would never really be able to be close to her again for reasons that the people of her religion, although they can outwardly get along with people of others, believe that they are special out of all people and the only ones thier version of God loves because of what they believe, and therefore all others are less then they are for they will not have an afterlife that is good (if they will have one at all...this is rather unclear from what I've read about them). She also never really reacted to the personal things I'd said (away from the religious comments) in that e-mail as if she she didn't care how her cutting herself off from a 14 year friendship might have affected me. She said she was still the same person inside, yet at the same time she said what she was back then was a "lie". So I am now left with having to write her back and tell her definitely that I cannot deal with being a part of her wedding or going, and I cannot start a friendship all over again when what I liked about her is GONE. She was a fighter and a free-thinker and obviously she is no longer that. She will always excel in her career (which she was going to college for) as she excels in everything in that way (I am glad at least that part of her is the same...she is very talented and very professional) and I'm glad she's finally found someone she would consider living with for the rest of her life (as when I knew her she really didn't have much faith in love relationships) and I hope she's happy, but I would always know what she had been and what she was now and I would always be grieving for the friend I lost (as I have now). If I had just met her on the street for the first time and she was like this I wouldn't become friends with her (she is THAT different even on the phone and like I said, her e-mail) so why would I want to start a relationship with her new self even though we were the closest of friends (sister like) in the past before she did this? I can't.

I feel guilty because of this, but at the same time the thought of pretending that I didn't like her anymore just to make her happy seems wrong to me and makes my eyes fill with tears and my heart ache. At the same time, it would be wrong of me to remain her friend and constantly harrangue (sp?) her about her religion and how if she looked at the record of it how full of lies and deceit it is and that she and other followers are being used (even if some of them want to be because it gives them some kind of comfort) and may in their turn use others by trying to draw them into the religion (out of good intentions of course).

I believe in freedom of religion in this country, and feel the whole world should be this way. I believe 100% in her right to choose her religion, but I also believe 100% that she has to deal with the consquences in those relationships she left behind because she decided to go with this religion. I feel like a religion-racist here, because I truly dispise this religion for what it has done to others (especially those that asked too many questions and were thus kicked out of the religion and lost their friends and families because of that) in the name of a Divine Being who acts more like a spoiled egoistic human being then what a divine being should be. Yet at the same time I would fight for any of the believers' rights to believe in this religin in this country.

So I feel guilty in two ways: 1) I am turning away an offer of friendship from a person I loved like a sister because she has changed her belief system so radically that she does not talk or write as if she were the same person at all, and yet she tells me "she is still the same person inside" (then she was showing me a completely different person for 14 years then she sounds like now) and I will not go through this pain that I did both now due to her coming back into my life after 5 years of not knowing how she was and also that initial first year and a half after she cut herself off from me because of what she was going through when I'm not even sure if I like her as she is now and I certainly don't respect her anymore which is something I have to have for a person before I can love them.

2) I feel guilty for now having a very personal reason to dislike this religion she has become a full-member of in the last five years and whom has changed her so much and I hate feeling this way about any religion. Although, like I've always said, I'm OK with any religion as long as it doesn't cause pain and evil in the world or try to force others to believe in it as the only one way to the Divine, and this religion actually fulfills both criteria of being one I would not like, especially when I see what happened to my friend both during those 14 years she was struggling to remain connected to her parents and live her own life and now that she has given in (whether coerced or not). So why do I feel guilty? I do.

I live my life with very little guilt because I try to act in a way that leads to no regrets (meaning I am careful in making decisions so that I don't have regrets, not that I never make a wrong decision or anything and then sometimes do not suffer regrets).

3) I will be causing her pain by saying I do not want to be a part of her wedding or even attending and I hate causing anyone pain (although of course we all do sometimes whether we mean to or not) that I love. At the same time, she does not seem to have taken responsibility for the pain she caused me in the past as if it only mattered that she did what she had to do and yet she wants me to be her friend again. I'm not saying our friendship was perfect and that she didn't hurt me in the past, but we resolved that because I was willing to forgive and let go and that was MANY years before the time she cut herself off from me 5 years ago and we had become closer because of it...but she was still the same person then in her manner and beliefs and her character and now she is not. I hate not to be a part of her joyful day (wedding) and I do wish her well in life, but I also wished she was not who she is now, and that is wrong of me to bring to the wedding or to a friendship that she seems to think we still have, but at least on my part, due to her cutting herself off from me and her true conversion to a religion she always professed to think was not only wrong in the way it treated people, but was untheologically sound, I can't be that friend anymore.

So, I'm going to burn bridges and I've only done that one other time in my life and the situation was not what this one is and nor was the person half as close to me as this friend was.

I have talked about this with my husband and my sister (who are the only two people besides my friend...until now...whom I trusted 100% to love me no matter what) and they both are worried for her, but both of them also (although for different reasons) that I should pretend to be OK with it for HER sake and not burn the bridges. Normally, I would think of HER feelings first, but I can't this time for the reasons listed above.

So that is my secret. I who have always worked hard to be a good friend to those I loved (and I call very few people true friends, what most people define as a friend is really an acquaintance or a "good time" friend only), but this time, when it matters most probably in the vast scheme of things, I can't be.

I'm tearing up even as I'm reading this. Sorry, luckily probably not too many people know this site exists.

Saturday, October 11, 2003 - 11:47:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
hello jenn

Saturday, October 11, 2003 - 11:48:13 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
im a 25 year old virgin

Tuesday, October 21, 2003 - 11:43:37 pm:
Secret from just another jenn:
I have always wanted to tie a guy to my bed with a red silk scarf and tease him. I wouldn't let him touch me, but I would touch him all over and tease him to the point of no return. Then I want to suck him off, then sit on his face until he gets me off, Is this weird?

Monday, October 27, 2003 - 07:14:55 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 28, 2003 - 02:04:39 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i suck...........you will never no hahahahahah

Sunday, November 2, 2003 - 05:35:34 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, November 5, 2003 - 08:09:46 am:
Secret from thegoodson:
i think you pritty cute. my name is mike i'm 23 5'8 170lbs if you get a chance you should e-mail me at thegoodson6669@yahoo.com

Saturday, November 8, 2003 - 12:06:45 am:
Secret from Herman:
I used to be a superhero but walked away from it all for peace and quite. I feel guilty for abandoning all you foolish mortals but we gotta retire and make room for the youngsters. Since the worlds gone to hell I'm tempted to come out of retirement.

Monday, November 10, 2003 - 02:45:04 pm:
Secret from AlexistheSexiest:
I am always constipated and I abuse laxatives.

Friday, November 28, 2003 - 09:39:40 pm:
Secret from Reality:
As much as we would like to think that we can affect the world and those around us, we cannot. All of our efforts are as useless as a drop in an infinite bucket. There are two solutions to this inevitable conclusion. First, you could deceive yourself into thinking otherwise, or simply disagree and profess ignorance, living your life in spite of this. Or you could come to terms with the futility of human existence and lose all hope. In losing all hope there is infinite peace.

Tuesday, December 2, 2003 - 04:08:29 am:
Secret from Humphry:
I sat on a cow

Tuesday, December 2, 2003 - 02:57:40 pm:
Secret from Carmine Ragusso:
The biggest secret in SE Michigan is a little group that plays every weekend. Sure, one hundred or so people know of it and show up every weekend, but its still a secret, because they are.....well lets just say, the best little band in all the midwest. Stop in sometime and see for yourself.
http://anniesjester.tripod.com
shhhh- do it quietly, and dont tell a soul!
They like it this way.

Tuesday, December 2, 2003 - 07:00:04 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
obsession, thy name is mine. http://xanga.com/deverdad

Wednesday, December 3, 2003 - 11:35:16 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, December 3, 2003 - 11:36:55 am:
Secret from sex:

Wednesday, December 3, 2003 - 09:21:31 pm:
Secret from ????:
I speak to you now from the Farplane. I only speak to you because I believe it to be fair to tell you that your life is going to end. I have Vegnagun. I will use this awesome weapon to save the one that I love. You cannot stop me.

Ph33R V3gNaGuN

Saturday, December 6, 2003 - 12:39:49 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my secret is i have had sex 52 times
www.geociies.com/gcrocks0/enter.html

Sunday, December 14, 2003 - 03:48:34 pm:
Secret from Bangkok:
Man i got fuckn worked last night by my nigga!! against the wall and all over the fuckn apt. Im in so much pain right now!! BUt im goin back tonight for more...............

Tuesday, December 23, 2003 - 07:53:48 am:
Secret from mattymatt:
I love head more then sex and if i could suck my own cock, I would be in my room all day!!!! is that gay???I hope not cause I am not gay!!!

Monday, January 5, 2004 - 02:09:07 am:
Secret from Triste:
So this then, is an attempt to put it all down somewhere so that at the least I will maybe understand what has happened to me over the years. I realise that may sound a little self-centred since I know that others have been affected as well but, as they say, you have start somewhere. Why not with me? I was there from the beginning.

Columbus in June 1994, the summer has started but the nights are still comfortable. Quite some time spent agonising over the telephone book in search of some place to eat. Sushi tops the list and, amazingly even in Columbus, the choices are many. I settled on a place called Otani.

So often in the time since then I have wondered at whatever it was that caused our paths to cross, and, while not trying to make this sound all too Thornbirds, I cannot begin to fathom what it was. All I know is that I truly do believe in things that cannot be explained, call them what you will. I know this seems like the opening line from Casablanca but it cant be helped. My life was changed inexorably that one night. How do I know this? Because I am sitting here, almost 10 years later, still under her spell. Facing up reluctantly to what may be the final stages of this story.

The threads that run through peoples lives are indeed long and circuitous. I might say that I met her as the result of my meeting Sweat back in 1970 or so, through Sweat I met Trobe. Through Trobe (and Carolyn) I was introduced to sushi while still going out with Susan. Not even married yet to her. How did I meet Sweat? Not sure exactly anymore. Something to do with music. Vaguely remembering that he must have heard me play some where and asked me to play at some show he was arranging.

I first ate sushi at a restaurant called Lenge over on Columbus Avenue. So, you see, theres Columbus already playing a role. But who was Columbus of course but an explorer? So from Columbus Avenue to Columbus, Ohio, I was eventually led to Otani, and her. Were I to try and take it any further back than that I think I should eventually realise that the trail is probably cold beyond Lenge and Trobe and Susan. Did I think when I took that first bite of sushi that it would someday lead me to her? Where was she in 1978? Twenty-years old. Maybe working at Dr Sun Yat-Sen Memorial? In her blue dress? Did she have any idea what the future held for her? Did I? Not a bit. This might normally be the place where the narrator (thats me) contemplates whether I would have gone for sushi at Otani if I had known at the time what I know now. Well, sorry to disappoint but Ive no inclination to go down that road. Ill leave it to you to decide if I regret any of what I am about to tell you.

Ok, so why now? Why to-night? Because this has been building and because I have just dropped her off after an afternoon and evening together. We had a really good time but she has been dropping hints about things, the way women do sometimes, and I realise that, even though, in some measure, we seem to have gotten back together or at least gotten closer than we have for a long time that this may very well be the lead up to a final parting. I am easily moved to tears with her. More so once she goes inside and I drive home. I felt things slipping away in a manner I have never felt with her before and fear that this may be it. They say in relationships that it is often the little things that count and when the small, gestures that one becomes so used to suddenly no longer occur that it is of more import than an outright declaration of love passed. So, it was in the lack of her normal telephone call to me, our usual chat as I drive home that I sensed an omen. And how did I handle it? I sat in the dark in my garage and left a long, though I hope not rambling voice mail to her, about some of the things she said to me. These shall be revealed as time goes on. For now though, I need to recount what has taken me to this point. [to be continued]

Monday, January 5, 2004 - 11:23:34 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
"And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance"

Here's to The Dance beneath a starry night sky on the last day of November 2002.
Complicated. That was the song, now it is a way of life.

Wednesday, January 7, 2004 - 12:12:31 am:
Secret from reconfire:
love scooby doo

Sunday, January 11, 2004 - 06:50:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
shut up

Tuesday, January 13, 2004 - 12:54:02 am:
Secret from Teh Shti:
So me and this grl are "friends with benifets", right?
well when we first started messing around she made it pretty clear that it couldnt go any further... no real realationship, right? so i was all like 'no problem' and shti... but then i was all 'shti, i thinkz thet i mightz luvz her and shti... damn...
well this was bothering me and she knew sumthin was bothering me and shti so she was all 'whats wrong?'
it took 30 minutes but i finally told her, we talked, and eventually i just decided it was lust (i was still a virgin at that point) and that, not having had a date in 1.5yrs i was confused. so i was all 'cool'. well eventually started fucking and shti, and it was all good, but i started to realise that i really like hanging out with here, whether we fucked or not. its been a month or so now, and i know that i really do love her, but damn it, if i tell her she will end it right then and there, so i dont want to tell her. so im in hell.
i know it wont last much longer, we both agreed we should quit before we get too used to being together like that... so im just trying to forestall the inevitable... damn it...
i love her... it sucks...
damn it...
shti...
...

(oh yeah the bad grammer and spelling and shti is intentional, i dont want to get out of practice or everyone on Half-Life will think im gettin stuk up)

Sunday, Febraury 1, 2004 - 10:42:30 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, Febraury 2, 2004 - 09:10:46 am:
Secret from Doc:
I think Jenn's hot, especially for a geek!

Tuesday, Febraury 3, 2004 - 05:56:52 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I really think I'm bisexual. My boyfriend has the typical guy fantasy of a threesome with 2 women, and the idea gets me excited. I now fantasize about being with a woman, but I'm afraid to tell him. What if it's just a fantasy and the reality would freak him out?

Wednesday, Febraury 4, 2004 - 11:28:06 am:
Secret from hottieboombottie:
I met the man I will marry! I love him so much!

Tuesday, Febraury 10, 2004 - 09:51:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love the little green men!!*sniffles* They are sooooo sexy!:)

Wednesday, Febraury 11, 2004 - 04:37:13 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, Febraury 13, 2004 - 04:22:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, Febraury 14, 2004 - 10:12:47 pm:
Secret from FW:
It is June in Columbus and I have been sitting at the sushi bar in Otani for almost an hour, may be longer. Picking and choosing from the displayed, flayed fish in the case with regular refills of sake. Casual conversation with the chef is interrupted by the entrance of a young woman who joins me at the sushi bar. Well not exactly joining me but sitting a couple of seats away. There is no one between us and she is observing the proper etiquette for a sushi bar.

She asks for the menu and one is handed to her. She starts ordering. First one dish, then another. And another. And yet another. All to be put up for take away. But not yet. First she needs to eat some sushi. Now I have to admit, as she is ordering all this food to go I am thinking that she has a whole family waiting out in a mini-van in the parking, waiting for dinner. A couple of small kids. Husband. Husbands parents, perhaps. She goes in and gets the food, brings it out and they all sit out there in the van eating dinner. And they save money because they dont have to tip a waiter. I have seen this before. Its one of those Asian immigrant scenes were not supposed to admit remind us of a certain stereotype were not supposed to acknowledge any more in these enlightened times.

I honestly cannot remember which one of us spoke first. I always told her it was her but it could have been me. I just honestly dont know. Knowing her now, after all these year and knowing how easily she speaks to people and how comfortable she is just talking to strangers, I am sure she spoke first but Ill never know for sure and it really doesnt matter. We started talking.

I notice she has wedding ring on. I have mine on as well and did not even think of trying to discretely slip it off. I was so not in that sort of space of pretending to not be married. I wasnt looking for what was eventually going to happen. Im almost convinced that if I had been, nothing would have ever happened. So we started chitting and chatting and eventually the topic of where we were from and who we worked for came up. Dont ask me how we each knew the other was not from Columbus. There are Asians all over Columbus and the surrounding area. Honda has an automobile factory in Maryville and in those days she had not yet told me the secret of figuring out where the different Asians are from by looking at them. She still hasnt told me. As often as not she asks me where I think someone [Asian] is from. Thats OK. I always ask her to tell me where the different white people are from. They all look the same to me, too. (just kidding).

Shes from Illinois. N______, a suburb of Chicago. And I am meeting her in Columbus, Ohio. Ok, so now I know without even asking that she works for AT&T. I do too, or did, before they broke up the telephone company. Then I was on the dark side. In the telephone company. Then I went to a cellular telephone company. Then they sent me to Ohio for training. Simple enough, eh? So now, I am eating sushi with her and finding out that she works in the cellular telephone support group. The people I am supposed to call if I cant fix something. I never spoke to her, I tell her, and she tells me she just joined the group. No worries, I rarely call anyway. I can usually fix whatever breaks. (Does that sound cocky, I wondered?) Usually by Friday. That was the mantra in landline. Fixed by Friday. So you could screw around with any sort of trouble and then on Friday some revelatory, technical enlightenment would settle upon your brain and you would figure out how to solve whatever problem was driving you nuts all week.

So she works for AT&T and I work for Bell. And we both like sushi. And yes she is cute. Great smile. Beautiful eyes that light up when she smiles. Round face and beautiful skin. When she spoke her voice carried the tonality of her native tongue. It took a while to figure out when [if] she was mad at me. I knew a lot of Chinese speakers growing up, Mandarin mostly but some Cantonese. Oh yes. In conversation she mixed up her genders with a randomness that seemed almost methodical after a while. Her kids, her husband, her friends would all change gender within the same paragraph, sometimes even the same sentence. I would try to listen very carefully to keep track of who she was speaking about. It was then that I knew I had my work cut out for me trying to keep up with her. Its been like that ever since.

Saturday, Febraury 14, 2004 - 10:13:36 pm:
Secret from FW:
[Oh yeah, to be continued.]

Wednesday, March 24, 2004 - 01:12:28 pm:
Secret from Asdo:
daniele ш decisamente un gay da paura

Wednesday, March 24, 2004 - 10:05:52 pm:
Secret from B:
Bloogbloog wheres these PINK!!!! pants all the time I secretly thing he looks a little ODD in them. I've tried to tell him this quite a few times. Not really sure how to be more direct so he understands this fashion faux pas. :(

Thursday, April 1, 2004 - 12:42:11 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
im dirty

Saturday, April 17, 2004 - 10:31:44 am:
Secret from dogma:
I voted for Reagan.

Saturday, April 17, 2004 - 02:35:43 pm:
Secret from Charlie Gustav Skoog:
I've benn loved with a girl in school a very long time now and i been home at her house and played games she's very god at computers and i dont know what to do pleash help me!

Thursday, April 22, 2004 - 10:53:11 am:
Secret from Pirji:
I still love u pirji.please come back.I want to marry u. Be only minez

Wednesday, April 28, 2004 - 06:04:54 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, April 29, 2004 - 09:12:01 am:
Secret from canadian girl loves SA man:
I am so inlove with this man from Soth Africa...I do not want to be with out him...and he feels the same way...but we are seperated by miles and miles..we talk on the phone all the time and email everyday...I cant get him outta my head....someday we will be together and I can't wait..but my problem is moving away from my family...I think I can do it but me and my sis are so close and she depends on me for everything....I want to do things for me....but everytime I think of leaving my sis behind I feel really bad.....

Thursday, April 29, 2004 - 04:55:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, April 29, 2004 - 04:59:44 pm:
Secret from hi:

Monday, May 10, 2004 - 03:05:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, May 10, 2004 - 03:26:40 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, May 15, 2004 - 12:36:32 am:
Secret from jgirl:
I AM going to marry Brandon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2004 - 12:37:47 am:
Secret from hottieboombottie:
I AM going to marry Brandon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004 - 02:52:25 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, May 19, 2004 - 03:12:40 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, May 25, 2004 - 08:03:45 am:
Secret from Teklord:
It's no secret that Gas prices are insane, and that those responsible should be shot!

Wednesday, June 2, 2004 - 01:14:20 am:
Secret from blue-blue:
I've killed people...

Friday, June 4, 2004 - 10:58:56 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i have never actually screwed a duck...

Friday, June 4, 2004 - 11:01:29 am:
Secret from Jenn Niziol:
I have lost my virginity, found it... then lost it again...

Friday, June 4, 2004 - 11:02:36 am:
Secret from Emily Sprague:
I love Jenn Niziol more than my own boyfriend... Mr. Kenyon is hot!

Wednesday, June 23, 2004 - 03:49:59 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, July 17, 2004 - 01:45:48 am:
Secret from HK-47:
01010111 01101000 01101111
01000001 01110010 01100011
01011001 01101111 01110101

Impress me.

Akta Gamat!

"If my memory core cannot be recovered, a meatbag will surely pay."

Thursday, July 22, 2004 - 04:35:33 am:
Secret from hap:
I like what Robin C. said about a home being a place for giving your heart. I've given my heart, to a special person at the time, twice. But then somehow the new wore, expectations turned into dissappointment, the special became tainted but then absence makes the heart fonder even though it is not in our individual interest to waist our thoughts on a past we had no control. One must un-clutter the mind with meaningless memories.. We are only responsible for our own actions not the actions of others..

Friday, July 23, 2004 - 07:56:30 am:
Secret from Caitlin:
me and my husband recently went out of state to be in a wedding. The whole wedding party and then some stayed at a house we all rented for the week. A bunch of the groom's (one of my close friends) childhood buddies came to the wedding and he introduced me to them. I was **very** attracted to one of them. Let's call him Brian...(since I'm not using *my* real name either..) After the wedding everyone went to the house and partied all night...needless to say most everyone, including myself, was pretty lit. That night Brian and I ended up fooling around a bit. Nothing very bad, groping, kissing etc... there was no sex (not even oral) and I stopped myself before anything else happened. I even told my husband (I'm big on telling the truth) so if he heard something from anyone else who might have seen it he wouldn't be treated to a shock. I shouldn't have told him (stupid me) and he ended up being angry and was positive I had screwed the guy. Which I didn't. Eventually we talked it out and everything is pretty much okay. But, ***I can't get "Brian" out of my head*** I keep thinking about those few days before the wedding and the night of the wedding and it's driving me crazy. I love my husband but dammit I really do wish i had done something with Brian...

Friday, August 6, 2004 - 11:36:05 am:
Secret from Jenn:
I like to dance naked in my window so people can watch me.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004 - 11:57:24 am:
Secret from Muhahahaha:
My name is not Muhahahaha

Tuesday, August 17, 2004 - 05:53:47 pm:
Secret from Muhahahaha:
Hey, it's me again, after posting I came and read all (well more than half anyways) of your "secrets", I just hope everyone is having a good time with them selves (I certainly know those here who masterbate are, lol). Anyways, it's amazing to see all the love going on here, despite how the world may be, and I would just like to wish all of you luck in your lives. I'm 17 and I just recently found the love of my life, and now I don't know what I could've ever done without her. (Oh, and BTW, her name is Jennifer, so that's how I came upon this site. I was just bored at work [I have a summer job] so I was trying different sites and ended up here.) She was there all along during high school, but I only began to notice her Junior year as we became good friends. I've also noticed that some of you have been heartbroken, but don't give up! I'm not an expert with that exactly, but ever since I was 6 I've had crushes on various different girls, so I have some idea of what it feels like. Keep your head high, because as the ATB song goes "love will find you." If someone like me (and if jennifer were here she would probably say the same, only reversed, of course) can be lucky enough to find a girl as wonderful and beautiful as my angel is, then anyone should be able to find true love.
Another problem one might experience, of course, is lust, and don't I know it. I've masterbated since about the age of ten, and a few years later I began looking at my first porn. Boy did I want it bad, like most guys, but at that age I just randomly assumed that I would be able to once I was eighteen. Well here I am, with the love of my life, and by February 2005 we'll both be eighteen, but it's not going to happen. You've simply gotta learn, that no matter how fun it may be, it can never give you companionship or make you completely happy (did I mention that I'm really horny?). I'd better wrap this up soon, sorry if it becomes crappy, but I think I've gotta go. So anyways, just think about that and search for love. If you find it, hold on tight and treat her right (or him, but I like to think that the girl shouldn't really have to be extremely sweet like the guy should, although she probably will once the guy is) because someone like this only comes once in a lifetime.
There are certain things we've done, and there are certain things that we haven't done, but we're saving the big one for later. You've gotta make sure she knows that you'll always be there for her and that, although you are really horny, you're willing to wait until she's ready for it. When you get there, it's also a good idea to talk with her about it afterwards, see how she feels and make sure she's alright. You should also cuddle with her afterwards, of course, which will come very natural to me, since I already love to cuddle with her, but supposedly many guys don't do that, even though the girls would like them to. Life is all about friendship and the relationships we make. The only thing different about who you fall in love with is that they're a friend that you care a whole lot about. You should always remain friends, no matter what happens with your love for each other. It doesn't work out if you are not friends with them first.
It's very amazing that I've found her now, in some of the hardest of times with my schoolwork and all. Once again, I wish you all luck in your lives. I hope you find true love as soon as possible, but always know that it's out there somewhere and it will find you.

"~~We're always alone at least once each day."
--But even then I can feel her presence, my neverending love for her conquers all.

Saturday, August 28, 2004 - 10:40:50 pm:
Secret from Helplessly in Love:
I am in love with my best friend Amanda.

Saturday, September 11, 2004 - 06:45:00 am:
Secret from wet face:
I like cunnilingus.
8Ќp

Monday, September 13, 2004 - 10:28:05 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Well I forgot what alias I used before but I AM ENGAGED to the one I knew I'd marry. Thought it might be nice to update. :)

Monday, September 13, 2004 - 10:30:31 am:
Secret from hottieboombottie:
I found my alias. I am marrying my man in May!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 13, 2004 - 06:35:48 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think there's a girl on my ice hockey team who is a lesbian!!!

Thursday, October 7, 2004 - 03:59:00 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
srfdsfd

Thursday, October 21, 2004 - 04:06:50 pm:
Secret from It's HOTT in here!:
Just thought id drop you a line... Wanted to tell the WHOLE WORLD that i cant wait till shortie aka Jenn finally comes to visit! For a minute there i felt no LUV!! all good now wooo wooo

Friday, October 22, 2004 - 12:50:22 am:
Secret from charlie:
One time my girlfriend had sex with someone at a rest stop. They were driving somewhere together and decided to pull over and do it. He was quick on the draw and her hunger was not yet satisfied so when they got to their destination they went at it again. Although she doesn't know it, I am secretly turned on by this. I'll never tell her the truth though, after all it's fun amunition to throw out there once in a while.

Sunday, October 24, 2004 - 08:59:21 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004 - 04:12:26 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, October 26, 2004 - 08:43:41 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, November 4, 2004 - 06:50:09 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, November 7, 2004 - 08:39:00 am:
Secret from a:
a

Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 04:21:11 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, November 16, 2004 - 04:46:22 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i am a person who is troubled inside but you could never tell by the way i act.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004 - 04:49:35 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
This girl that i know is a total meanie and she seriously makes me angry like eveyday. i don't know what her problem is but i wish she would coolit (i'll give you a hint to who she is: Kelsey M)

Thursday, November 18, 2004 - 06:53:08 am:
Secret from Caitlin:
My mother is dying. And I can't seem to talk to anyone about the pain. It feels like everyone who is supposed to care is so far away or has walled themselves off from me. My best friend doesn't return my emails and the four hour time difference means that when she's home I'm asleep and she can't call. My husband admonishes me for my anger. And my other friends (who are all far away) don't really want to hear me cry out my heart into the phone. Work sucks because they all have no work ethic and get mad when they are pushed to work. Plus, they all hate me. I'm tired tired tired and just wish I could sleep for days... someone tried to get me to accept jesus as my lord and savior. How can I do that when I'm so angry with god that I can't think straight? I can't forgive, I can't be "happy" that my mother is being "called to god". *SHE* doesn't want to die. I don't want her to die. I hate it when people try to fucking comfort you when you barely know them and the real comfort you need is from your friends and family. But, they're too scared to talk about it. Or they think nothing bothers me but can't seem to see that I can't stop crying....

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 06:55:46 pm:
Secret from THe bob:

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 06:58:36 pm:
Secret from Goober:
I have the biggest crush on Poober, or that is his last name. how do you think this sounds Goober Poober? i think that it sounds B-E-A-utiful

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 06:59:35 pm:
Secret from To: Caitlin:

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 07:02:52 pm:
Secret from To: Caitlin From: Nicole:
that is really sad and i think that you have been through a lot and that you should be able to talk to someone. i wish that i knew who you were because than i could talk to you and help you through this time of trouble for you. if you want to, i'l try to log on this site and i can talk to you and try to help you, if you want to. i've been through a lot too, so i know what it is like. i hope to talk to you soon.

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 07:08:47 pm:
Secret from To: Squirt From : Bubbles:
Hello its me.

Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 07:11:39 pm:
Secret from hi:
hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hih hi hi hih ihihih h hihi hi i cant spell hi wait AHHHHHHHHHH
i just did

Monday, November 22, 2004 - 03:28:39 pm:
Secret from To: Caitlin From: Nicole:
Hello,i was just wondering if you were going to log on again it would reallt be nice to talk to you cause i have a lot of problems too that i would like poeple to know, but i have no one to talk to.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 03:15:51 pm:
Secret from To: Nicole From: Caitlin:
Hi Nicole. If you'd like I have set up an anonymous email that you can write back and forth to me.... it's lostsoul3508@yahoo.com

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:19:48 pm:
Secret from To Bubbles From Squirt :
Hello thanks 4 telling me that really important thing u wrote to me on this websight

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:21:59 pm:
Secret from Nicole :

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:29:01 pm:
Secret from Secret to hi :
Hi hi hi ih hi hi hih hih ihh ih h i have the same problem in fact i can barley spell I

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:30:44 pm:
Secret from to nicole from leah:
Why cant u talk to me ?

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:42:44 pm:
Secret from ????????:
bubble and squirt is that ur real names ????

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 04:58:42 pm:
Secret from To: Caitlyn From: Nicole:
Right now, i don't have e-mail, but i'm going to get it soon. but that sounds like a good idea. i'll write back when i get the internet.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 - 05:05:58 pm:
Secret from To: Caitlin From: Nicole:
Hello *Caitlin* i read your other entries and i think that ur huband should'nt be angry at u because at least you told the truth to him. i am also a very big person on the truth

Sunday, November 28, 2004 - 05:54:39 pm:
Secret from To: ?????????:
who in the heck cares if that is our real names or not? huh? you wanna peise of me? huh? do ya? do ya? do ya?

Monday, November 29, 2004 - 01:34:03 pm:
Secret from " the target":
i am soooooo angry! i was talking to my boyfriend and he said that some of his friends were talking about me and i asked what they said. he said that he wouldn't tell me because i am a girl and the person who said it is a guy so he won't tell me. then i asked him if he agreed with whatever his freind said and he was silent so i know he does! HOW MEAN IS THAT! now that only makes me more angry and i know that the comment is something about my; a.) weight b.) boobs c.)butt or d.) something else relating to stuff girls have or do that boys don't. i never thaught i could get so angry at him i am not going to talk to him tommorrow and remain that way till he tells me, i find out and yell at him, or i find a REALLY good reason to.

Wednesday, December 1, 2004 - 05:27:14 pm:
Secret from " the target":

Wednesday, December 1, 2004 - 05:33:48 pm:
Secret from " the target":
Guess what now!? this girl Kacey is a BIG FAT JERK! she won't leave me alone and keeps telling me that i'm
"two-censing" her conversations. i don't even know what that means. but if it means that i hear what she is talking about, hoe could any1 not hear her! she talks @ 100 decibles!!!!! she also judges people on what they wear. if any1 did that to her she would go crying to the teacher. she is such a teachers pet. one time she even told the teaxher that she was reading and to be quiet! with all the nerve she has. the teacher was talking about her once to the other teachers saying all kinds of stuff about her. it WAS preatty funny seeing that even the teachers thaught she was annoying.one class that she wasn't the teachers pet she hated being in! that was funny!

Thursday, December 2, 2004 - 02:06:19 pm:
Secret from Guess who:
kacey is till being really mean. she is juging me. she is really cocky. she reminds me of this other girl i know named kelsey she made fun of me and made my self- esteem drop last year. now that she is gone kacey came to take her place in making me feel horrible.

Friday, December 3, 2004 - 08:51:14 pm:
Secret from leah-squirt:
nicole are u there

Sunday, December 12, 2004 - 02:34:36 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
All I have is all I need, anything else is but a distraction.

Girls being the worst distraction of all, and they are everywhere.

"Girls are like knives fun to handle with but eventually they will stab you"

Monday, December 13, 2004 - 12:08:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
andrew likes you

Saturday, December 18, 2004 - 08:44:41 pm:
Secret from Liv:
i have seen the white rabbit.

Monday, December 20, 2004 - 09:39:47 am:
Secret from hfghdfg:
fdghdfg

Monday, December 20, 2004 - 01:23:12 pm:
Secret from Joe:
I have no real secret

Saturday, December 25, 2004 - 02:30:59 pm:
Secret from lady:
Im 16 and pregnant

Saturday, January 1, 2005 - 01:49:39 pm:
Secret from To: Lady:

Saturday, January 1, 2005 - 01:52:40 pm:
Secret from To: Lady From: Nicole:
its not worth it to feel sorry for yourself because whats happened has happened and there is nothing you can do to change that. even if you are pregnant there will be some good somewhere to come out of it. my friend knows some kids who weren't virgins when they entered second grade. at least you are better than that.

Sunday, January 2, 2005 - 01:02:34 am:
Secret from One Who Fucks A Lot:
Found out to be infected by the HIV virus...aka AIDS.
Found out to be infected by HBV and HCV.
My dick hurts a lot.

Sunday, January 2, 2005 - 09:47:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am married 2 A vindictive women and i have 4 children with her so i stay with her in fear of the reprocussion of what she might do if i tell her the truth about me not loving her.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005 - 03:16:32 pm:
Secret from Caitlin:
Are we meant to be with just one person? I fight with that thought alot of times. I love my husband. But I need more than one person to fulfill my emotional and intellectual needs. Shouldn't the person you dedicate your life to be that person? Instead I have a network of friends who fulfil those needs. It just doesn't seem like it should be that way.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005 - 09:01:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my boyfriend got high once and some of my freinds are judging him. it makes me really uncofortable because i did too. i don't know whetther or not i should tell people. the only person i told was him cause i trust him so much.

Monday, Febraury 7, 2005 - 11:49:31 am:
Secret from Vicky Young:
really wants Mark Altman to email her because she's not spoken to him for so long... new email addy, and I dont use AIM anymore, dont think you do either lol. if you do get this email me at xxdeviouslittlemoominxx@gmail.com. Or if anyone knows Mark Altman, lives in Michigan usa, lived in germany for a year, please pass it on! *dies* I've been lookin for him for ages >.< lol thanks! x

Wednesday, Febraury 16, 2005 - 11:43:51 am:
Secret from ian:
i got drunk at a party and hooked up with this girls who i thought was really hot. when i awoke beside her the next morning, i discovered it was my sister!

Saturday, Febraury 19, 2005 - 06:34:46 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I think Nifty Bitchoslut is the hottest sensation in the world . . .

Friday, March 11, 2005 - 09:22:21 am:
Secret from Clyde Firewind:
Jenn...

Sunday, March 20, 2005 - 02:56:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
feas

Monday, March 28, 2005 - 04:38:18 am:
Secret from Lipz:
i want to have sex with richard

Saturday, April 2, 2005 - 11:37:46 pm:
Secret from Nasedo:
Join the Vilandra Project.

Sunday, April 10, 2005 - 04:52:40 am:
Secret from me:
Apparently i was the NTH person to visit this page.
How cool is that?
I was just reading this, and i reckon Caitlin and Nicole shoud get it on.
Know what i'm saying?
'i might get the internet' class!

...as you were.

Monday, April 11, 2005 - 10:38:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, April 11, 2005 - 10:30:23 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, April 15, 2005 - 08:02:09 pm:
Secret from hjj:
yhthght

Tuesday, June 21, 2005 - 02:10:56 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
What's the point of me?
What do I contribute to the world by being alive?
No one at work wants me here. No one really cares about what I have to say here.
My husband says I make him happy but he can't tell me how or what I do that makes him "happy"
My friends.... well, none of them really stay in touch with me now that I've moved. And the friends I have here... sometimes I can't tell if they're real.
So, what's the point of me....?

Tuesday, June 21, 2005 - 02:15:43 pm:
Secret from Boogeyman:
I was raped by my exboyfriend who was abusive and beat me. He beat me with a chain (the big thick ones) when I wouldn't get in his truck with him when he was drunk. He even got his own friends in on it when he did that unthinkable crime 3 years ago. He had them hold me down- it was sick, and I haven't forgotten it since. I haven't told anyone either.

Saturday, July 9, 2005 - 08:21:36 pm:
Secret from Asim Qureshi from Noor:
Asim i love you very much.Why did you do that to me. Why did you leave me and marry some one else. I waited for you so long but your just leave me. I miss you alot & love you alot. i wish one day you bring back to me the person i love . I want to let you know that i always be there for you. LOVE YOU. Please come back my love.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005 - 04:08:40 pm:
Secret from k:
jennifer is fat

Thursday, July 14, 2005 - 01:56:55 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, July 14, 2005 - 02:11:15 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i think you are stupid. i said it ok that is my secret

Wednesday, July 20, 2005 - 07:11:42 pm:
Secret from willman:
i am hanging out with a married woman

Wednesday, July 20, 2005 - 09:30:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love farts

Wednesday, July 20, 2005 - 09:34:12 pm:
Secret from blowupdoll:
I like to smell butt crack

Sunday, July 24, 2005 - 07:48:48 am:
Secret from The "other" one:
Cheryl...I will never forget that night with you.

Saturday, August 6, 2005 - 12:09:59 am:
Secret from lightbright:
I'm pregnant and my husband is not the father. He has no idea and I don't know how to tell him that the father is a relative of his. This sounds like an episode of Jerry Springer, I know, but it is driving me insane.

We have been drifting apart for quite some time now. So maybe this baby will bring us closer but I don't know how I can live with this guilt for the rest of my life.

I want him to know as badly as I don't want him to know. He owns a computer business and I'm hoping that he'll find his way here to find out the news because I can't bear it to tell him.

I'm supposed to be a good Christian but out here in New Brunswick where there's nothing to do and no one else around, I got carried away with one of his relatives. It's actually been going on for a while now but I thought I could get away with it until I found out that I was pregnant. My parents back home won't understand because they don't even know that I'm Christian in the first place and they hate my husband. I have no one to talk to and I don't know what to do.

Sunday, August 7, 2005 - 08:52:55 am:
Secret from M:
Purple sharks, shot glass, tennis balls, and garlic crabs.

Saturday, August 27, 2005 - 01:16:50 pm:
Secret from tony chiocco:
i'm actually not that awesome

Tuesday, September 6, 2005 - 11:23:20 am:
Secret from FAST HANDS:
I have to toss myself off multiple times a day just to stay in sound mind and body! Actually, I'm tossing myself off as you read this right now!!!

Friday, September 23, 2005 - 05:24:25 pm:
Secret from lonley:
My boyfriend moved and i really miss him, i would do ANYTHING to get him back

Friday, September 23, 2005 - 05:31:34 pm:
Secret from Nicole :

Friday, September 23, 2005 - 05:33:08 pm:
Secret from Nicole :
Hey guys! *boogyman* i think that it is a horrific thing that he and his friends did to you. you can get help from so many anonymous places, and if you have the courage, the police. im sry that happened. no one deserves that.

Friday, September 23, 2005 - 05:38:23 pm:
Secret from Nicole :
*lightbright* i've never been in that situation, but i can't even imagine what you are going through. you can see a counselor if you need to. things like that do happen. if your husband is an understanding person, than you could possibly tell him. if not than maybe hhe'll think it is his. i know you feel guilty, but this is really a desision that depends entirley on your courage and his understanding.

Sunday, September 25, 2005 - 10:04:13 am:
Secret from M:

Mad hotel hunt, p-eye-no no-eyer, sonoma med jack, friends and rissoto.

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:12:26 am:
Secret from i'm really you:
this is all a staged experiment. we're all watching you. i'll probably be executed for telling you, but i couldn't bear to see them torture you like anymore.

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:14:29 am:
Secret from butter4yu:
i have a crush on the guy that wrote the last entry. don't tell him.

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:18:51 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
even though i'm a metrosexual?

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:20:10 am:
Secret from butter4yu:
ESPECIALLY because you're a metrosexual. THAT is my real secret.

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:21:13 am:
Secret from metrosexual:
she lies to me because i ask her to.....

Thursday, October 6, 2005 - 12:23:12 am:
Secret from butter4yu:
it's true. i do that.

Saturday, October 8, 2005 - 01:29:14 am:
Secret from queen crimson:
i'm falling in love with him. i don't like to admit that to myself.

Monday, October 10, 2005 - 03:28:04 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, October 14, 2005 - 07:24:58 am:
Secret from Jenn:
I have two children, I don't like spinach, and well, truth be told, I'm a lonely person.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 - 11:47:48 pm:
Secret from billy the kidd:
i once almost killed someone.

Thursday, October 27, 2005 - 12:34:33 am:
Secret from edwar2kd@jmu.edu:
i want to open this email

Wednesday, November 16, 2005 - 12:10:14 am:
Secret from www.gmail.com:

Saturday, December 10, 2005 - 09:05:35 pm:
Secret from moi:
I knew jenn many moons ago and lost touch.

Monday, December 26, 2005 - 04:05:03 pm:
Secret from jenjenz:
I am engaged and yet I'm going to see my internet boyfriend that I had for four years while i was in junior high/ some of high school and i never met but he's coming to visit me...ack

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 - 04:28:57 pm:
Secret from old geezer girl:
I'm twenty and I'm losing my memory. I am intelligent, but so spacey that it's no wonder people think I'm a stupid barbie valley girl bitch when they meet me. What happens when I'm 50 and forget to dress before I leave the house? Or feed my dogs and they die in right before my eyes? I was at a swimming pool once, and an old lady started to take off her shirt and one of her friends reminded her that she didn't have her bathing suit on. And the other day, my mom and I were sitting at a red light, and all of a sudden out of nowhere she starts accelerating. the light was still red.

What if this happens to me? I can feel it happening already. My only hope is that I never have anyone depend on me, and to someday walk into traffic because I forgot that the flashing red hand doesn't mean 'walk'

Wednesday, January 4, 2006 - 10:56:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, January 16, 2006 - 11:42:48 pm:
Secret from zanzibar brocktoon:
i'm in love with this guy that's waiting for me in my bedroom but i haven't told him yet.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 - 06:31:55 pm:
Secret from Jenn:
I love Billy.

Friday, January 20, 2006 - 08:22:27 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 - 08:42:18 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, Febraury 5, 2006 - 08:04:04 pm:
Secret from jenn:
i like you

Sunday, Febraury 5, 2006 - 08:09:26 pm:
Secret from a:
a

Wednesday, Febraury 8, 2006 - 08:43:36 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm still in love with my ex. We started sleeping together again recently, we've been really close since we broke up over a year ago. I'm beginning to wonder whether he's thinking the same thing. But we just can't be together, it just won't ever work again. We were together for years, and we tried so hard to save it when it all went wrong.

And now I've managed to get myself tangled in him again.

Saturday, Febraury 25, 2006 - 12:38:40 am:
Secret from found my Missing Piece:
My secret is I have finally found my one true love.
He is the one I was born to be with for the rest of my life.
I wasn't searching, he just appeared, out of no where straight into my heart.
I love you Baby.
D

Tuesday, March 7, 2006 - 06:45:10 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, March 9, 2006 - 09:24:07 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
you are a fucking moron

Friday, March 17, 2006 - 05:11:47 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, April 2, 2006 - 04:00:33 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, May 12, 2006 - 07:05:37 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 - 02:55:02 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
fuk off u wanker

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 - 01:26:42 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, May 28, 2006 - 11:10:31 am:
Secret from Mo:
I like to see the beauty of females

Monday, June 5, 2006 - 11:41:03 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Wow, I'm glad this place is still here. I haven't posted anything meaningful here in probably two or three years. But after tonight, I just felt I needed to.

I just finished watching the series finale to Everwood. A show I would not have even watched if it wasn't for this girl I knew four years ago. I'm not going to give out any names, realistically I know that she will never see what I'm writing here anyway. But she doesn't have to, for I will still have said it and saying it is all that really matters right now. Even amongst all the garbage posts that have cluttered this place, being able to say something that I couldn't possibly say to anyone else can bring about a peace that would otherwise stay with me as a poison slowly eating away at me over time. I've seen some pretty touching 'tear-jerker' scenes in my time. I'm not a cold person but I just never really reacted to such things before. But this episode I watched tonight, brought back for me many memories of the past much as it did for the characters in the show. I couldn't control how I felt with all this re-surfacing and for the first time in a long time it really got to me. I don't have the happy ending that the show does, but at the same time I know what I had... what we had... Well we didn't have the Amy and Ephram relationship. Maybe at times it felt to me that there were similarities and perhaps I wasn't all that far off. But to use a cliche here, it was simply never meant to be. I didn't want to believe it back then, even though I think I knew that it was true all along. And it took me long enough to learn to bury it and try to forget it all, at least until tonight. You left to go somepace without saying goodbye, and perhaps that was for the best afterall. We have never seen each other since even a ways before that time and it is likely that we never will. That doesn't change this wish I send out tonight. Wherever you went, and wherever you are I truely hope that you will find your one, your true love, your Ephram. It's already been four years and yet at the same time I cannot believe it has been that long. I have not truely forgotten, and I doubt I ever will. But I could no sooner send out that wish and believe in it for you if I coudn't believe the same for myself. Hope remains and I just wanted to leave you with one more thing. I thought this up late one night back when I knew you, but unfortunately I never got the chance to say it to you. It doesn't hold a candle to that midnight dance under starlight in front of my car, but I always wanted to say it none the less.

When the world falls away and leaves nothing but truth,
It's no surprise when I say that all I can see is You.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - 01:58:56 pm:
Secret from hey nicole....its leah....:
i havent been on this site in like forever (like 7th grade!)....you said u were gonna get on more...so its the last day of middle skool...im sooo sad! im gonna miss you so much but i guess we will still see each other!...takeing walks and stuff..im still gonna miss u a bunch thow ! c ya sumtime this summa...i hope!...no ill see you can call me!
love ya!....~Leah

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - 07:31:46 pm:
Secret from bob:
hi

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 - 04:52:53 pm:
Secret from i just wanted to say:
this website brought back so many memories and im glad that you made it whoever that is....it made me smile ! thanx

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 - 07:22:26 pm:
Secret from to jenn:
happy 10 secret years!

Wednesday, July 5, 2006 - 04:11:33 am:
Secret from jen12/23:
good times, this website brought back soooooo many memories... and yah.. im all teary eyed now because i miss my old friends.. lol

Thursday, July 6, 2006 - 01:32:16 am:
Secret from ATTN: TEKLORD:
are you the old slvr str? and all those other ones? a long time ago I asked you to email me because i liked what you wrote, if this is infact you, nice reading your words again :)

Friday, July 7, 2006 - 09:38:40 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Yeah that was me, SilvrStar. Not sure about *all* of the other names, but I used a couple of others too...

One thing hasn't changed in all this time, I'm still Geek! :)

Saturday, July 8, 2006 - 12:09:10 am:
Secret from Teklord:
Words have the power of Ultimate Creation, as well they can be the Destroyer of Worlds. There is no other power available in this Life as we know it that could make such a claim.

Saturday, July 8, 2006 - 06:21:43 pm:
Secret from TheJenn:
Teklord, you are probably aware that I don't participate here (I think I've posted twice), it was meant to let people just let loose with their life, you know? Anyway, thanks for hanging out.

Saturday, July 8, 2006 - 06:24:18 pm:
Secret from TheJennAgain:
And to prove it's really me, there's a little secret on this site. It is a camera in my house and this is the link.

Saturday, July 8, 2006 - 08:57:08 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Well it was kinda safe to assume that most of the posts on this site claiming to be by "Jenn" weren't you (or rather the creator of this site, if that is indeed you). Especially the ones that were down right wacky.

Oh, I can say I've let loose with my life just a little bit here. It's been kinda cool having a place of complete anonymity to say things that I wouldn't likely tell anyone in the real world. Every story I've ever posted under this alias or any other is true right down to the core.

And yeah, occasionally I like to post almost philosphical and cryptic messages akin to the one about the power of words above. Just who I am, I guess.

So if you are you, nice to see you around. And you should do a major update the the main webpage. It hasn't seen an update in even a longer span of time between my June 5th post and any of my other posts. :)

TC

... and I'm still wondering if that person that claims to remember me actually was someone that was around those few years ago. Though whoever it is did make the connection between Teklord and SilvrStar...

Sunday, July 9, 2006 - 11:24:41 am:
Secret from TheJenn:
The update I planned to do (erm 5 years ago) was pushed down in my todo pile. I still plan on doing something. I've been toying with the idea of a blog, but I'm certain no one wants to hear my daily blatherings. I did try some MT blog software elsewhere on jenn.com and it became a platform for scammers to invade and spam fill up my disks and bandwidth with their trash so I got rid of it after 1000 spams and 1 week.

The best I can promise is soon. =)

Sunday, July 9, 2006 - 11:30:29 am:
Secret from TheJenn:
Yes, it blows me away to think that people actually bookmark this page and come back and make a community of it. I guess the web/Internet is kind of nifty that way. For being over 10 years old, it's still neat and I'm honored that people share what they do (well most people, not the kids who post for the sake of seeing their posts). I'm glad that people have trusted me and us with their secrets.

I smiled when I read that person ask if Silvr was you. People do really read this page and engage themselves with the personalities that shine and that's really cool.

Sunday, July 9, 2006 - 09:56:38 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Yeah, I was down right nearly blown away! Not so much by making the connection between SilvrStar and Teklord as I never really tried all that hard to hide it. More so in the way that its been a couple of years and someone else from back then still checks it out. But I suppose if I do, then why not someone else. :) It's cool.

I wasn't here at the beginning of this site, but I still remember how I came about it about 6 or 7 years ago. It's a fun thing I still do every once in a while to this day. But on that fateful day I was randomly typing in URLs using the names of people I knew just to see what would come up. And well at the time I worked with a girl named Jenn, and that indirectly led me to discovering the secretWeb from the link on the old page.

Even if you don't do the blog thing, you can sure join us around here. Not that I guess there is much 'us' around here, but I'm sure others check in here every so often. I surely intend to continue hanging around so long as it exists, and wouldn't mind the company. :)

Sunday, July 9, 2006 - 10:02:19 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Come to think of it.. with the spam thing you mentioned, this place has stayed relatively unscathed. I've been a member of message boards and even ones that require registration can sometimes have issues avoiding the SpamBots that are programmed to spread the word of Spam. Still I hope we remain un-noticed in our little corner of the web as the SpamBots go wandering by.

Sunday, July 9, 2006 - 10:35:33 pm:
Secret from TheJenn:
Well, the other two forms (my guest book and the honorary Canadian Citizenship Certificate engine) that allow people to submit stuff have been infected by spam bots (check out this and this for examples of where filtered trash ends up now).

I think it's only a matter of time before I have to add my filtering code to this one too. C'est la vie.

Monday, July 10, 2006 - 06:49:54 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
I don't know... how long have those other two places been suffering from Spam? Those lists remind me of the email spam filter I get the pleasure of watching over at my work.

So, I'm Canadian. Gotta ask, just what is this "honorary Canadian Citizenship Certificate" about?

Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - 10:16:31 pm:
Secret from TheJenn:
The guestbook was invaded probably two months before I found it covered in spam (1000 or so). I wrote the spam filter October 16th last year.

The Honorary Canadian Citizenship page was invaded at the end of last month. I just used the existing filter code and it seems to catch 99%, which is enough to keep me sane enough.

I created the Honorary Canadian Certificate site in 1996, when I was hanging out on IRC and a bunch of my friends all wanted to bail on their countries and join me in Canada (I was in Toronto at the time), so I wrote it up and much was celebrated. It's kind of the most popular page on my site and causes the most amount of email too.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - 10:57:08 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Cool. I direct bookmarked the secretWeb so long ago, I don't believe I explored much of the rest of the site. I'll have to have a closer look in my spare time.

So, not in the Toronto area anymore eh? But still a Canadian (living in Canada!) I hope. :) I live in the famous Border City, well ok... it might not be famous.

And in other news, the Everywhere Girl has been identified! (For any tek geeks out there)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - 02:09:43 pm:
Secret from TheJenn:
Hi, I'm still a Canadian, and I still go to Toronto 2-3 times a month, but I'm still living and working from Colorado. It's the winters (and those tall hills), really. =)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - 06:46:06 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Colorado? I'm no expert... but I'm pretty sure that's somewhere in the States. teehehehe

Well so long as your Canadian in your heart. :)

Friday, July 14, 2006 - 11:39:19 pm:
Secret from TheJenn:
Yes, I am definitely Canadian in my heart and everywhere else.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 - 09:40:42 am:
Secret from CINDY:
NONE

Tuesday, August 1, 2006 - 05:57:50 pm:
Secret from sexcrazed69:
i love webcams and i love to watch

Saturday, August 19, 2006 - 09:09:31 pm:
Secret from Q dogg:
i am a lesbian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 04:55:06 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
gg

Monday, September 25, 2006 - 06:22:49 pm:
Secret from Trivates:
I have a friend named Jessica Labbe who lives somewhere in Alberta, possibly Edmonton. Many years ago I had a dream that I got rich in Alberta. I am now in Lethbridge and I am having some difficulty locating her as we have not said much to each other in well... years. My name is Dan Mohammed. For the record - I did not make the May 13, 2001 9:59:43pm post.

Wednesday, October 4, 2006 - 10:30:14 am:
Secret from nn,n,,n:
n,n,mm,m,mmm,nbbbbb

Wednesday, October 4, 2006 - 10:12:14 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Well I had to double take on that one...

Yep, I can confirm that you did not make the May 13th post.

As for location, at this point all of my information is out of date. Last thread I had would place her in the Border City working with The Goat; however the website would tend to indicate that is no longer the case. Though Edmonton would seem a choice candidate, in the end your guess would be as good as mine.

Google is your friend...

As I recall she was nice enough to have a conversation with, but that served as both the beginning and the end of that.

Thursday, October 5, 2006 - 02:09:52 am:
Secret from i:
im gay

Thursday, October 5, 2006 - 09:34:13 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
This is interesting... a strange connection (if it is) at the very least.

http://gg.wiw.org/op.html

Track 19... correct month. If I recall, the 13th comes to mind. And 2006 is one of those years.

Hello FoxyRed22... even more interesting (and a good 10 minutes after discovering the above):

Name: Jessica Anne Labbe
Birthday: October 13 (well, well)
Birthplace: Calgary (!? didn't know that...)
Current location: Edmonton
Eye Color: Brownish/Hazel - depends on the light...

And that's all I can get from the result, without requiring an invitation.

TheGoogle Link.
The non-disclosingMySpace Link.

(Not sure if HTML works on this system, don't think I've tried it before... so if it doesn't, those last couple lines may look jumbled)

The Internet + Me = If you typed it, I'll find it... people never learn. :) (But that's ok, it is fun)

Thursday, October 5, 2006 - 09:35:21 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
Ok, so HTML doesn't work.

The Google Link: http://www.google.ca/search?q=Jessica+Labbe&hl=en&lr=&start=30&sa=N
The MySpace Link: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=5018848

Saturday, October 7, 2006 - 12:01:35 am:
Secret from Teklord:
So... ~*SaSsY*~ replaced SilvrStar...

Confirmed identity. Should be easy for you to contact her now.

And I hate it when I can't sleep at night... like now. Frakkin' Life Altering events... I just want some stability in my life, is that so much to ask? (Oh and this has nothing to do with this, has to do with more real stuff)

Saturday, October 7, 2006 - 12:13:38 am:
Secret from Teklord:
Shadow of the Three Prophets?

The Ardamian Empire?

What did I just stumble into... reminds me of that time I was looking up the Illuminati.

I am way too bored right now.

Shel'kek Nem'ron!

Saturday, October 7, 2006 - 01:00:40 am:
Secret from Teklord:
And the deeper I go, the more intriguing (and elaborate) it becomes.

I believe I just found the answer to my own curiosity...

"Various members (including myself) have had dreams related to the goal"
"Certain members (including myself) have had recent dreams come true"

That explains the rich in Alberta part. And to fund such a project... I think the term required would be Ultra-rich.

"... a campaign to inspire hope for the coming century."

Oh, I'm more than a little curious on that particular point.

Relating to my own little theroy regarding (the beginnings of) life in this solar system... it would not be so much 'colonize' as it would be 're-colonize'. And history has a tendancy to repeat itself.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 - 10:26:10 am:
Secret from Toeney:
I love Julia Mika

Monday, October 16, 2006 - 01:12:22 am:
Secret from m:
i cant help but its repeating

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 - 11:54:58 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
q

Friday, November 3, 2006 - 10:30:37 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I once slept in Jennifer's bed. But she wasn't home. And I didn't actually sleep under the covers. So I guess more accurately, I slept on top of Jennifer's bed. Oh ya, and it was a different Jennifer...

Friday, November 10, 2006 - 11:21:57 pm:
Secret from Ms D:
Wow...found this site again and it sure brought back memories. Thanks Jenn for keeping it going all these years.
It's been several years since I last posted. Sometimes I wonder what happened to him. Other times I am just grateful for the way things turned out.

Monday, December 4, 2006 - 10:01:52 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
sn2BZq97hu1oku P5s6mimSGY9ZW UWGtcKdndCjwY6

Friday, December 8, 2006 - 12:45:03 am:
Secret from Matthew:
Im not sure but sometimes i think the worlds against me, maybe im paranoid.Which creates major problems at work :( I'm from Germany, but my heart belongs to the eastern world: China Japan Thailand etc.

And i miss my Grandfather greatly. Rest in peace :(

I think i'll start to smoke pot once a couple a months again.

Monday, December 18, 2006 - 07:46:36 pm:
Secret from mud:
i had sex with linda smith. it was great.

Monday, December 18, 2006 - 07:49:28 pm:
Secret from mud (honorary canadian):
i'm going to try have sex with linda smith again.

Saturday, December 23, 2006 - 05:49:06 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
xcrhkqmt shwrtlkn esrif wzntjaflm bfck wntdvfk dnigbk

Monday, December 25, 2006 - 05:06:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
im a lez

Monday, January 1, 2007 - 01:39:34 pm:
Secret from bry baby:
I am a really bad cutter i do it all the time. I love Josh Makepiece

Tuesday, January 2, 2007 - 02:04:20 pm:
Secret from Sil Hasruw:
I want to break up with my girlfriend...

Friday, January 5, 2007 - 04:58:14 pm:
Secret from Holy shit I'm incredible:
This is fucking stupid

Monday, January 8, 2007 - 02:21:22 pm:
Secret from Got_a_Juicy_1_4_U:
I love this one. When I was in college, this evil chemistry professor LOVED to torture his students by giving all 60+ students an assignment to read the same journal article and write a report - DUE the next day! He loved watching everyone run out of the lecture hall toward the library to get the ONLY copy. Well, I caught wind of this game learned the layout of the obscure journals in the library. On game day, I sprinted out to the library after class, found the target article, and hid the entire journal within another book over in the children's section. The next day, no one had the assignment done and he was FURIOUS!!! He tried over and over, and each time I found the journal and hid it. Each day everyone cowered behind thier text books while he boiled and turned red with rage on hearing the article was no where to be found. Finally he had to give up and assign multiple articles. Victory!

Monday, January 8, 2007 - 05:54:01 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i am 13 and i love a 16 year old!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 - 07:17:53 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i dont like bush

Sunday, January 14, 2007 - 05:43:35 pm:
Secret from Sssssh! :
In public, I am a mother, scout leader, member of the business community. In private...I am a Dominatrix with several male submissives.

Sunday, January 21, 2007 - 01:14:17 pm:
Secret from whyme:
i am a lesbian.

Sunday, January 21, 2007 - 01:21:31 pm:
Secret from why me:
that tek person said it all, i found this site the same way tek did: I wasn't here at the beginning of this site, but I still remember how I came about it about 6 or 7 years ago. It's a fun thing I still do every once in a while to this day. But on that fateful day I was randomly typing in URLs using the names of people I knew just to see what would come up. And well at the time I worked with a girl named Jenn, and that indirectly led me to discovering the secretWeb from the link on the old page.

Sunday, January 28, 2007 - 04:50:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i have a website named afterme

Friday, Febraury 2, 2007 - 11:44:56 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, Febraury 5, 2007 - 02:56:35 pm:
Secret from me:
i cheated

Saturday, Febraury 10, 2007 - 04:32:48 pm:
Secret from Trivates:
To Teklord: Thank you for your research on Jessica Labbe. I want to contact you some how (this is so Matrix - I feel like Neo) my msn contact info is umshaadtrivates@hotmail.com please add me.

Sunday, Febraury 11, 2007 - 04:12:17 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my name is jenn, that is awesome

Thursday, Febraury 22, 2007 - 07:43:04 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, Febraury 22, 2007 - 10:56:22 pm:
Secret from XJ9:
Dave makes me happy. i am married. he has a girlfriend. i think i love him.

Friday, Febraury 23, 2007 - 03:10:22 pm:
Secret from baby:
woman married to a woman and dream about being with other women .considering cheating sometimes,but i am happy in my present relationship, and partner doesn,t mind watching but only if did it with a femme but i want a stud.

Friday, March 16, 2007 - 05:49:52 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, April 15, 2007 - 09:05:52 pm:
Secret from RealJenn:
Jenn is blogging @ jennlog.com

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 - 02:02:50 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, April 21, 2007 - 01:49:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Sunday, April 29, 2007 - 01:17:38 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i love you !

Sunday, April 29, 2007 - 03:16:37 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
i love you i love you i love you... still

Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - 10:09:32 am:
Secret from big john:
i had sex with a dog

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 - 08:58:45 pm:
Secret from Sad One:
I love Mr. Jones. I really do. He's 55, 30 years older than me. And married. But he's more than my mentor and friend. He's the only one I fantasize about; he's the only man I ever want to be with. It's the secret reason I reject all the guys who want to date me т because I want to be on my death bed and know Mr. Jones was the last one to kiss me.

Sunday, May 20, 2007 - 09:06:38 am:
Secret from BoyShine:
Just testing the waters first.

Friday, June 1, 2007 - 05:37:38 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Well I cut my wrists and I love it but I tell everyone that knows about it that i hate to but It really feels good and I like the way that It looks!! So I do not know what to do!!! So yep!!

Friday, June 1, 2007 - 05:44:19 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I like people

Saturday, June 9, 2007 - 11:09:08 pm:
Secret from HILO:
HI

Monday, June 11, 2007 - 02:41:27 pm:
Secret from Stevejm12:
I am currently using steroids to enhance my body. All of my friends joke around and make comments that I look like I'm "Juicing". I always laugh it off and deny that I haven't used any enhancments (other than natural). My cycle ends in a week. I don't plan to take any more when it's finished, but if I do I'm sure I'll be back to tell.

Monday, June 11, 2007 - 02:58:49 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
Your crazy if you use steroids. tiny pee pee syndrom

Sunday, June 24, 2007 - 02:25:30 am:
Secret from me:
i fell in love. it was taken away from me. i think im ugly. my new bf is awesome and i think im in love again. im scared he will hate me =[

Thursday, June 28, 2007 - 05:35:49 pm:
Secret from pudding:
i eat poo

Sunday, July 8, 2007 - 12:24:35 am:
Secret from Ubergeek:
I think startup weekend is dumb!

Sunday, July 15, 2007 - 09:09:23 pm:
Secret from Does it matter?:
I was the mistres of Greg Hill of Sacramento, California, who is married to Jennifer Hill, who is totally unaware that her husband cheats on her all the time for over 5 years. Everytime she leaves to go back East to visit her family, he cheats on her IN THEIR BED! He uses every excuse in the book, like that he's going to Home Depot, and then visits other women. He's a total predator!

Sunday, July 15, 2007 - 09:15:44 pm:
Secret from Yet another Jen:
I love David Morini and he just married another woman yesterday. What am I supposed to do now?

Monday, July 16, 2007 - 10:09:20 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Saturday, July 28, 2007 - 03:33:08 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
:)

Wednesday, August 1, 2007 - 07:45:59 am:
Secret from whatev:
I'm 21 and afraid of getting old. Infact I spend hours worrying about this.

Saturday, August 4, 2007 - 06:29:22 pm:
Secret from I'm no better:
I always complain about other people but I know inside that I am no better for talking about them...and it kills me inside

Saturday, August 4, 2007 - 10:23:24 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am madly in love with my exboyfriend and I never want to be with another guy. and i hate him for this

Sunday, August 5, 2007 - 02:44:39 am:
Secret from haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:
i lov sex and im only 10.

Sunday, August 5, 2007 - 02:46:39 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Tuesday, August 7, 2007 - 03:39:25 pm:
Secret from Ceil:
I hate myself for some reason I don't know.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007 - 09:57:29 pm:
Secret from a nineteen year old male.:

I'm very lonely. Ever since my girlfriend left me, I've been drained of all ambition. Because of her I had plans and hopes. It's hard for me to make friends; lots of acquaintances, but hardly anyone that I think actually appreciates my company. I feel like I'm easily replaceable; anyone that happens to find to friendship in me moves on. I'm stuck in the same place, while everyone keeps going right ahead. I don't have a lot in common with most people. When I do find some that I share interests, we aren't passionate about them in the same way or we don't view them with the same basis.

I just want to not be lonely.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007 - 02:30:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Thursday, August 9, 2007 - 11:34:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
BEEF CURTAINS.

Monday, August 13, 2007 - 04:01:07 am:
Secret from La-La:
Sometimes I look at my life, see how much I have in terms of material wealth, friends and lifestyle, and wonder why I'm still so freaking miserable. I'm selfish and greedy, but I feel so lonely. I just want somebody to love me, but I'm afraid no-one ever will. There, I said it.

Monday, August 13, 2007 - 10:04:32 pm:
Secret from Ryan:
Ever since my best friend died, I haven't had the will to continue my life. That was 4 years ago. I'm now out of the military, doing nothing, waiting for the day all my options are up and I can end it all.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 - 01:26:42 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
It's always been a dream of mine to experiment with a threesome. Two girls && a guy.
My current boyfriend wants me to marry him.
I want to && the only reason i don't is because i don't think he'll be into that.
I'm considering just cheating on him

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - 09:23:24 am:
Secret from egrp:
im gay and im in love with pampita

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - 04:19:48 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I'm afraid everyone likes my identical twin sister better, and only pretend to be my friend out of pity.

Sunday, August 19, 2007 - 06:30:13 am:
Secret from ver.ity@hotmail.com:
I tell the truth.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 - 08:39:30 pm:
Secret from love:
i love you

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 - 11:40:50 am:
Secret from Real Jenn:
Spam filter activated today

Friday, August 24, 2007 - 09:41:10 am:
Secret from Real Jenn:
filter appears to be working: http://www.jenn.com/secretspam.html

Friday, August 24, 2007 - 10:43:08 pm:
Secret from Real Jenn:
The IP addresses listed at the URL in the last post from me all originate from one ISP in russia named "Masterhost". All of them -- more than 100 spam attempts in less than two days.

Saturday, September 15, 2007 - 01:09:50 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Monday, September 24, 2007 - 01:37:05 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am lost. Totally, utterly lost. Looking for a way out, or in?

Monday, September 24, 2007 - 10:21:30 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I dont like it up the butt .... even though i never tried

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 - 02:09:56 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - 05:54:42 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - 09:29:29 pm:
Secret from 9/26/96 ---> infinity:

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 - 08:13:22 pm:
Secret from Iknowuknowme:
I'll never tell my friend that i watched her doing it with her boyfriend (many times)and that I liked it and that I hate her for it.

Thursday, October 11, 2007 - 11:14:02 am:
Secret from Bukkake:
I like underwear.

Thursday, October 11, 2007 - 11:14:31 am:
Secret from Bukkake:
When I was little, my father would abuse me. He would make me perform fellatio on him.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - 06:33:15 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
fd

Sunday, November 4, 2007 - 03:53:45 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I woke up today because I pissed the bed.

Monday, November 5, 2007 - 06:03:50 pm:
Secret from GothITGuy:
Not enough people here mast****te. I ma**ur**te at work. I sometimes come on the floor, or I go into the bathroom and come on different parts in the bathroom. Sometimes I watch myself in the mirror and hope no one comes in. Post if you find this a turn on!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 - 03:43:17 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, November 30, 2007 - 12:32:20 am:
Secret from jenn:
gabe is sitting next to me

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 - 06:11:52 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, December 14, 2007 - 09:07:55 pm:
Secret from found my missing piece:
December 4th I married my missing piece. He is the love of my life and I was born to be with him. He is my happily ever after.
T I L Y
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008 - 08:33:07 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I am in love with Aaron Meyers, well, I guess I have a crush on him. I will never tell him though because he only thinks of me as a friend. And he's married.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008 - 08:35:14 pm:
Secret from If you read it, you'll know:
I came here while googlestalking (Frederic) Raymond Lefferts of Wisconsin. I still think about him once in awhile and wonder what he's up to. He wasn't my first, but he was the first time it was any good! I miss you Ray :(

Thursday, April 3, 2008 - 01:23:51 am:
Secret from Secret Lover:
I have always wanted to be out in a boat floating gently on the water while I am, ah, how should I say it... getting mine....

Thursday, April 3, 2008 - 01:27:14 am:
Secret from Secret Lover:
Oh, I would love to be looking at the stars while high on the experience of making love out in the open. Just like in the stone age. No pun intended....

Saturday, April 19, 2008 - 04:34:32 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I love the erotic asphyxiation of beautiful girls. The feel of a girls throat between my fingers or in a thin wire. Watching her throat contract till she passes out.

Saturday, April 19, 2008 - 04:37:07 pm:
Secret from crushin bad:
OK, I have this crush on this woman at work, Angie. Problem is, she already has a bf. Grrrrrrrr.

Whenever I'm around her, I get all happy and gittery inside.

Sunday, June 29, 2008 - 06:43:44 pm:
Secret from Johnny Hacker:
I am still a chatliner, but I long for the old chatline days, there's too much drama nowadays. I remember days on a payphone connected to the Hotel California, room 13.

Saturday, July 12, 2008 - 10:48:02 am:
Secret from Anonymous User:
my boyfriend is a flirt

Monday, August 4, 2008 - 02:34:51 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I wear no pants

Sunday, August 17, 2008 - 09:40:31 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:
I have been dating my best friend for three months. My wife is unaware.

Sunday, September 21, 2008 - 04:50:19 pm:
Secret from Teklord:
An ever watchful eye on an ever changing world.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 - 11:11:34 pm:
Secret from RainMaN:
Somtimes i feel iv got to __ __ get a away, iv got to __ __ run away from the pain my girlfriends ex-boyfriend does to me. This is for that someone special in southern maryland. Maybe you can get over me, because im wayyyyy over and above you now. Angel Paintguns are cheap ;)

Monday, October 6, 2008 - 03:28:14 pm:
Secret from edon:
ano

Sunday, October 12, 2008 - 01:24:12 pm:
Secret from eewpiuow:
Very nice site!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - 02:28:57 pm:
Secret from Anonymous User:

Friday, October 17, 2008 - 06:30:40 am:
Secret from tyuwtreu:
Very nice site!

Thursday, December 17, 2008 - 00:00:00 am:
Secret from Jennifer Ross:
After 10+ years, the spam levels have convinced me to shut down this page. Sorry. - Jenn

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